For a while now, I hav been without a job. I quit my last job right around December because the stress was literally killing me and I no longer found the motivation to continue. I resigned confident that I would find others quite easily. A few people from the chat knew I was aiming big, as I told them that I was applying for a big gaming company as a community representative for an online game that they currently run. I applied for the position but I was put on the waiting list because it seems that they needed to decide who really deserved the position. In the end, I got chosen. It was honor to get selected when there were a dozen of us who applied for the position and I was the only one chosen. However the day came when I needed to sign my contract. To my dismay, they were offering less at what I got when I was with Microsoft. I told them I needed to think about this and give me at least a day or two. Sadly, I declined the offer. Mainly because my dad was pressuring me to go abroad and work for better companies and get paid better in return. So I have been going around applying for a job here and there. It's more difficult than it seems. I never got a call back from those companies I applied for.

Right now, I'm kind of living barely as it is. My sudden announcement of not being able to get into the chat and posting late replies in my RPs. The main reason is my internet service has finally been cut-off. I haven't paid for about two months now and so they've disconnected. I'm trying to manage my expenses though so I gave priority to my electric bill. I figured that loosing the internet is better than loosing electricity. I thought of asking help from my dad, but I don't want to burden him with my problems. I just hope that my brother, who lives with me, steps up for now until I can recover and get a job. I mean he's spending his money on nothing at home since I do pay for all the bills and he just buys stuff for himself anyway.

Anyway, I might be gone from the chat for at least a month or more, but I won't neglect my RPs. It's the one thing that is pulling me through this and it helps me think. Right now, I'm using the Mall's free wifi just to post here. I'm starting to feel like a bum lol.

Ciao until I sort everything in my life out. See you around Ponies!