Brony/Pegasister Rant
So a few of our (my roommate and I) friends were just showing off themselves in their dresses for banquet (another story for later). The girl that had the dress on looked cute actually....
So I'm here drawing ponies like I usually do but it wasn't for fun but someone on this hall requested for it. Then one of the girls saw me drawing. Of course people be like "Ooh, you draw dat?" And I be like, "Aww yueh!" Then she said, "Well that's why you don't do good in English!" I stared at her for a second. I didn't know what she meant but she added. "Because you draw ponies all the time! (Lol)!"
She's a troll? Nah. We both are the ones who usually joke around on each other. But that literally drew the line for me.
I honestly, honestly feel anxious around my friends with my ponies now. I thought they would just tolerate and be cool with it since all of them know about my obsession with ponies. But usually when I talk about it a bit, I can feel them just thinking "Heck, no one cares. You're talking about colourful horses that glitter and stuff." I even like sing to the theme song and one friend of mine is just like, "Chill dude." So I feel even more anxious.
So to the situation, I know she was joking but deep inside I cringe with regret and stupidity. I wish I was... I don't know different? Or I wish people would understand and totally be cool with it. I (hopefully) tolerate with what my friends do unless it is not cool and against the rules and stuff. The reason why I like MLP so much is because....
"What the fandom has to offer?"
No....
"Because you..."
Because I like what the show presents. The message of friendship. Being happy with everyone. Then you got every pony singing and prancing with happy faces which makes me smile.
I even was thinking about telling my testimony about me, my faith, and ponies (since my school's a private Christian school) to the girls of my class, but you know what? No. No one will care and will point fingers at me.
So yupperdoodles. I'm tired of this thinking that my friends are cool with my ponies. I've lost my trust with them about my interests.
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