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  3. Last post wins

    in Last Post Wins (formerly Spam Stables)

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    It's sort of just a really precious miracle this specific thread as been preserved for so long. I was rereading the other day and my heart was touched when I saw a post by rosewind like 'oh, it would be really nice if the original crew could post more often' and it was just so sweet! Especially given how big a thorn in everyone's side this thread once upon a time.has been (in a lot of cases unfairly; in my case, entirely fairly).

     

    I hate to be so mushy and sentimental, but it speaks a lot to the value of kindness (with proper boundaries). Nobody had to be understanding to a fifteen-year-old edgy troll lashing out for attention and notoriety, but people did. And lo and behold, after over a decade and tonnes of therapy and eventually-learning to make good life decisions, I am finally on the right path (I think!) 

     

    In fact... *Cough cough*.... I think I'm ready to admit something I haven't been honest with anyone about. *Cold sweat emerges on forehead; a choking, pungent steam of fear vents from my chest*

     

    "O--o-okay,,, here goes :[" 

     

    *AHEM*

     

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    I LIKED PONIES TOOOOOO!! I WASN'T HERE JUST TO TROLL AND BE OBNOXIOUS, I REALLY LIKED PINKIE PIEEEEE I THOUGHT SHE WAS FUNNY AND ESSENTIALLY AGREED THAT BEING SILLY AND IRREVERENT WAS *based* AHHHH I LIKED THE SHOW AND I REALLY LIKED SEASON TWO FINALE WHEN IT WAS RANDOMLY VIOLENT AHHH I WAS LIKE "oh man now this is a REAL SHOW FOR BIG KIDS. SEE everyone?" 

     

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    I mean, my genuine interest did fall off after season 2 anyway cause I just spent too much time on other things, but, I figure I owe it to everyone to acknowledge this in the spirit of healing and growth. I get that this was totally obvious and true to anyone ever at any moment and time, but, it was true that while ponies brought me to canterlot, it was us last post winners that made me stay :') 

     

     

     

     

  5. Last post wins

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    1 hour ago, Penumbra said:


    We where all insecure cringe bags back then. I may not have understood it back then, as I barely understood myself. That much is obvious from the sheer amount of desperation for attention I (and everyone. Thats right chums i'm calling you all out) displayed. 
    But I understand it now, this may have been a shock but I was also quite very alone around that time aswell! 
    You made this place you're internet-home, as we all did. You don't need to apologies for being at home in your house. (I secretly thought you were a bit funny.)


     

    The call-out is absolutely so correct. I very much needed attention, and also did not understand myself whatsoever (but thousands of dollars worth of therapy has helped immensely). 

    I always thought you were hilarious too penumbra and I'm glad that my humor shone through the nastier bits. I'm sorry to hear, but also grateful to know, that you were in a similar boat of alone-ness. Glad we could be there for each other as best as we could with what we knew and what tools we had at our disposal :') 

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  6. Last post wins

    in Last Post Wins (formerly Spam Stables)

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    every time I revisit this thread, I go over all of the big events and conversations I took part in. Every time I'm back, I'm like "holy shit; I was such a cringey douchebag. This time, I'll be really funny!" And every time, I proceed to make an even bigger tool of myself. Yet, as mortified by 80 percent of my content as I am, I'm also kind of really grateful to have had this, to grow up with, and act out and be a troll and still be met with relative understanding and acceptance. Sorry if and when I ever did go overboard and thank you for this thread and community for helping me when I was really alone in life! 

    what's everyone sayin

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    7 hours ago, Cathalos said:

    I am NOT fair, I break rules all the time. like you're not supposed to dance in the bookstore when "livin on a prayer comes on" but I did that anyway this morning oops. 


     

    WHAOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WE'RE HALFWAY THERE

     

    WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

     

    LIVIN ON A PRAYER

     

     

  21. Last post wins

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    guys i really gotta thankity spankity your encouragement lately. Your boi is playing a show on friday and on the 17th of february, and the band boys and I will be playing together more regularly super soon so I should have some recordings of us as a band! We're an electric group; myself on guitar and vocals, with my good friends T and A on drums and bass respectively. 

     

    WE JUST NEED A NAME!

  23. Last post wins

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    3 hours ago, Rosewind said:

    I've got to say, you're quite handy with a guitar Nasty.

     

    ha ha i get it; it's cause i use my hands to play it

    2 hours ago, Cathalos said:

    that was good and nice even though it's like 0 in the morning and IM COLD and should probably move clothes earlier in my get-ready process and I cut the **** out of my face shaving somehow but through all this your song was good thumbs up thank you

    thanks dude that's very flattering

     

    1 hour ago, Rosewind said:

    Grab the nearest book next to you, turn to page 45. The first sentence will describe your sex life.

     

    My book is from a Child Development psychology course:

     

    "Locke emphasized the role of experience in children's lives, but Rousseau viewed development as a natural unfolding." 

     

    : ^ ) 

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