Well hey there,

I feel really good currently, especially for my mental condition. I feel like I can be very creative and finally I feel... active, not like a puppet thrown on the bed.

Also I'm gaining back my trust. I don't feel so much pain anymore looking at this site and I think I can start doing things again. Oh well, I already did, I started the Cloudsdale Gym RP I have promised. When things work out I will have posted a bit more Shadowbolt stuff and the adventure I designed by the end of the day.

I wish I could credit someone here for helping me regain my trust, but it happened just like that. Not by someones help. That said, I still feel unsecure - don't destroy what I regained by now, I will be eternally mad at you if you do.