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    [7/9/2012]Valley

    By shyshy,

    Valley
    ------
    [solo for opener]
    We’ve walk too far.
    We walked alone.
    We walked too far in the shadow!
    We walked near.
    Yeah, we walked far.
    Walk the valley of the shadow death!
    [bridge]
    The webs they weave,
    The webs we broke,
    As they fade in the shadow!
    The empty eyes.
    The empty soul.
    And an empty promise!
    [Chorus]
    We walk the valley, (we're searching for a brand new home)
    A taste of chaos, (we're licking clean, our brand new wounds)
    A new brand of courage, (empty eyes, empty lives, empty souls)
    I taste the enmity! (Watch it swell to a full)
    [bridge]
    We won’t die.
    We are alive.
    We are living in chains!
    Watch the anger,
    Rise in me.
    Temperature of a million degrees!
    [bridge]
    Darkness rises.
    Light falls.
    Cycle of the days.
    Shadow clothes,
    The barren land.
    Built alone, by devil's hands!
    [Chorus]
    We walk the valley, (we're searching for a brand new home)
    A taste of chaos, (we're licking clean, our brand new wounds)
    A new brand of courage, (empty eyes, empty lives, empty souls)
    I taste the enmity! (Watch it swell to a full)
    [solo]
    [Chorus]
    We walk the valley.
    We’re searching for a brand new home!
    A taste of chaos.
    We’re licking clean, our brand new wounds!
    A new brand of courage.
    Empty eyes, empty lives, empty souls!
    I taste the enmity!
    Watch it swell to a full!
    [end]

  2. shyshy
    bringin' grunge back
    ---------------------
    words are my art,
    and art is my passion.
    poetry is a part of me,
    call me old fashioned.
    yesterday is another day,
    just like every other.
    golden road with silver rain.
    the sliver opens up my pain.
    the sliver opened up my vein.
    [chorus]
    words for the chorus,
    i am proud to say i wrote.
    every day,
    the same long road.
    words make my songs,
    come to life.
    every day,
    live under a knife.
    sliver sliver.
    silver silver.
    [bridge]
    words are my art,
    and art is my passion.
    poetry is a part of me,
    call me old fashioned.
    sliver dies, and silver rain.
    tick tock dies, with the rain.
    [bridge]
    words and words and words alone,
    make me feel like i belong.
    sliver sliver,
    silver silver.
    [chorus]
    words for the chorus,
    i am proud to say i wrote.
    every day,
    the same long road.
    words make my songs,
    come to life.
    every day,
    live under a knife.
    sliver sliver.
    silver silver.
    make me a star.
    break my heart.
    silver sliver.
    distilled blood.
    [solo]
    i never said my words made sense at all!
    hmmm, i guess that's right.
    i never promised they would make sense,
    at all!
    but i guess the meanin' at what it seems...
    [pause]
    words are my art,
    and art is my passion.
    poetry is a part of me,
    call me old fashioned.
    yesterday is another day,
    just like every other.
    golden road with silver rain.
    the sliver opens up my pain.
    the sliver opened up my vein today.
    [solo]
    silver sliver!
    distill my water!
    silver pillar,
    in disguise.
    my words,
    ryhme!
    [chorus]
    words for the chorus,
    i am proud to say i wrote.
    every day,
    the same long road.
    words make my songs,
    come to life.
    every day,
    live under a knife.
    sliver sliver.
    silver silver.
    make me a star.
    break my heart.
    silver sliver.
    distilled blood, and im bringin' grunge back...
    [fade to end]

  3. shyshy

    [9/14/2012]Rythmatic Lament

    By shyshy,

    rythmatic lament
    ----------------
    look forward to the future.
    lookin' for a place to lay my head.
    ooh, im so tired.
    look forward to see her.
    she gone away.
    "remember her" they say.
    [bridge]
    it's gonna change one day.
    all your days will be happiness.
    ooh, i dont want it.
    lookin' forward to meet her.
    she left a kid.
    "remember her" they said, they said.
    [chorus]
    what future have i got without her?
    i am all alone to grieve.
    what future can i hope to have?
    all i want is gone.
    teach me how to be happy,
    i cannot feel a thing.
    a box contains her body.
    the cosmos owns her soul.
    [bridge]
    the cosmos took her away from me.
    the cosmos took her away from me.
    look forward you to the future.
    lookin' for a final resting place.
    ooh, im incomplete.
    vacate the darkness in your mind.
    "remember her".
    i gotta fight.
    [bridge]
    it's gonna change one day.
    one day, one day, one day.
    ooh, i dont feel it.
    lookin' forward to see her.
    she left a child.
    "remember her" they said, they said.
    [solo]
    ooh, it'll change one day.
    ooh, one day.
    the cosmos took her away from me.
    ooh, the cosmos took her from me.
    [chorus]
    what future have i got without her?
    i am all alone to grieve.
    what future can i hope to have?
    all i want is gone.
    teach me how to be happy,
    i cannot feel a thing.
    a box contains her body.
    the cosmos owns her soul.
    ooh, the cosmos took her from me.
    ooh, the cosmos took my angel away.
    ooh, my darling forgive me.
    ooh, my darling sleeps away.
    ooh, the cosmos took her away.
    ooh, rythum sleeps today.
    ooh, rythum sleeps today.
    ooh, i wanna sleep today.
    [fade to end]

  4. shyshy

    [9/9/2012]Addendum 2

    By shyshy,

    Addendum 2
    ----------
    why do you ask them,
    all the same questions?
    never answered,
    but never forgotten.
    maybe i can,
    bring some light to,
    mysteries that,
    elude your mind.
    [chorus]
    i have studied,
    passing centuries.
    ageing is but a curse.
    [bridge]
    why do you ask me,
    what the answers will be?
    the future is sacred.
    time is left unclean.
    maybe i can,
    mezmorize them.
    maybe we can,
    answer questions.
    [chorus]
    i have studied,
    passing centuries.
    ageing is but a curse.
    [solo]
    maybe i can,
    steal life from them.
    if im careful,
    time will stand still.
    [chorus]
    i have studied,
    passing centuries.
    ageing is but a curse.
    [bridge]
    when will you ask us,
    the right kind of quesions?
    where did i come from?
    what are my motives?
    maybe i can,
    diguise lies with,
    cunning intelect.
    frame their for,
    the misery,
    and mysteries.
    i have studied,
    all my life and,
    find my life is a waste.
    [solo]
    maybe i can,
    bring some light to,
    the misery,
    and mysteries.
    [chorus]
    i have studied,
    passing centuries.
    ageing is but a curse.
    [bridge repeats and fades to end]

  5. shyshy
    the colours of confinement
    ---------------------------
    all sorts of information.
    in my imagination,
    life is animation,
    and the writers are telling a sad story.
    a vast and pure collection.
    in my own reflection,
    i can only see my destination.
    i am on my way to hell.
    there are all sorts of things,
    i can never explain.
    there are terrors out there,
    waiting for us.
    in my dreams,
    i believe,
    in miracles.
    [bridge]
    all sorts of information.
    my job is confirmation.
    life is animation,
    and the writers are laughin' at the results.
    a vast and dignified,
    collection that i find,
    is primitive in it's words.
    and lacking good works.
    there are all sorts of things,
    i can never explain.
    [chorus]
    life is images on canvas.
    gods know just how to end us.
    life is delirium.
    life in a sanitarium.
    there's no way out of here.
    my fate is clear.
    i will die here.
    [bridge]
    all sorts of indignation,
    makin' me question my luck.
    all sorts information,
    up for comtemplation,
    life is imagination,
    and we are pawns.
    to my destination,
    i am on my way but,
    is it my right to question where,
    i go?
    there are all sorts of things,
    i can never explain.
    there are terrors out there,
    waiting for us.
    in my dreams,
    i believe,
    in miracles.
    [chorus]
    life is images on canvas.
    gods know just how to end us.
    life is delirium.
    life in a sanitarium.
    there's no way out of here.
    my fate is clear.
    i will die here forgoten and alone.
    i will die here with no hope.
    i will die here with no home.
    [solo]
    image on canvas with no colour.
    toys in the attic,
    knowledge burnt asunder.
    do you honestly,
    believe,
    this is best for me?
    locked inside,
    with nowhere to hide,
    but i got 4 corners.
    lockin' me in,
    keep me closed off from the world,
    that i see,
    is animation,
    imagination,
    declaration of my insanity.
    know not limit,
    to my anarchy.
    know not power,
    i am never free.
    know not mercy,
    i am so unclean.
    [chorus]
    life is images on canvas.
    gods know just how to end us.
    life is delirium.
    life in a sanitarium.
    there's no way out of here.
    my fate is clear.
    i will die here forgoten and alone.
    i will die here with no hope.
    i will die here without a home.
    [instrumets fade out]
    image on a canvas with no colour.
    image on a canvas with no colour.
    image on a canvas with no colour.
    image on a canvas with no colour.
    [end]

  6. shyshy

    [9/6/2012]Addendum 1

    By shyshy,

    addendum 1
    ----------
    the shattered dreams of many,
    are met with dissappointed faces.
    cross the many lines to find,
    that i havent dreams at all.
    tragic truths and irony,
    have taken more than eyes from me.
    wave after wave of empty promises,
    and tired faces.
    searching far and wide,
    searching low and high,
    for a place to hide.
    hide their shame.
    [chorus]
    wither!
    quiver!
    cower!
    hide!
    i need her!
    i breath her,
    oxygen!
    liers,
    die,
    young!
    [bridge]
    the shattered dreams of many,
    are met with dissappointed faces.
    cross the many lines to find,
    that i havent hope at all.
    tragic truths and bloodshot eyes,
    have taken more than my time from me.
    wave after wave of empty promises,
    and beaten faces.
    searching far and wide,
    searching low and high,
    for a place to feel pride.
    pride to hide their shame.
    [chorus]
    wither!
    shiver!
    bow to me!
    hide!
    i need her!
    i breath her,
    oxygen!
    liers,
    find her,
    long dead!
    [bridge]
    the shattered dreams of many,
    are met with dissappointed faces.
    cross the many lines to find,
    that i havent lost at all.
    golden goose and fearful eyes,
    have taught me nothin' in life is free.
    wave after wave of empty promises,
    and weary faces.
    searching small and large,
    searching heaven and hell,
    for a place to feel right.
    i spoke many lies to find,
    that my time was wasted.
    [chorus]
    wither!
    shiver!
    bow to us!
    hide!
    i need her!
    i breath her,
    oxygen!
    liers,
    find her,
    along the beaten path!
    needless!
    to say!
    i am better this way!
    i can die!
    with pride!
    with a grin on my face!
    lies!
    hide!
    the tragic truth!
    [solo fades to end]

  7. shyshy

    [9/3/2012]Human Error

    By shyshy,

    human error
    -----------
    ageing as we sleep.
    wage war with our dreams.
    the sands of time sift endlessly.
    fight wars without enemies.
    we are only hurting ourselves.
    we're building our own prison cells.
    [chorus]
    we must fight to survive.
    we must live.
    we must die.
    we must cherish our disgrace.
    we must win every race.
    we must doubt.
    we must never let it out.
    we must keep it locked inside.
    we must turn and run and hide.
    we are running from ourselves.
    we are killing ourselves.
    we created our own hell.
    we created our own hell.
    [bridge]
    ageing endlessly.
    benevolence is dead.
    the sands of time sift for no man.
    fighting rages on and on.
    we are only hurting each other.
    we are only hurting ourselves.
    we damn ourselves to hell.
    we are building our own prison cells.
    this is not what we are worth.
    humanity can do so much more.
    we changed the earth for her worst.
    we turned the earth into our whore.
    harnessed endless energy.
    and smashed our own dreams.
    we are only hurting ourselves.
    we are only repairing our own hell.
    [chorus]
    we must fight to survive.
    we must live.
    we must die.
    we must cherish our disgrace.
    we must win every race.
    we must doubt.
    we must never let it out.
    we must keep it locked inside.
    we must turn and run and hide.
    we are running from ourselves.
    we are killing ourselves.
    we created our own hell.
    we perfected our own hell.
    [solo]
    we must survive.
    it's for the survival of the species.
    we must deny.
    it's for own selfish gain.
    we must prevail.
    or learn to live a different way.
    we must change.
    we can't go on this way.
    [chorus]
    we have fought to survive.
    we have lived.
    we have died.
    we have cherished our disgrace.
    we have won every race.
    we have doubted.
    we have never let it out.
    we have kept it locked inside.
    we have turned to run and hide.
    we have ran away from ourselves.
    we have killed ourselves.
    we created our own hell.
    we created our own hell.
    [bridge fades to end]

  8. shyshy
    natural selection
    -----------------
    my very impulse is callin me to my grave.
    my very instinct is tryin to kill me off.
    i wish i could take back all the days,
    that have come and gone.
    i whisper to myself in the dark,
    but i wont last long.
    nature has made up it's mind,
    natural selection.
    a slave to the hive mind,
    i regret to say i am.
    [chorus]
    but my very existance is for your amusement.
    my every words are charms.
    i cannot change my self destructive ways.
    but who would change me?
    they say only the strong servive.
    nature kills off the weekest link.
    naturally i am part of this.
    naturally i am ashamed.
    the moment lasts a few seconds and,
    soon you dissappear.
    naturally it means i am weak.
    i have been selected.
    [bridge]
    my every impulse is callin me to my grave.
    my every instinct is tryin to kill me off.
    i wish i could have taken back all the days,
    that have come and gone.
    i try to hide out of site, out of mind,
    i cant outrun natural selection.
    offer me a chance of survival,
    but i lose the fight every day.
    picture me, upon a picture frame,
    and a list of the dead.
    my very existance is for amusement,
    my boyish charm is a crutch.
    [chorus]
    but my very existance is for your amusement.
    my every words are charms.
    i cannot change my self destructive ways.
    but who would change me?
    they say only the strong servive.
    nature kills off the weekest link.
    naturally i am part of this.
    naturally i am ashamed.
    [bridge]
    the moment lasts a few seconds and,
    soon you dissappear.
    naturally it means i am weak.
    i have been selected for extinction.
    [solo]
    walk the earth with your head held high,
    cock your shoulders forth and make a stand.
    tear her apart, your mother earth.
    change the way we evolve from dust.
    [chorus]
    but my very existance is for amusement.
    every word i say alarms.
    i cannot change my self destruction today.
    but who can change my mind?
    they say only the strong servive.
    nature cuts off the weakest leg.
    naturally i am part of this.
    naturally i am ashamed.
    the moment passes, a few more moments.
    soon enough i dissappear.
    naturally it means i was weak.
    i have been selected.
    [solo fades to end]

  9. shyshy

    [8/31/2012]Our Last Candle

    By shyshy,

    our last candle
    ----------------
    why walk where you cant see?
    alone, alone.
    i crossed the empty seas.
    i know, alone.
    so many lives goes dark in seconds past.
    alone, alone.
    you cant see the path before you.
    no, i know.
    why try if you cant see?
    you roam, alone.
    i know inside you feel empty.
    i know, i know.
    [chorus]
    come to me love,
    i can see in the dark.
    come to me love,
    i carry the key.
    to the way out.
    i light our last candle tonight,
    to light our path in the dark.
    so we can see through emptiness at night.
    those nights we spent alone.
    wasting precious time,
    i give you my last candle tonight.
    now be the light.
    [bridge]
    im just beyond what you cant see.
    i found, im bound.
    i lost the way to the door.
    free, me.
    we live our lives in seconds flat.
    i know, it's dark.
    why try if the chance beyond belief?
    why trust me?
    [chorus]
    come to me love,
    i can see in the dark.
    come to me love,
    i carry the key.
    to the way out.
    i light our last candle tonight,
    to light our path in the dark.
    so we can see through emptiness at night.
    those nights we spent alone.
    wasting precious time,
    i give you my last candle tonight.
    now be the light.
    light the way!
    [solo]
    close your eyes and ears for me.
    open them at the count of three.
    you will see, it was only imaginary.
    the labyrinth is gone.
    life was worth living all along.
    [chorus]
    come to me love,
    i can see in the dark.
    close your eyes love,
    i carry the key.
    to the way home.
    i light your last candle tonight,
    to light your path in the dark.
    so i can see through emptiness at night.
    those nights i spent alone.
    wasting precious time,
    i give you my last candle tonight.
    now be the light so i can see,
    its not impossible in a dream.
    through your eyes i can see in the dark!
    in the dark.
    in the dark.
    in the darkest place.
    come to me love,
    i can see in the dark.
    come to me love,
    i carry the key.
    to the way out.
    i light our last candle tonight,
    to light our path in the dark.
    so we can see through emptiness at night.
    those nights we spent alone.
    wasting precious time,
    i give you my last candle tonight.
    Now be the light.
    [Fade to end]

  10. shyshy
    time everlasting
    ----------------
    today i saw my world die.
    plunged into hell forever more.
    time, there was no more left.
    not for me.
    not one more time.
    [chorus]
    time everlasting was so unforgiving.
    what am i to do?
    i thought i could live happily ever after,
    if i ran away from god.
    god showed me my shame.
    god i am to blame for,
    everything.
    everything.
    everything.
    [bridge]
    today i watched the world burn.
    i lit my torch and held it high.
    brought forth my abomination.
    terror of a thousand nations.
    [chorus]
    time everlasting was so unforgiving.
    what am i to do?
    i thought i could live happily ever after,
    if i ran away from god.
    god show me my shame.
    god i am to blame for,
    everything.
    my sinning.
    everything is entirely my fault.
    [solo]
    today i saw my world die.
    i lit my torch and held it high.
    time, there was no more left.
    terror of a thousand nations.
    today i watched the world burn.
    plunged into hell forever more.
    brought forth my abomination.
    not for me.
    not one more time.
    today i watched the world die.
    today i saw the world burn.
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    time everlasting was so unforgiving.
    what have i to prove?
    i thought i could live happily if i lied.
    never run away from god.
    god showed me my shame.
    god i am to blame for,
    everything.
    my accomplishments.
    everything is entirely my fault.
    [end]

  11. shyshy
    leeches will leech
    -------------------
    sleep under the stars tonight.
    i wont let you back inside.
    why should i?
    you'll never get this close again.
    never in my bed again.
    no not again my friend.
    [chorus]
    somethin' about the way you walk,
    and the way talk and lie,
    sends my senses sky high.
    somethin' about my heart,
    makes you wanna steal.
    it's so unreal.
    [bridge]
    sleep under my bed tonight.
    sleepin' while i crawl.
    does it bother you at all?
    you'll never have a chance again.
    never see my smile again.
    no not again my friend.
    [chorus]
    somethin' about the way you walk,
    and the way talk and lie,
    sends my senses sky high.
    somethin' about my heart,
    makes you wanna steal.
    it's so unreal to me.
    [solo]
    im not sleepin' under the stars.
    im takin back control,
    of my life.
    you'll wish you had more time,
    to make what you done right,
    but i guess im not that kind of guy.
    submission is my only ambition.
    afterall i got my right,
    to live for my desire as do you.
    just like you.
    [chorus]
    somethin' about the way you walk,
    and the way talk and lie,
    sends my senses sky high.
    somethin' about my heart,
    makes you wanna steal.
    it's so unreal to me.
    nothin' in the life's free.
    it's so unreal to me.
    submissive is all i can be.
    but when your world is fallin' apart,
    and you got nowhere else to go.
    you cant come to me no more.
    [bridge and end]

  12. shyshy

    [8/7/2012]Pride

    By shyshy,

    pride
    -----
    i've got pride, and im fine.
    i've got talent, but i got no shame.
    i got freedom, but i cant use it.
    i cant let myself be,
    the man i am.
    the man i love.
    the man with power.
    the man with pride.
    [chorus]
    without my pride, i sware i'd die.
    without my dreams, im lost.
    without my talent, im afraid.
    afraid that you'll be, better than me!
    [bridge]
    i've got shame, but who's to blame?
    i got no talent, but i've got pride.
    you are all, better than me.
    but i've got pride, on my side!
    i'm not talented!
    im a lie.
    i got no dream,
    to keep me alive!
    [chorus]
    without my pride, i sware i'd die.
    without my dreams, im lost.
    without my talent, im afraid.
    afraid that you'll be, better than me!
    but how can you be, better than me?
    im not perfect, but im livin the dream!
    im no jesus, but im the best at what i do,
    and i've got nothing to prove, to you!
    [bridge]
    you know it for a fact.
    i do not lie.
    i am the best at wanting to die.
    we all have our guilty pleasures,
    but how many of us,
    satisfy our deepest desires?
    [solo]
    i do not lie.
    i do not lie.
    i do not lie.
    you cannot hide.
    you cannot hide.
    you cannot hide.
    i got my pride,
    here by my side,
    to keep me going.
    i will die,
    satasfied.
    and thats, better than you!
    [chorus]
    without my pride, i sware i'd die.
    without my dreams, im lost.
    without my talent, im afraid.
    afraid that you'll think, you're better than me!
    i wont give in.
    i dont submit,
    but i gave in,
    to my desires!
    i got pride, i got talent, i got shame.
    i got eyes, i got fear, i got shame.
    god aint here, god aint real, god's a fake.
    [bridge]
    i've got my pride!
    now,
    i will live on forever.
    i am the best at living,
    and,
    now im bored with life...
    [fade to end]

  13. shyshy
    Hello Canterlot, this is a review of the Indie FPS Ace Of Spades (abbreviated AoS), a personal favourite of mine.
    Basic Game Info:
    Ace of Spades is a free multiplayer game made by Indie Game Developer Ben Aksoy that combines both the elements of an FPS and sandbox construction like minecraft.
    Players can choose between 2 teams and fight in rivers, mountains, or custom terrains. The player must take on a block based world where he or she can build or destroy basically anything that renders, with the ultimate goal of eliminating the opposing team and capturing their Intel.
    "Development on Ace of Spades began around 6 months prior to the initial public release, which was on April 4th, 2011." - AoS Wiki
    Gameplay:
    gameplay is alot like a mix between minecraft, Counter Strike, and Team Fortress 2. it has all the features of your standard FPS with a highly processed and intricate yet simple creative aspect. 99.99% of the ENTIRE MAP is able to be destroyed.
    players choose between 2 colour coded teams and battle head to head to complete their objective. usually, to eliminate the opposing team or capture the enemy intel.
    players will be able to use an assortment of weapons of tools that will only grow as development continues. as of Beta 0.75 (now) you can choose between 3 primary weapons: Shotgun, Rifle, SMG. along with the primary you get 3 grenades, 50 blocks for building with adjustable color coding, and a spade (shovel). every one of these items serves as a means of killing your opponents and completing various tasks. each weapon has the ability to use iron sights and has recoil. both of these things are very realistic for such a game, and in my opinion is comparable to games like BattleField 3 and Call Of Duty Modern Warfare 3 (both of which i own and have played my fair share of)
    below is a quick rundown on each item.
    Modding: The game also boasts the ability to improve the game performance and experience by modding the textures of various things as well as modifying the sounds and adding maps. a list of different mods and examples below.
    Media:
    http://gamebanana.com/aos <-- popular reliable mod source (i use it. its safe and worth it)
    http://www.ace-spades.com/ <-- Ace Of Spades website
    http://aceofspadeswiki.com/ <-- AoS Wiki
    http://ace-spades.com/forums/ <-- AoS Forum
    screenshots

    official trailer
    My Rating (1-5 stars): 4 stars
  14. shyshy

    [6/21/2012]Nobody

    By shyshy,

    nobody
    ------
    it's a strange thing,
    to me,
    how we betray.
    we tell them,
    what they are,
    nothing and nobody.
    [break down]
    we're born to loathe.
    we feel only hate.
    the rest is false prophecy.
    we see the world,
    shrouded with fear.
    im fearful and that's the end.
    [chorus]
    im simply a nobody.
    no thoughts of my very own.
    i do what a nobody does,
    sit alone and i cry for help.
    nobody
    nobody
    nobody
    [bridge]
    the torn and frayed,
    they gave to me.
    i wanted life to be a game.
    but why did,
    it fall away?
    ill fall and that's the end.
    [chorus]
    im simply a nobody.
    no thoughts of my very own.
    i do what a nobody does,
    sit alone and i cry for help.
    nobody
    nobody
    nobody
    [solo]
    [bridge]
    we took away,
    and teach our hate,
    to offspring young and ready to learn.
    but we take and teach,
    live like a leech.
    im a leech who takes and takes.
    [chorus]
    im simply a nobody.
    no thoughts of my very own.
    i do what a nobody does,
    sit alone and i cry for help.
    nobody
    nobody
    nobody
    [bridge]
    we cant be this forever.
    some day we must change.
    life is worth the challenges.
    our anger cannot suffice.
    we live to be the nobodies.
    we teach children our sins.
    cope and live tomorrow,
    only to die alone,
    and wrong...
    [solo]
    we cant be this forever.
    some day we must change.
    life is worth the constant effort.
    our anger cannot remain.
    we live to be the cowards.
    we teach children to hate.
    our laws restrict their freedom,
    only to remove humanity.
    [chorus]
    im simply a nobody.
    no thoughts of my very own.
    i do what a nobody does,
    sit alone and i cry for help.
    i run the system and i teach.
    i am leading a nation down.
    i care not for the people hurt.
    corruption resides in my soul.
    leading them,
    to their deaths,
    at my hands.
    [silence]
    it's a strange thing,
    to me,
    how we betray.
    we tell them,
    what they are,
    nothing and nobody.

  15. shyshy
    so recently my physician told me to stop taking my meds because i dont need em anymore and they were causing liver damage. i remember how mad i felt every single time i was told to take my meds every morning when i was on em. i took 4-6 pills a day (depending on the day of the week). so this summarizes it. imagine my ma tellin me to take my meds.
    --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
    take you pills, Psycho
    ----------------------
    so you wanna forget?
    well i promise you will.
    with this pill,
    all it takes...
    the pain is gone.
    atleast, til morning.
    redemption and guilt.
    drown away with a pill!
    introduce the drugs.
    inject the venom.
    scratch away,
    peel your face...
    pity is dead.
    no redemption.
    just take the pill...
    swallow the pills!
    [solo]
    trial and error,
    time and time again.
    you disgrace!
    feel the pain...
    i gotta pill,
    now, take it!
    peel it away,
    the foggy eyes.
    harsh intentions,
    no redemption.
    i got you a pill...
    swallow the pill!
    [breakdown]
    we all make mistakes.
    we experience,
    heartbreaks.
    we are a collective.
    hive mind is endless.
    destroy the mind,
    remember nothing.
    away with the bad,
    away with the pain.
    ill show you a world,
    of, redemption!
    but ya gotta take your pills...
    you're ****ig insane.
    so, drink this.
    wash down the pill,
    along with your pain...
    [solo]
    you are completely mad.
    you mind is completely lost.
    im suprised you live alone.
    institutions would lock you away.
    medicate you, and drill your life.
    but you're only insane,
    so enjoy the charade!
    the pills will make you real.
    the pills will forget how ya feel...
    take the pill!
    take the pill!
    take your pills!
    take you goddamn,
    mother ****ing,
    cock sucking,
    anti-depressants and mood regulators,
    call a doc in the mornin',
    and lie to his face when he asks how ya feel!
    you will tell him,
    "i feel normal",
    he will tell you,
    "keep taking pills".
    you will be angry.
    he wont understand.
    so take your pill!
    [breakdown and fade]

  16. shyshy
    judgmental influences
    ----------------------
    the dust reminds me,
    of a time when we were still together.
    my anger boils inside,
    and now im throwing up.
    the earth reminds,
    of a place i want to go: afterlife.
    my skin is caving in,
    my heart is driving out.
    [chorus]
    where's my love?
    will i stay here cryin'?
    will i choke?
    where's my angel flyin to!?
    beneath the sands of time,
    under the stench of hope,
    between the many lies,
    a secret tomb!
    [bridge]
    the end reminds me,
    of the day you said your goodbyes.
    the teeth that sunk in my skin,
    are burnin' in hell.
    the judgement took him,
    far away and now im left to mourn him.
    it seems like all ive got,
    is momentos, now hes gone.
    [chorus]
    where's my love?
    will i stay here cryin'?
    will i choke?
    where's my angel flyin to!?
    beneath the sands of time,
    under the stench of judgement,
    before i die,
    i wanna visit his secret tomb!
    [solo]
    the angels mock me,
    they'll never bring my love back to me.
    the betrayal defies my heart,
    and defiles my hope.
    my flesh is writhing,
    my heart is broke, and i have no more chances.
    the kisses on my back,
    have faded beyond earth.
    [chorus]
    where's the love?
    why am i still cryin'?
    let me choke!
    where's my angel flyin to!?
    beneath the sands of time,
    under the stench of hope,
    between the many lies,
    a secret tomb!
    forged from hell fire,
    and brought to me from the abyss,
    another day to love him,
    with all i have to offer!
    the judgement was too much!
    the anger they directed to us!
    our superiors hated,
    the love that we built up!
    save me!
    save him!
    preserve our bodies!
    or leave us forever,
    leave us to rot!
    cherish!
    perish!
    punish our love!
    ill never be,
    the son you wanted!
    anguish!
    mourning!
    the son you lost!
    he went to join his dead lover!
    know me?!
    know not!
    im not your son!
    ill never change for,
    you or anyone!
    [solo]
    i will never change!
    i will still remain, hurt!
    the pressures and judgement sent your son,
    to his grave!
    [chorus]
    where's my love?
    will i stay here cryin'?
    will i choke?
    where's my angel flyin to!?
    [fade]

  17. shyshy
    the rejected
    ------------
    my apologies.
    i never ment to hurt a soul.
    instead ill take a walk.
    ill go away and keep on walkin til,
    ooh, til im gone.
    ooh, til im gone.
    [chorus]
    i walk alone across the earth,
    searching for a place like home.
    but home will never forgive,
    home will never forget.
    [bridge]
    ill take my crime and leave.
    dwelling upon my punishment.
    i only wanted love.
    but what i got was rejection because,
    ooh, because of who i am.
    ooh, who i am.
    i am.
    yeeaahh.
    [chorus]
    i walk alone across the earth,
    searching for a place like home.
    but home will never forgive,
    home will never understand.
    and what i chose was to walk,
    by myself until im missed.
    lord knows it'll be so long.
    that's fine,
    i can wait...
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    i walk alone across the earth,
    searching for a place im loved.
    but home will never change,
    home will never change.
    no no no.
    no no,
    never change.
    run run run,
    run away,
    never return.
    hate hate hate,
    i hate you,
    ******* son.
    ill reject you until you're gone.
    get goin' son.
    "y'all aint dead yet."
    [solo and fade]

  18. shyshy
    clean bleach
    -------------
    i swear i wont tell anyone.
    you secret is safe with me.
    i will torture you irregardless.
    your soul belongs to me.
    sinning is wonderful.
    temptations...
    ill show you what temptation means.
    [solo]
    i wont let you down this time.
    i will not waste you on greed.
    lust is far too powerful.
    pain is magical to me.
    sinning is powerful.
    benevolence...
    ill show you benevolence is dead!
    [chorus]
    for all we are,
    is worthless false security.
    and all you want,
    is purity.
    clarity is priceless,
    and sin is clean.
    wasted,
    wasted,
    and clean...
    [bridge]
    everyone around me is beautiful.
    sinners and saints and me.
    woven together in the universe.
    the universe is angry at me.
    timeless and pricless are different.
    time...
    ill show you time is up!
    [chorus]
    for all we are,
    is worthless false security.
    and all you want,
    is purity.
    clarity is priceless,
    and sin is clean.
    wasted,
    wasted,
    and bleach!
    [solo]
    i wont ever apologize.
    not for what i didnt do.
    dont try and pin this all on me.
    you are entirely to blame.
    dissolution follows in my wake.
    sanity...
    it is all the same to me...
    [fade with bridge]

  19. shyshy
    forever winter
    ---------------
    [solo for opener]
    it's cold!
    [solo]
    (ooh X2)
    snow falls down.
    we fall now.
    [breakdown]
    ever since my every dream,
    the questions come to me.
    when will i ever stay fast asleep?
    slept under burning coals.
    welcoming the cold.
    question all you know...
    [chorus]
    is it winter yet!?
    is it a day i will love?
    is it winter yet..?
    (freezing)
    i've slept in a fiery world,
    (freezing)
    when the morning comes,
    the snow will fall forever.
    and it's forever winter...
    [bridge]
    snow falls down.
    we fall now...
    ever since the morning light,
    the snow has fallen down.
    marching forward to behead the crown.
    no mercy for the king,
    who prophesised we'd freeze.
    even now,
    i feel alive...
    [chorus]
    is it winter yet!?
    is it time to slay the crown?
    is it winter yet..?
    (freezing)
    i've slept in a fiery world,
    (freezing)
    when the morning comes,
    the snow will fall forever.
    and it's forever winter...
    (freezing)
    trapped in a lonely dream,
    when the snow falls i will find,
    myself alone.
    forever winter,
    all alone.
    [solo]
    [slow acoustics]
    i cant change my fate...
    i said, i can change my face...
    no words to defile me.
    stone cold weather forever more!
    forever winter will be!
    and we behead the crown...
    now, he may be out of time,
    but one day he will return.
    when the snow thaws and we are exposed,
    the king will take his throne.
    beyond these weary eyes,
    the darker side of our minds.
    they say we will freeze alone.
    i say it's far too hot...
    [breakdown]
    when you,
    decide to open your eyes,
    you'll see snow fallin outside.
    calamity and vengence resides,
    within my stone cold heart!
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    i can hear the ice cracking in early spring.
    (forever winter)
    i can see the rising dawn of the slain king.
    (forever all alone)
    (freezing)
    i've slept in a fiery world,
    (freezing)
    when the morning comes,
    the snow will fall forever.
    and it's forever winter...
    [solo]
    [slow acoustics and piano]
    the light,
    will melt,
    the snow...
    the light,
    will melt,
    the snow...
    the light,
    will melt,
    the snow..!
    the night,
    will freeze,
    our hearts.
    the fight,
    will waste,
    our souls!
    the light,
    will melt,
    the snow...
    tonight,
    we fall,
    forever winter!
    [breakdown and fade]

  20. shyshy
    ballad of the soldier
    ----------------------
    story of the broken,
    a letter wrote in fear.
    the pages are old and,
    stained with tears.
    colliding broken worlds,
    with words highly revered.
    i held my head up high,
    "a pleasure to be here"...
    [chorus]
    while times change,
    im standin' here.
    and ive lost my will stay awake...
    (ooh)
    it was just another mistake!
    taught me to kill a man.
    made damn sure i had a plan...
    (ooh)
    another soldier ready to die!
    [bridge]
    ill turn the pages,
    you will read my pain.
    i saw them dig my grave.
    my blood was just a stain.
    for all i sacrificed,
    i saw too much to bear.
    i raised the flag,
    "i will stand prepared"...
    [chorus]
    while times change,
    im standin' here.
    and ive lost my will stay awake...
    (ooh)
    it was just another mistake!
    taught me to kill a man.
    made damn sure i had a plan...
    (ooh)
    another soldier ready to die!
    [solo]
    no good lasts forever.
    all must one day die.
    a thousand scattered souls,
    consumed by those who lie.
    and every single season,
    knee deep in blood and pain,
    was wasted potential.
    i coulda made a change...
    [breakdown]
    so god made no salvtion!
    left us all to rot!
    "well congratulations,
    ya made it through another night"...
    "we dont need a reason!
    the money's all the same".
    "your lives are prophet to us",
    your lives will all go to waste...
    (yeaaahhh!)
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    while times change,
    im standin' here.
    and ive lost my will stay awake...
    (ooh)
    we are just fueling the machine!
    taught me to kill a man.
    made damn sure i had a plan...
    (ooh)
    another soldier hung his head today!
    [bridge]
    i swore i'd change!
    made damn sure had a plan!
    we cannot change,
    "live life on duty til ya die!"
    so sorry sir.
    "i got your back".
    you lying cur!
    "you fed the worms".
    [fade]

  21. shyshy
    i made this a few months ago but never gt around to releasing it. here ya go.
    --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
    euphoria drug
    --------------
    i write my last love song today.
    how could i ever forget?
    i tasted my last wrotten apple.
    bittersweet just as sorrow.
    how could i forget?
    yeah, i wont ever forget.
    the razor grazes your skin.
    what do you even feel?
    you tasted your blood for the last time.
    what do you even feel?
    yeah, how did it taste?
    oh, and if the needle is stuck on empty.
    maybe its time for a repair.
    the glass and the jar are both empty.
    my hands are covered by scars.
    [bridge]
    oh, and you can never know.
    yeah yeah yeah.
    you can never know.
    yeah yeah yeah.
    oh, and the needle has found a home.
    a home, yeah yeah.
    you can never go home.
    go home, yeah yeah.
    [bridge]
    i took my last look today.
    how could i ever forget?
    i bit off just a little too strong.
    took more away than i planned.
    why did i ever forget?
    yeah, we just forget.
    the haze clears and fills your lungs.
    yeah just inhale and bake.
    your mouth is full of bugs.
    oh, man just inhale and bake.
    bake away in the haze.
    [bridge]
    oh and you can go home.
    yeah yeah, oh oh.
    man, just go on home.
    while it aint too late.
    oh, the haze burnin' blaze.
    trippin' on my rope.
    yeah man, burny blaze.
    trippin' out on my haze.
    [solo of some sort]
    now i tell you, it's just a drug.
    made of love.
    it's euphoria.
    euphoria drug.
    **** wont do ya no harm.
    just wrap you in arms.
    it's euphoria.
    euphoria love.
    euphoria, in my lungs.
    euphoria, euphoria.
    razors break into your numb.
    euphoria drug.
    train wrecked, out of love.
    euphoria, euphoria.
    smashed my dreams, out of drugs.
    euphoria drugs.
    euphoria drugs.
    yeah man it's just euphoria drugs.
    [bridge]
    oh and peace can go and wait.
    enraged by love, and the drug.
    spirits fill my lungs with hate.
    dysphoria, burnin' me up.
    [bridge]
    can i get a moment to myslef?
    yeah, jus', lemme be all alone.
    well youngin' watcha got to say for yourself?
    i guess it aint all that bad.
    well there son i tell ya what.
    ya keep doin that **** you're gonna get ****ed up.
    pa, why cant i stop?
    boy ima tell ya your trippin' on euphoria.
    [another solo thing]
    euphoria, in my lungs.
    euphoria, euphoria.
    blazey blaze, blazin' haze.
    hazey haze, hazey blaze.
    euphoria, in my lungs.
    euphoria, euphoria.
    man, i tell ya what.
    your trippin on euphoria.
    euphoria, in my lungs.
    euphoria, euphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    dysphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    dysphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    [end]

  22. shyshy
    this was written by request for a friend who is not a member of this community. she wanted em to write it for her in an attempt of a music collab i may complete with her. the plan is house/orchestral/piano with vocals by me. more info on that later.
    --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
    that boy is bitter
    -------------------
    i saw them happy together.
    it was such a sweet set of events.
    but no good tends to last forever.
    the bittersweet overcomes the goodness.
    she loved him with everything she had.
    he only cared for his benefit.
    she wanted more of his heart and soul.
    he could never stay true enough.
    [chorus]
    if all we are is bittersweet,
    than good times might as well never be.
    for all the goodness in her heart,
    he never saw the beauty in this work of art.
    and all i can say,
    all is lost.
    and to no god i pray,
    happiness to her weary soul.
    [bridge]
    they can never be happy together,
    if that boy never never learns to love.
    but you cannot teach love to the cold heart,
    if the heart is frozen black.
    the boy is stuck in a false security.
    never knowing the joys of love.
    the girl who loves him only wants him to be happy.
    but how can she help him if he wont help himself?
    [chorus]
    if all we are is bittersweet,
    than good times might as well never be.
    for all the goodness in her heart,
    he never saw the beauty in this work of art.
    and all i can say,
    all is lost.
    and to no god i pray,
    happiness to her weary soul.
    [solo]
    he will never learn.
    she will try to teach him.
    she tries and fails,
    to show him reason.
    he lies and hides,
    what he feels inside.
    because he knows she's right.
    it is meant to be...
    [chorus]
    if all we are is bittersweet,
    than good times might as well never be.
    for all the goodness in her heart,
    he never saw the beauty in this work of art.
    and all i can say,
    all is lost.
    and to no god i pray,
    happiness to her weary soul.
    [repeat song]
    [end with solo on second time]

  23. shyshy
    love on the run
    -----------------
    im out of time.
    im on the run.
    i must admit,
    i had my fun.
    summer's too late.
    winter is gone.
    i can relate,
    cuz im gonna fall.
    yeah it's my fault.
    im gonna fall.
    it's all my fault.
    [chorus]
    we fall down.
    we get back ontop.
    we talk down,
    on things we dont know.
    im out of time.
    im gonna fall.
    im out of time.
    im gonna,
    fall...
    [bridge]
    we ran around.
    we had our fun.
    woke up in bed,
    im not ashamed.
    we broke the law.
    we're on the run.
    that's how ya fall,
    into my arms.
    yeah it's all my fault.
    we're gonna fall.
    never apart.
    never apart.
    never apart.
    never away.
    [chorus]
    we fall down.
    we get back ontop.
    we talk down,
    on things we dont know.
    im out of time.
    im gonna fall.
    im out of time.
    im gonna,
    fall...
    [bridge]
    never apart.
    never apart.
    we'll find a way.
    we found a gun.
    we're on the run.
    is'nt it fun?
    they say the run,
    comes before the fall.
    im gonna fall down.
    we're gonna fall now.
    never apart.
    [solo]
    im happy to,
    say it was fun.
    you're quite the card.
    you're the only one,
    i would drag down,
    with me to hell.
    hope ya enjoy,
    the fall.
    enjoy the fall,
    into my arms.
    it's all my fault.
    the fall.
    the fall.
    [chorus]
    we fall down.
    we get back ontop.
    we talk down,
    on things we dont know.
    im out of time.
    im gonna fall.
    im out of time.
    im gonna,
    fall...
    [solo]
    we're gonna fall.
    [chorus]
    we fall down.
    we get back ontop.
    we talk down,
    on things we dont know.
    im out of time.
    im gonna fall.
    im out of time.
    im gonna,
    fall down...
    [bridge]
    you are a lot,
    alot of fun.
    my bestest friend.
    my only love.
    we're on the run,
    but try n have fun.
    im gonna fall,
    fall with a heavy,
    heart into hell.
    hold on close to me,
    never let go.
    im so sorry.
    it's all my fault.
    please dont blame me,
    atleast it was fun.
    we woke in bed,
    we were'nt ashamed.
    walk on the beach.
    look at the stars.
    heaven and hell,
    they both can wait.
    my love is here,
    were gonna fall.
    [bridge]
    we're gonna fall down on our faces.
    crawl on our knees.
    see majestic places,
    all for free.
    we may be on the run,
    be we do it style.
    [chorus]
    we fall down.
    we get back ontop.
    we talk down,
    on things we dont know.
    im out of time.
    im gonna fall.
    im out of time.
    im gonna,
    fall...
    [end]

  24. shyshy
    this song was highly inspired by fallout equestria.
    --------------------------------------------------------------
    drop the bomb
    -------------
    when they dropped the bomb,
    there was nothing left.
    nothing's just as wrong,
    as this kind of theft.
    steal away the souls,
    of future generations.
    i know how this will end,
    and i have to fix it!
    [chorus]
    looking forward to,
    the day it comes...
    a future that wont,
    be made of dust....
    we've come too far,
    to live this way!
    i swore my life,
    to better days!
    [bridge]
    mouth to mouth it goes,
    secrets are never safe.
    the bomb that wiped us all away,
    why only 1 of thousands.
    how do they expect,
    a world to change?
    if they wont even change themselves,
    surely it will happen again!
    [chorus]
    looking forward to,
    the day it comes...
    a future that wont,
    be made of dust....
    we've come too far,
    to live this way!
    i swore my life,
    to better days!
    [solo]
    and we sit,
    and we pray!
    it's with syringes,
    these kids play!
    it's more than my heart,
    can take!
    [solo]
    run away,
    run to the dark,
    never look,
    in my,
    direction...
    overdose,
    to cure my,
    ailments.
    another,
    falls,
    dead...
    the fallout brings,
    another war to fight...
    the cycle,
    never,
    dies..!
    [chorus]
    looking forward to,
    the day it comes...
    a future that wont,
    be made of rust....
    we've come so far,
    we live by flame!
    i swore my life,
    but my life changed!
    [heavy drop]
    but in,
    the cycle,
    we only want more!
    we need more!
    we take,
    more...
    [slow acoustic solo]
    to,
    another era...
    of darkness,
    when there should be light...
    [fade]

  25. shyshy
    innocent changes
    ----------------
    ya know i havent got a clue,
    but i see the change in you.
    theres only so much i can take.
    ya know your makin my heart ache,
    fears and tendancies,
    habits that wont ever wash away.
    they got the best of me.
    if i wake up i wanna change...
    dont forget, the man i have become.
    [chorus]
    when im insane,
    im left alone.
    i havent the heart,
    to fight alone.
    they left to me fight for myself.
    dont forget,
    i loved you.
    [bridge]
    pen glides across the page.
    now ya never gotta be afraid.
    ya know i never really say,
    just how much ive seen you change.
    if i was dying here,
    they would let me bleed out all alone.
    ya never answered me,
    when im gone,
    what did i leave..?
    dont forget, the things that i have done.
    [chorus]
    when im insane,
    im left alone.
    i havent the heart,
    to fight alone.
    they left me to fight for myself.
    dont forget,
    i loved you.
    [slower acoustics]
    i loved you, dear.
    if all i had,
    was a journal recording,
    every little lie.
    if all i had,
    was the endless book of,
    faces i have,
    broken down for no reason.
    passed down to god for judgement.
    i hoped id find a better way,
    but as it seems,
    im the one at fault.
    [music picks up]
    never, forget.
    i brought them to their knees.
    they lied, and made,
    a foolish man of me.
    we toss, and turn.
    but never fall asleep.
    if i, can change,
    it better change my past,
    and future...
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    when im insane,
    im left alone.
    i havent the heart,
    to fight alone.
    they left me to fight for myself.
    dont forget,
    i loved you, dear...
    (dont you, forget.)
    im gonna be okay.
    (they lied, to me.)
    i only wanna change.
    (dont try, and change)
    i love you best this way.
    (they took it all away)
    [solo that fades to end]

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