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  1. shyshy
    i made this a few months ago but never gt around to releasing it. here ya go.
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    euphoria drug
    --------------
    i write my last love song today.
    how could i ever forget?
    i tasted my last wrotten apple.
    bittersweet just as sorrow.
    how could i forget?
    yeah, i wont ever forget.
    the razor grazes your skin.
    what do you even feel?
    you tasted your blood for the last time.
    what do you even feel?
    yeah, how did it taste?
    oh, and if the needle is stuck on empty.
    maybe its time for a repair.
    the glass and the jar are both empty.
    my hands are covered by scars.
    [bridge]
    oh, and you can never know.
    yeah yeah yeah.
    you can never know.
    yeah yeah yeah.
    oh, and the needle has found a home.
    a home, yeah yeah.
    you can never go home.
    go home, yeah yeah.
    [bridge]
    i took my last look today.
    how could i ever forget?
    i bit off just a little too strong.
    took more away than i planned.
    why did i ever forget?
    yeah, we just forget.
    the haze clears and fills your lungs.
    yeah just inhale and bake.
    your mouth is full of bugs.
    oh, man just inhale and bake.
    bake away in the haze.
    [bridge]
    oh and you can go home.
    yeah yeah, oh oh.
    man, just go on home.
    while it aint too late.
    oh, the haze burnin' blaze.
    trippin' on my rope.
    yeah man, burny blaze.
    trippin' out on my haze.
    [solo of some sort]
    now i tell you, it's just a drug.
    made of love.
    it's euphoria.
    euphoria drug.
    **** wont do ya no harm.
    just wrap you in arms.
    it's euphoria.
    euphoria love.
    euphoria, in my lungs.
    euphoria, euphoria.
    razors break into your numb.
    euphoria drug.
    train wrecked, out of love.
    euphoria, euphoria.
    smashed my dreams, out of drugs.
    euphoria drugs.
    euphoria drugs.
    yeah man it's just euphoria drugs.
    [bridge]
    oh and peace can go and wait.
    enraged by love, and the drug.
    spirits fill my lungs with hate.
    dysphoria, burnin' me up.
    [bridge]
    can i get a moment to myslef?
    yeah, jus', lemme be all alone.
    well youngin' watcha got to say for yourself?
    i guess it aint all that bad.
    well there son i tell ya what.
    ya keep doin that **** you're gonna get ****ed up.
    pa, why cant i stop?
    boy ima tell ya your trippin' on euphoria.
    [another solo thing]
    euphoria, in my lungs.
    euphoria, euphoria.
    blazey blaze, blazin' haze.
    hazey haze, hazey blaze.
    euphoria, in my lungs.
    euphoria, euphoria.
    man, i tell ya what.
    your trippin on euphoria.
    euphoria, in my lungs.
    euphoria, euphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    dysphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    dysphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    [end]

  2. shyshy

    [12/3/2012]Purgatory

    By shyshy,

    purgatory
    ----------
    hey mum.
    i have to say,
    i dont wanna stay,
    alive anymore.
    im so,
    sorry ma.
    im so sorry.
    forgive me.
    forgive your dear old son,
    for all that he has done.
    i do nothing anymore.
    no more, no more, no more.
    [chorus]
    i have seen passed the walls.
    i have been passed the garden.
    i have swallowed my shame.
    i will choke on it today.
    in my lessons learned,
    the story ends a tradgedy.
    of all the things i've learned,
    i cannot pursue happiness,
    anymore.
    [bridge]
    hey dad.
    i have to let you know,
    i dont wanna grow old,
    anymore.
    im am so,
    sorry pa.
    im so sorry,
    for what i have done.
    forgive your dear old son,
    for what he has become.
    i am nothing anymore.
    no more, no more, no more.
    [chorus]
    i have seen passed the walls.
    i have been passed the garden.
    i have swallowed my shame.
    i will choke on it today.
    in my lessons learned,
    the story ends a tradgedy.
    of all the things i've learned,
    i cannot pursue happiness,
    anymore.
    [bridge]
    i cant apologise enough.
    i cant apologise at all.
    [solo]
    hey bro,
    why do you cry so?
    turn away and,
    forget who i was.
    it's obvious to me,
    you are drowning in grief.
    it's plain to see,
    you really miss me.
    turn you back on me,
    this once time.
    give me peace,
    in afterlife.
    dont let me wallow in shame,
    here in my grave.
    dont wait there for me.
    you'll be here soon.
    oh, you'll be here soon.
    [chorus]
    i have seen passed the walls.
    i have been passed the garden.
    i have swallowed my shame.
    i will choke on it today.
    in my lessons learned,
    the story ends a tradgedy.
    of all the things i've learned,
    i cannot pursue happiness,
    anymore.
    i dont know what's left for me here.
    all i know is what i left behind.
    all i know is i left you all behind.
    all i know now is my shame.
    all i know now is my shame.
    [end]

  3. shyshy
    So i started a fanfic about the SCP Foundation but i decided to make it ponified. i have the Prologue and first chapter up on FIMfiction and i'd
    be mighty happy if i got some advice on em.
    the story is still a WIP so i will add chapters as i complete them.
    LINK TO THE STORY

  4. shyshy

    [8/11/12]We Are Cancer

    By shyshy,

    we are cancer
    -------------
    i am,
    diseased.
    slowly,
    dying.
    a cancer.
    in my brain.
    i am,
    dying.
    [bridge]
    i am,
    diseased.
    slowly,
    dying.
    a cancer.
    in my brain.
    i am,
    dying.
    [chorus]
    but what they dont ever tell you,
    is that we are all dying all the time.
    what they dont ever say,
    is how much time we have left.
    but ill tell you im dyin'.
    hmmmm,
    ive got disease.
    [bridge]
    i am,
    diseased.
    slowly,
    dyin'.
    i cant see,
    with my eyes.
    i breathe,
    disease.
    [bridge]
    i am,
    diseased.
    only,
    dyin'.
    a cancer,
    with plague.
    i danced with,
    the devil today.
    [chorus]
    but what they dont ever tell you,
    is that we are all dying all the time.
    what they dont ever say,
    is how much time we have left.
    but ill tell you im dyin'.
    hmmmm,
    ive got disease.
    [solo]
    but what they dont ever tell you,
    is that we are all dying all the time.
    what they dont ever say,
    is how much time we have left.
    but ill tell you im dyin'.
    hmmmm,
    ive got a disease.
    we are all dyin'.
    hmmmm,
    the devil's toll is free.
    we are all dying.
    hmmmm,
    devil says my soul is his to keep.
    we are all diseases.
    hmmmm,
    a cancer on the world.
    [bridge]
    we are all dying.
    we are all dying.
    we are all dying so why not live a little.
    we are all disease.
    we are all disease.
    we all got disease so lets live a little.
    we are cancer.
    we are all cancer.
    we are all cancer in a beautiful world.
    [bridge and end]

  5. shyshy
    cold hard facts
    ---------------
    when i was young i believed in god.
    i believed god was a man,
    and i was happy.
    but noone ever told there was noone.
    there is not a god, waiting there for me.
    and it's a shameful,
    realization.
    a cold hard fact.
    it's hard to believe my soul is in tact,
    after the constant,
    daily attacks!
    [chorus]
    i never did anyone wrong.
    i never asked to be done wrong this way.
    i only wish upon the world,
    happy lives and better days,
    and good times with a nice breeze,
    blowin' through the air.
    i never realized,
    how little they care.
    always going on and on,
    all about how bad things are...
    it's strange to me.
    [bridge]
    when i grew up i was beaten daily.
    broken bones that match,
    my battered ugly soul.
    but i never done anyone wrong.
    i chose on my own,
    to extend a helping hand.
    why dont they follow my example?
    all i want is,
    my own peace of heaven.
    and it's a shameful,
    realization.
    a cold hard fact.
    it's hard to believe my soul is in tact,
    after the constant,
    daily attacks!
    [chorus]
    i never did anyone wrong.
    i never asked to be done wrong this way.
    i only wish upon the world,
    happy lives and better days,
    and good times with a nice breeze,
    blowin' through the air.
    i never realized,
    how little they care.
    always going on and on,
    all about how bad things are...
    it's strange to me.
    [solo]
    emptiness in their eyes!
    the lost gaze of children,
    afraid to die.
    empty eyes with unfulfilled desires!
    running from the person,
    they swore they'd never be!
    the world doesnt have to be ugly.
    we can all rejoice.
    we can all be happy.
    my soul never had to grow bitter.
    but it's all my fault,
    i am not the man you wanted me to be!
    [chorus]
    i never did anyone wrong.
    i never asked to be done wrong this way.
    i only wish upon the world,
    happy lives and better days,
    and good times with a nice breeze,
    blowin' through the air.
    i never realized,
    how little they care.
    always going on and on,
    all about how bad things are...
    it's strange to me.
    the way we try,
    to change for the worse.
    we never seem to get any better.
    we only lose and die.
    we only lose and die...
    oooh.
    oooh.
    oooh, we only fade and die...
    [end]

  6. shyshy

    [7/9/2012]Valley

    By shyshy,

    Valley
    ------
    [solo for opener]
    We’ve walk too far.
    We walked alone.
    We walked too far in the shadow!
    We walked near.
    Yeah, we walked far.
    Walk the valley of the shadow death!
    [bridge]
    The webs they weave,
    The webs we broke,
    As they fade in the shadow!
    The empty eyes.
    The empty soul.
    And an empty promise!
    [Chorus]
    We walk the valley, (we're searching for a brand new home)
    A taste of chaos, (we're licking clean, our brand new wounds)
    A new brand of courage, (empty eyes, empty lives, empty souls)
    I taste the enmity! (Watch it swell to a full)
    [bridge]
    We won’t die.
    We are alive.
    We are living in chains!
    Watch the anger,
    Rise in me.
    Temperature of a million degrees!
    [bridge]
    Darkness rises.
    Light falls.
    Cycle of the days.
    Shadow clothes,
    The barren land.
    Built alone, by devil's hands!
    [Chorus]
    We walk the valley, (we're searching for a brand new home)
    A taste of chaos, (we're licking clean, our brand new wounds)
    A new brand of courage, (empty eyes, empty lives, empty souls)
    I taste the enmity! (Watch it swell to a full)
    [solo]
    [Chorus]
    We walk the valley.
    We’re searching for a brand new home!
    A taste of chaos.
    We’re licking clean, our brand new wounds!
    A new brand of courage.
    Empty eyes, empty lives, empty souls!
    I taste the enmity!
    Watch it swell to a full!
    [end]

  7. shyshy
    time everlasting
    ----------------
    today i saw my world die.
    plunged into hell forever more.
    time, there was no more left.
    not for me.
    not one more time.
    [chorus]
    time everlasting was so unforgiving.
    what am i to do?
    i thought i could live happily ever after,
    if i ran away from god.
    god showed me my shame.
    god i am to blame for,
    everything.
    everything.
    everything.
    [bridge]
    today i watched the world burn.
    i lit my torch and held it high.
    brought forth my abomination.
    terror of a thousand nations.
    [chorus]
    time everlasting was so unforgiving.
    what am i to do?
    i thought i could live happily ever after,
    if i ran away from god.
    god show me my shame.
    god i am to blame for,
    everything.
    my sinning.
    everything is entirely my fault.
    [solo]
    today i saw my world die.
    i lit my torch and held it high.
    time, there was no more left.
    terror of a thousand nations.
    today i watched the world burn.
    plunged into hell forever more.
    brought forth my abomination.
    not for me.
    not one more time.
    today i watched the world die.
    today i saw the world burn.
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    time everlasting was so unforgiving.
    what have i to prove?
    i thought i could live happily if i lied.
    never run away from god.
    god showed me my shame.
    god i am to blame for,
    everything.
    my accomplishments.
    everything is entirely my fault.
    [end]

  8. shyshy
    leeches will leech
    -------------------
    sleep under the stars tonight.
    i wont let you back inside.
    why should i?
    you'll never get this close again.
    never in my bed again.
    no not again my friend.
    [chorus]
    somethin' about the way you walk,
    and the way talk and lie,
    sends my senses sky high.
    somethin' about my heart,
    makes you wanna steal.
    it's so unreal.
    [bridge]
    sleep under my bed tonight.
    sleepin' while i crawl.
    does it bother you at all?
    you'll never have a chance again.
    never see my smile again.
    no not again my friend.
    [chorus]
    somethin' about the way you walk,
    and the way talk and lie,
    sends my senses sky high.
    somethin' about my heart,
    makes you wanna steal.
    it's so unreal to me.
    [solo]
    im not sleepin' under the stars.
    im takin back control,
    of my life.
    you'll wish you had more time,
    to make what you done right,
    but i guess im not that kind of guy.
    submission is my only ambition.
    afterall i got my right,
    to live for my desire as do you.
    just like you.
    [chorus]
    somethin' about the way you walk,
    and the way talk and lie,
    sends my senses sky high.
    somethin' about my heart,
    makes you wanna steal.
    it's so unreal to me.
    nothin' in the life's free.
    it's so unreal to me.
    submissive is all i can be.
    but when your world is fallin' apart,
    and you got nowhere else to go.
    you cant come to me no more.
    [bridge and end]

  9. shyshy

    [11/23/2012]Asleep

    By shyshy,

    asleep
    ------
    i am runnin' out of time.
    sleep tight for me.
    i will return by morning.
    you better be asleep when i get back.
    [chorus]
    because you know,
    just what lives out there.
    because you always know,
    where i go.
    [bridge]
    i am runnin' out of places to go.
    sleep all night for me.
    i will be back to you by morning.
    i pray you are alseep when i return.
    because the future is uncertain.
    i cannot guarantee,
    you will be pleased with what you see.
    and that is why you must sleep,
    til i return.
    a promise for you to keep.
    promise me,
    cross your heart.
    you will be asleep when i return.
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    because you know,
    just what lives out there.
    because you always know,
    where i go.
    pomise me you will sleep,
    while i am gone.
    when i return,
    i wish to take you there.
    take you to where i go.
    if you are awake i know,
    you will never go.
    you will never go...
    [bridge fades to end]

  10. shyshy

    [12/17/2012]Little Dreams

    By shyshy,

    little dreams
    -------------
    hey, i noticed something today.
    the children no longer play,
    like they used to.
    and,
    they dont laugh anymore.
    hey, i noticed the dont laugh.
    caught up in the riff raff,
    of staying alive.
    and,
    i wanna know why.
    why?
    [chorus]
    all in all,
    i know your god.
    caught up in,
    running things here.
    where did god go wrong?
    is he listening?
    they feel the sting of sorrow.
    children alone,
    without a home.
    [bridge]
    hey, i noticed that they cry.
    swallowing the bitter taste,
    of pain in their hearts.
    pain,
    inside their souls.
    hey, why don't play?
    can you answer me,
    almighty god?
    god,
    will you answer me?
    answer me!
    [chorus]
    all in all,
    i know your god.
    caught up in,
    running things here.
    where did god go wrong?
    is he listening?
    they feel the sting of sorrow.
    children alone,
    without a home!
    nowhere to go now,
    no one to love.
    can ya tell,
    me,
    why!?
    [bridge]
    lately, they've been havin bad dreams.
    and they come to me,
    askin why.
    why,
    did ya abandon them?
    their brains, are boiling.
    their eyes are bloodshot.
    they cant sleep!
    sleep!
    sleep all night.
    sleep little baby.
    sleep all day!
    [chorus]
    all in all,
    i know your god.
    caught up in,
    running things here.
    where did god go wrong?
    is he listening?
    they feel the sting of sorrow.
    children alone,
    without a home!
    nowhere to go now,
    no one to love.
    can ya tell,
    me,
    why!?
    [solo]
    why did god leave!?
    [bridge]
    nightmares, conquered the dreams.
    they don't laugh anymore.
    they cry instead.
    cry,
    out your little hearts.
    cry, all god**** day!
    cry you little babies.
    you're goin,
    home to,
    god!
    [solo repeats and fades to end]

  11. shyshy

    [10/23/2012]Colder

    By shyshy,

    colder
    -------
    the trail is cold,
    the road ahead is long,
    and the jouney,
    takes me far from home.
    the wasted life,
    the heart cold as ice,
    and the man with that heart,
    livin' his lies.
    [chorus]
    now i been everwhere.
    seen everything.
    its still a wonder,
    why we play nice.
    the man with ice,
    for a heart that's grown cold,
    is still a wonder,
    to me.
    [bridge]
    the tale is told.
    my hopes are dead and gone.
    and the jouney,
    took me far from home.
    my wasted tears,
    and wasted years,
    fill my heart up.
    cold as ice.
    [chorus]
    now i been everwhere.
    seen everything.
    its still a wonder,
    why we play nice.
    the man with ice,
    for a heart that's grown cold,
    is still a wonder,
    to me.
    [solo]
    im cold,
    as ice.
    my heart,
    has grown,
    cold as ice.
    [repeat bridge and fade to end]

  12. shyshy

    [11/2/2012] Over-think it

    By shyshy,

    over-think it
    -------------
    now i need some fresh air.
    i need a tune to blair.
    you cannot comprehend,
    the madness in my head.
    the scarring mental note,
    in doctor's script i wrote,
    carries me over the line...
    we do or die.
    never think twice.
    promise to play nice,
    ooh, lies...
    [chorus]
    the music in my soul carries me,
    over the line.
    the madness in my head carries me,
    over the line.
    [bridge]
    now i need some fresh air.
    i need a warning flare.
    you cannot comprehend,
    the daze in my head.
    the doctor's final note,
    in chicken scratch he wrote,
    carries him over the line...
    we do or die.
    we never think twice.
    promises in better light.
    ooh, the light.
    ooh, the light...
    [chorus]
    the music in my soul carries me,
    over the line.
    the madness in my head carries me,
    over the line.
    the tragic giver's lie carries me,
    over the line.
    the magic in his eyes carries me,
    over the line...
    [solo]
    ooh, lies.
    ooh, brighter light...
    we do or die.
    never think twice.
    act upon animal feelings.
    ooh, over-think...
    [chorus]
    the music in my soul carries me,
    over the line.
    the madness in my head carries me,
    over the line.
    ooh, lies.
    ooh, brighter lights.
    the music in my soul,
    makes me lose control.
    [bridge]
    now i need some fresh air.
    i need a tune to blair.
    you cannot comprehend,
    the madness in my head.
    the scarring mental note,
    in doctor's script i wrote,
    carries me over the line...
    we do or die.
    never think twice.
    promise to play nice,
    ooh, lies...
    [end]

  13. shyshy

    [9/25/2012]Prototype

    By shyshy,

    prototype
    ----------
    my instantanious brutality,
    has cost me more than friends.
    my constant bickering and badgering,
    has brought me to my end.
    how can i be someone im not?
    why should i change for you or anyone?
    why would i choose to stay the same?
    is it you, or am i to blame?!
    [chorus]
    someone, anyone, someone stop me.
    anyone at all will do fine.
    i cant live like this anymore.
    i dont wanna hurt anyone anymore.
    i wanna be dead.
    i wanna cease to exist.
    i wanna bury my mistakes.
    i dont wanna live anymore!
    no matter what you say.
    no matter how much is left undone,
    i cant get up and say,
    what a beautiful day!
    [bridge]
    my self loathing life style,
    has won an early grave.
    my intentions are hostile.
    the same as every day.
    how can i be someone im not?
    why should i change for you or anyone?
    why would i choose to stay the same?
    is it you, or am i to blame?!
    [chorus]
    someone, anyone, come and stop me.
    anyone at all will do just fine.
    i cant live like this anymore.
    help me form a smile on my face.
    i wanna be dead.
    i wanna cease to exist.
    i wanna bury my mistakes.
    i dont wanna live anymore!
    no matter what you say.
    no matter how much is left undone,
    i cant get up and say,
    what a beautiful day!
    [solo]
    i dont want this chance to change.
    i dont want my body.
    i dont want my soul.
    i dont have control.
    i lack basic human emotion.
    i fear im incomplete.
    prototype of the finished product.
    a twisted experiment.
    i am worth absolutely nothing.
    i have no sense of self indulgence.
    i lack self preservation.
    i seek to live to destroy myself.
    violently,
    i will bring myself to my knees.
    violence in me!
    that sting is what i need.
    oooh, dyin' is the only option.
    i have no life.
    oooh, i welcome death.
    i have no life.
    [fade to end]

  14. shyshy

    [10/7/2012]Somber

    By shyshy,

    somber
    ------
    i know i am precious,
    but i never stopped hurting.
    i only lived to please those who care.
    my selfless intentions,
    carrying my burdens,
    and never caring how much it hurt.
    now i am forever,
    a singer with no voice.
    i can no longer rely on my pride...
    [chorus]
    in their eyes,
    i see their disappointment in me.
    though they lie,
    i can tell they enjoy hurting me.
    [bridge]
    i never felt prejudice.
    i never stopped asking,
    "what is it i am dying for?"
    well let it be forgotten.
    let it be buried.
    i never wanna feel that way,
    again.
    now i am lonely.
    now i am fearful.
    but ultimately i am alive...
    [chorus]
    in their eyes,
    i see their disappointment in me.
    though they lie,
    i can tell they enjoy hurting me.
    it won't be forgotten,
    the generousity.
    it won't go unrewarded,
    my humanity.
    carry it all.
    carry it on.
    carry your burdens with shoulders out strong.
    be all you can for everyone else.
    carry it on.
    carry all...
    [bridge]
    i know im inadequate.
    i know i am hurting you,
    and i guess i feel i am ashamed.
    but now i can live on.
    now i can live for,
    a reason beyond self interest.
    i can be happy,
    but only for a short while.
    and then i must turn back to dark...
    [chorus]
    in their eyes,
    i see their disappointment in me.
    though they lie,
    i can tell they enjoy hurting me.
    it won't be forgotten,
    the generousity.
    it won't go unrewarded,
    my humanity.
    carry it all.
    carry it on.
    carry your burdens with shoulders out strong.
    be all you can for everyone else.
    carry it on.
    carry all...
    [solo]
    i see you all walking.
    happily laughing,
    and i am not there with you.
    i walk by myself,
    in the pouring rain,
    without a place to go.
    laugh at my sadness.
    you always do,
    i always laugh with you.
    i am a stain,
    on the full picture,
    a tapestry of my good will.
    now i am hopeless.
    am regretful,
    and i dont even know why...
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    in their eyes,
    i see their disappointment in me.
    though they lie,
    i can tell they enjoy hurting me.
    it won't be forgotten,
    the generousity.
    it won't go unrewarded,
    my humanity.
    carry it all.
    carry it on.
    carry your burdens with shoulders out strong.
    be all you can for everyone else.
    carry it on.
    carry all...
    [bridge]
    in their eyes,
    i see their disappointment in me.
    though they lie,
    i can tell they enjoy hurting me.
    it won't be forgotten,
    the generousity.
    it won't go unrewarded,
    my humanity.
    carry it all.
    carry it on.
    carry all...
    [bridge repeats and fades to end]

  15. shyshy

    Stomach Pains

    By shyshy,

    i have been having stomach pains since monday morning and this morning i puked and a good lot of it was blood. i didnt go to school today but went to a hospital instead and they did some scans and tests and they said that:
    "there is absolutely nothing wrong with you. we arent sure why you had vomited blood, but one thing is for sure, you are a very healthy boy. our records show since birth you have been taking mass amounts of medications, and it says a while back you were taken off of all medications to prevent liver damage. however, the mood stabilizer you were on is not suggested for children below 17 and in semi-rare cases can cause internal bleeding. but if it is not treated, the possibility is that you will die to blood loss. a major concern is that we can not find the source of the bleeding. so if it comes up again, come see us and we will take a better look inside to identify the problem."
    so as far as im concerned my stomach pains are getting worse every hour and i cant stand straight. anypony know of any good pain killers?
  16. shyshy
    lord of sheep
    -------------
    dig a whole and leave your worries.
    hold on to your good memories.
    forget the past and live for,
    the future...
    love notes and long lost love letters.
    story book will make him better.
    price charming died and you're all,
    alone...
    [chorus]
    he's as cheap as a dime,
    and you dont have the time to waste on him.
    sleep alive and well at home.
    realize the life we live.
    sheep of people and,
    shephard's gone astray!
    apathy.
    go to sleep.
    follow me,
    little sheep.
    [bridge]
    dive in head first and headstrong.
    so little time left to goof off.
    live you lives you sheep of men,
    you're mine...
    crooked men have crooked spines.
    bitter men dont have a smile.
    god is god but god is not,
    real...
    [chorus]
    he's as cheap as a dime,
    and you dont have the time to waste on him.
    sleep alive and well at home.
    realize the life we live.
    sheep of people and,
    shephard's gone astray.
    push you all around and step upon your dreams.
    warned you all a thousand times again!
    apathy.
    go to sleep.
    follow me,
    little sheep.
    [bridge]
    but we can change for those we love.
    change who we are inside.
    searhing for who to be,
    to impress dead prince charming...
    dig a whole and leave your worries.
    hold on to your good memories.
    forget the past and live for,
    the future...
    [pause then solo]
    [chorus]
    he's as cheap as a dime,
    and you dont have the time to waste on him.
    sleep alive and well at home.
    realize the life we live.
    sheep of people and,
    shephard's gone astray.
    apathy.
    go to sleep.
    follow me,
    little sheep.
    god aint real.
    sit dog, heel.
    do as i say.
    dont question me.
    apathy.
    go my way.
    die for me,
    like prince charming.
    follow me,
    little sheep.
    [end]

  17. shyshy

    [12/12/2012]Bored

    By shyshy,

    bored
    ------
    while i see it through,
    see through and through,
    i will see through you.
    if you turn your back,
    i'll turn my back.
    never look back.
    thats how it goes.
    thats how i roll.
    thats how it goes,
    so here we go!
    [chorus]
    verse after verse,
    my lyrics get worse.
    my ideas are stale.
    my mind's drawn a blank.
    monotony,
    has caught up with me.
    i cant seem to create,
    anymore.
    [bridge]
    while i write a song,
    i wanna sing along.
    but noone else sings my songs.
    always thinking.
    always something,
    always something to do.
    [bridge]
    if i write a song,
    will ya sing along?
    i wanna see ya sing along.
    i cannot possibly,
    beat the monotony.
    i cannot even think!
    [chorus]
    verse after verse,
    my lyrics get worse.
    my ideas are stale.
    my mind's drawn a blank.
    monotony,
    has caught up with me.
    i cant seem to create,
    anymore!
    oh, apathy,
    has captured me.
    i cannot think freely!
    [solo]
    verse after verse,
    my lyrics get worse.
    my ideas are stale.
    my mind's drawn a blank.
    monotony,
    has caught up with me.
    i cant seem to create,
    anymore.
    anymore!
    anymore,
    while im bored!
    [end]

  18. shyshy

    [10/13/2012]Submarines

    By shyshy,

    submarines
    ----------
    a thousand leagues below.
    i remember the surface.
    i remember what the sky is like.
    obviously i,
    am trapped down here.
    in my submarine.
    trapped down here.
    but if i,
    learned anything,
    it's that ya miss things more,
    down here,
    ya miss things more.
    [chorus]
    way down here,
    in my submarine.
    i see the wonders,
    of the deep blue sea.
    but i will never forget,
    the deep blue sky.
    i dont even remember,
    why i'm down here.
    why am i down here?
    why did i leave the sky,
    behind?
    [bridge]
    a thousand leagues below.
    i remember the sky.
    i remember what the breeze feels like.
    obviously i,
    am trapped down here.
    in my submarine.
    more like, my cage.
    trapped down here.
    trapped down here in my cage.
    but if i,
    learned anything,
    it's that ya miss things more,
    down here,
    ya want things more,
    down here.
    ya miss the sky,
    in a few days.
    ya get tired of the deep,
    blue sea...
    [chorus]
    way down here,
    in my submarine.
    i see the wonders,
    of the deep blue sea.
    but i will never forget,
    the deep blue sky.
    i dont even remember,
    why i'm down here.
    why am i down here?
    why did i leave the sky,
    behind?
    [solo]
    oh, i am drowning,
    in my desire,
    to see the sky again.
    oh, this submarine,
    this cage,
    will not surface again.
    surface again...
    [bridge repeats and fades to end]

  19. shyshy

    [9/9/2012]Addendum 2

    By shyshy,

    Addendum 2
    ----------
    why do you ask them,
    all the same questions?
    never answered,
    but never forgotten.
    maybe i can,
    bring some light to,
    mysteries that,
    elude your mind.
    [chorus]
    i have studied,
    passing centuries.
    ageing is but a curse.
    [bridge]
    why do you ask me,
    what the answers will be?
    the future is sacred.
    time is left unclean.
    maybe i can,
    mezmorize them.
    maybe we can,
    answer questions.
    [chorus]
    i have studied,
    passing centuries.
    ageing is but a curse.
    [solo]
    maybe i can,
    steal life from them.
    if im careful,
    time will stand still.
    [chorus]
    i have studied,
    passing centuries.
    ageing is but a curse.
    [bridge]
    when will you ask us,
    the right kind of quesions?
    where did i come from?
    what are my motives?
    maybe i can,
    diguise lies with,
    cunning intelect.
    frame their for,
    the misery,
    and mysteries.
    i have studied,
    all my life and,
    find my life is a waste.
    [solo]
    maybe i can,
    bring some light to,
    the misery,
    and mysteries.
    [chorus]
    i have studied,
    passing centuries.
    ageing is but a curse.
    [bridge repeats and fades to end]

  20. shyshy

    [12/5/2012]Tribal

    By shyshy,

    tribal
    ------
    every single day,
    everything's the same.
    same routine we must repeat.
    hide under desks,
    build barricades,
    hide you're children.
    put on gas masks,
    go to riots.
    civil unrest.
    [chorus]
    when the men with laughing gas,
    decide to attack,
    we will be ready by tomorrow.
    ready soon enough.
    tomorrow they will find us,
    and take away our kids.
    tomorrow they will gas us,
    and take away our breath.
    [bridge]
    we stand unwavering.
    a wall of anger and,
    fists raised high above our heads.
    we take it in,
    the smell of blood,
    fresh on the horizon.
    evacuate.
    empty your home.
    shield yourself from certain death.
    try not to scream.
    stand at ease.
    send our children far from home.
    send our children free from this.
    [chorus]
    when the men with laughing gas,
    decide to attack,
    we will be ready by tomorrow.
    ready soon enough.
    tomorrow they will find us,
    and take away our kids.
    tomorrow they will gas us,
    and take away our breath.
    in the morning sun,
    the sinking the moon has gone,
    the smell is fresh in air,
    war is on again.
    the cloudy sky above,
    can only hide so much.
    we cannot run from this.
    [solo]
    children at arms,
    fighting one another.
    surely we have caused this.
    the hidden passages,
    and tunnels that we dug,
    to free them have become rat tunnels.
    a hidden war inside.
    a war we cannot fight.
    a war that noone wins.
    put your gas mask on,
    and cleanse the ugly world.
    turn away in fear of light.
    one thing we cannot hide,
    is the hurt inside.
    the desire to be more than this!
    [chorus]
    when the men with laughing gas,
    decide to attack,
    we will be ready by tomorrow.
    ready soon enough.
    tomorrow they will find us,
    and take away our kids.
    tomorrow they will gas us,
    and take away our breath.
    [end]

  21. shyshy
    abbadon's shadow
    ----------------
    i hear it's snowing on your side.
    on my side, the snow is dust.
    closer to the outside,
    the sea is filled with ash.
    none lived on the train tracks.
    the sea and sky, below,
    abandoned by their masters.
    humans rid the world of life.
    of all things to die,
    the sky held out the longest.
    wish all things to die,
    and all things will die.
    [bridge]
    i hear the boots on concrete.
    soldiers marching to their graves.
    silence soon here after,
    leaving us to grieve their souls.
    noone lived there after,
    the houses filled with fire.
    all soon died there after,
    they dropped the bombs on us.
    [chorus]
    of all things to die,
    the sky held out the longest.
    pray all things will die,
    and all things will die.
    pray death upon,
    each and every one.
    the world dies tonight,
    in a blinding flash of light...
    [solo]
    the air here is poisonous.
    how are things on your side?
    i wish i knew if you were,
    still alive somewhere.
    i wish there was but there is no,
    way out of this hell.
    not even death can free us.
    our bodies walk the land.
    it's the end.
    it's the end.
    [chorus]
    of all things to die,
    the sky held out the longest.
    pray all things will die,
    and all things will die.
    pray death upon,
    each and every one.
    the world dies tonight,
    in a blinding flash of light...
    [bridge]
    it's the end of all things.
    the earth will not be spared our wrath.
    all that lives will surely die,
    with us...
    it's the end of all days.
    surely we were warned.
    every lasting second is,
    torment.
    we brought this upon ourselves.
    there is no help.
    noone is gonna save us.
    surely this is hell...
    [solo fades to end]

  22. shyshy

    [11/10/12]Peachy

    By shyshy,

    Peachy
    ------
    with my feelings in my heart,
    how can i fail?
    when my feelings are hurt,
    what is there to feel?
    how can i look you in the eye anymore?
    how can i think about how you,
    walked out the door on me?
    why wont you smile for me?
    would ya die for me?
    no.
    no you wont...
    [chorus]
    if i ever feel again,
    i hope its peachy.
    if i ever want again,
    i hope its not you.
    i fell for just about,
    everything in the book.
    i dont know where,
    else to look,
    for love.
    [bridge]
    lost all feelings in the dirt.
    can my heart even work?
    when i look at you my heart,
    goes stale...
    what the point in anything?
    what good will it even do?
    what did i ever see in you?
    what did i even do,
    to you,
    ta make ya leave?
    trust me,
    i wont be here for you.
    [chorus]
    if i ever feel again,
    i hope its peachy.
    if i ever want again,
    i hope its not you.
    i fell for just about,
    everything in the book.
    i dont know where,
    else to look,
    for love.
    [solo]
    i hope i never do,
    anything more for you.
    i will never do,
    anything more for you.
    you could never do,
    anything to change my mind.
    why'd ya have to go,
    when i was feelin' so low?
    where'd ya have ta go?
    what did i do,
    to you,
    ta make ya leave?
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    if i ever feel again,
    i hope its peachy.
    if i ever want again,
    i hope its not you.
    i fell for just about,
    everything in the book.
    i dont know where,
    else to look,
    for love.
    [end]

  23. shyshy

    [8/23/2012]Care Free Me

    By shyshy,

    care free me
    ------------
    i have no worries at all.
    i am as care free as god.
    i learned my abc's alone.
    i can count to three on my toes.
    where are we, what am i?
    whats to be, our disguise?
    hello me! in the mirror.
    hello me! becomin' clearer...
    [chorus]
    settle my confusion,
    over and over.
    excuse my intrusion,
    over and over.
    i am the enemy of your dreams.
    i am the enemy, come get me.
    i am the god you love to see.
    i am completely care free.
    [bridge]
    i have no worries at all.
    singin' sad songs at home.
    singin' sad songs alone.
    fillin' you with cheer and hope.
    hello me! in the mirror.
    hello me! singin' clearer.
    hello trees, in my mirror.
    hello grief! feelin' weirder.
    [chorus]
    settle my confusion,
    over and over.
    excuse my intrusion,
    over and over.
    i am the enemy of your dreams.
    i am the enemy, come get me.
    i am the guy you hate to see.
    i am completely care free.
    [solo]
    hello me! mirror, mirror.
    hello me! steerin' nearer.
    hello me! steelin' mirrors.
    hello me! carefree livin'.
    hello me! starin' at mirrors.
    hello me! feelin' weirder.
    hello me! lookin at you.
    hello me! decide what to do.
    hello me! gonna follow you.
    hello me! forgot what to do.
    hello me! dissapointed.
    hello me! out the door there.
    hello me! gonna jump.
    hello me! gonna die.
    hello me! what to do?
    hello me! who asked you?!
    hello me! sarcastic and weird.
    hello me! spastic and queer.
    hello me.
    care free.
    hey me.
    count to three.
    care, free...
    [fade]

  24. shyshy
    a place for you
    ---------------
    there is a place,
    i cant explain.
    out there.
    there is a place,
    where birds walk.
    the people fly,
    and animals talk.
    fantasy.
    a fantasy.
    [chorus]
    oh purity.
    oh safety.
    move through me.
    feel like im alive.
    feel alive.
    [bridge]
    there is a place,
    where grey is art.
    out there.
    there is a place,
    where monotony is entertainment.
    and fun is dull.
    fantasy.
    a fantasy,
    more like a dream.
    oh, fantasy.
    fantasies and nightmares.
    [chorus]
    oh purity.
    oh safety.
    move through me.
    feel like im alive.
    feel alive.
    [bridge]
    i had a dream,
    where we had,
    lots to do...
    and nothing looked good as you.
    everything centered for you.
    [chorus]
    oh purity.
    oh safety.
    move through me.
    feel like im alive.
    feel alive.
    [end with solo]

  25. shyshy
    how i feel
    ----------
    [chorus]
    i taste, i touch, but i never feel.
    dont ask me about myself.
    its in the past, im in the past, and i aint comin' back.
    the world can do without me.
    never ask, ill never tell, and you'll never know.
    i dont even know myself.
    dont ask how i feel, cuz i dont feel anything.
    so i cant say i even know.
    [solo]
    we are but children in this wild, wild world.
    and secrets are best kept safe.
    we are by ourselves, and thats fine by me.
    i dont need no one else around.
    times passed, and time waits, but never stands still.
    i suppose thats what i believe.
    but in the past, i remember, you asked me,
    "honey, what do you feel?"
    i remember i told ya, "Dont you ever ask!"
    and i stormed alone in the night.
    [chorus]
    i taste, i touch, but i never feel.
    dont ask me about myself.
    its in the past, im in the past, and i aint comin' back.
    the world can do without me.
    never ask, ill never tell, and you'll never know.
    i dont even know myself.
    dont ask how i feel, cuz i dont feel anything.
    so i cant say i even know.
    [solo]
    [silence]
    i see, i hear, but i never learn.
    my life has been too long.
    im in the past, thats where i belong.
    dont you come lookin for me!
    [chorus]
    i taste, i touch, but i never feel.
    dont ask me about myself.
    its in the past, im in the past, and i aint comin' back.
    the world can do without me.
    never ask, ill never tell, and you'll never know.
    i dont even know myself.
    dont ask how i feel, cuz i dont feel anything.
    so i cant say i even know.
    [solo fades to end]

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