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SilverSwirl

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  1. Plus this year is the worst one for my psyche, as my best friend is being ignored by her ex who has said in one message before falling off the face of the earth again that he misses her and wants to start over. Also her best friend that she knows irl said to her that if he commits suicide it is her fault, which that isn't fair to her as she has been hurting a lot more than he knows. So it has driven me further towards the blackness of the abyss than I have ever been before.

  2. When Valentine's Day comes around, I go into an emotional blackhole and feel that my life is incomplete and that I am a waste of space, food and oxygen. This time of year reminds me of how lonely my life has been and I get this feeling that there may be no one who would love me for who I really am.

  3. I have been where you have been, I helped out my parents in remodeling the house I am currently residing in until the economy picks up again and I can find a suitable apartment with a PC in it.... We had to rip out all the carpets and clean the basement floor because the previous tenants had let a dog run loose down there and it left many presents down there..... It was several months of hell and several years later we are still making small improvements on the house.

  4. Yes, Sulvuss.

    For you are the chosen one. You must go forth, and get all my badges and return them to my Gradma.

    She'll then give you a nice batch of cookies. You must then handover those cookies to my little brother who's playing video games down in the basement. But before giving them to him, you gotta first ask if he's eaten lunch...'case if he hasn't, then tell him that his Mom will ground him!

    Speak to your friend! Have no fear, for your friend will surely...erm...drink beer?---dope, I mean- Ugh...I shouldn't try to rhyme...*Facehoof*

    There, Swirl. Things are never as bad as they seem.

    What your problem to exactly?

    See I am at the library and can't use my headset to talk to her via Teamspeak like I do at home.... She also lives in Belgium so there is a 7 hour time difference between us.... She is also having relationship issues that are eating away at her on the inside, making it so she can't really eat much and can't sleep.... I am her emotional sponge and I listen to her.... and she listens to me and is one of the few people I would trust with my life.

  5. I have a fear of large groups of people that I do not know.... If I am at some sort of function where people gather and many of them I do not recognize, I just sort of shut down and retreat inside myself or do my best to get to a location where I can be alone or be around fewer people... Otherwise, I am a very friendly and open person.... This could stem from my treatment during my younger years at school where I was isolated or constantly being ganged up on by large groups of kids.

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