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  1. shyshy
    the sun don't shine
    -------------------
    you lied to me about everything.
    how could i forgive you for that?
    you tried to do just about everything,
    without my help. where are you now?
    you cross the line into my soul.
    took a bite, and went home.
    you lavish on my misery.
    i am impressed. i'll give ya that.
    but when your wicked ways bring you down.
    i wont be there to benefit the doubt.
    you took all i ever wanted from me.
    stole my heart. ripped it apart.
    [chorus]
    but for all my pain,
    i find it's better this way.
    beneath your feet,
    i'll dwell for all eternity.
    i cant be free.
    i'll just get in trouble if i am.
    [bridge]
    i stopped and staired mesmerized.
    you left me here hypnotized.
    and when i had broken through my trance.
    you left me alone. no final dance.
    but i cant dance well anyway.
    just goes to show you got your way.
    i suppose im used to bein' hurt.
    especially by those i love.
    they are always there for me.
    to put in stick in my eyes when the sun dont shine.
    it really never helps me.
    to think of why. but i miss the sun shine.
    [chorus]
    but for all my pain,
    i find it's better this way.
    beneath your feet,
    i'll dwell for all eternity.
    i cant be free.
    i'll just get in trouble if i am.
    i'll ruin the entire master plan.
    i'll sell my for love, and change who i am...
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    but for all my pain,
    i find it's better this way.
    beneath your feet,
    i'll dwell for all eternity.
    i cant be free.
    i'll just get in trouble if i am.
    [chorus repeats 3 times than fades]

  3. shyshy
    run and gun
    -----------
    run and gun.
    run away.
    talk it over.
    what did they say?
    we ostracize.
    televise.
    run and gun.
    run and gun.
    [chorus]
    look at the idiot box, they're on the telly again.
    runnin in circles blastin rounds and takin' heads.
    run and gun.
    run and gun.
    run away.
    run for your lives.
    [bridge]
    run and gun.
    the telly's on.
    and a 12 guage slug.
    and the vest dissolves.
    we televize.
    ostracize.
    far too fun.
    gun and fun.
    [chorus]
    look at the idiot box, they're on the telly again.
    runnin in circles blastin rounds and takin' heads.
    run and gun.
    run and gun.
    run away.
    run for your lives.
    [solo]
    the door's a knockin', yeah fuzz has arrived!
    police are the stormin' buildin' man, oh where can we hide?
    the guns are all loaded, the street is below.
    fire at those hard headed vest wearin' fools!
    the pavement is red, and streets are all gold.
    shot in the head, not the way i woulda wanted to go.
    [solo]
    run and gun.
    run and gun.
    red as blood.
    what have we done?
    [chorus]
    look at the idiot box, they're on the telly again.
    runnin in circles blastin rounds and takin' heads.
    sleepless night again, the call is the same.
    another robbery, another hundred slain.
    run and gun.
    run and gun.
    run away.
    run for your lives.
    we ostracize.
    and televise.
    run and gun.
    fun and gun.

  4. shyshy
    natural selection
    -----------------
    my very impulse is callin me to my grave.
    my very instinct is tryin to kill me off.
    i wish i could take back all the days,
    that have come and gone.
    i whisper to myself in the dark,
    but i wont last long.
    nature has made up it's mind,
    natural selection.
    a slave to the hive mind,
    i regret to say i am.
    [chorus]
    but my very existance is for your amusement.
    my every words are charms.
    i cannot change my self destructive ways.
    but who would change me?
    they say only the strong servive.
    nature kills off the weekest link.
    naturally i am part of this.
    naturally i am ashamed.
    the moment lasts a few seconds and,
    soon you dissappear.
    naturally it means i am weak.
    i have been selected.
    [bridge]
    my every impulse is callin me to my grave.
    my every instinct is tryin to kill me off.
    i wish i could have taken back all the days,
    that have come and gone.
    i try to hide out of site, out of mind,
    i cant outrun natural selection.
    offer me a chance of survival,
    but i lose the fight every day.
    picture me, upon a picture frame,
    and a list of the dead.
    my very existance is for amusement,
    my boyish charm is a crutch.
    [chorus]
    but my very existance is for your amusement.
    my every words are charms.
    i cannot change my self destructive ways.
    but who would change me?
    they say only the strong servive.
    nature kills off the weekest link.
    naturally i am part of this.
    naturally i am ashamed.
    [bridge]
    the moment lasts a few seconds and,
    soon you dissappear.
    naturally it means i am weak.
    i have been selected for extinction.
    [solo]
    walk the earth with your head held high,
    cock your shoulders forth and make a stand.
    tear her apart, your mother earth.
    change the way we evolve from dust.
    [chorus]
    but my very existance is for amusement.
    every word i say alarms.
    i cannot change my self destruction today.
    but who can change my mind?
    they say only the strong servive.
    nature cuts off the weakest leg.
    naturally i am part of this.
    naturally i am ashamed.
    the moment passes, a few more moments.
    soon enough i dissappear.
    naturally it means i was weak.
    i have been selected.
    [solo fades to end]

  5. shyshy
    kick me while it hurts
    --------------------------
    relax,
    i'm just, crawlin' on the floor.
    you wont hear me, just ignore,
    me and i'll stay outa sight.
    it's cold,
    down here, lyin' on the floor.
    you're outside the door.
    lookin down at me through the glass.
    you,
    can all, go and kiss my ass.
    blow a little brass.
    do a "sing a song" kinda dance.
    on,
    my grave, where you wont hear me.
    tryin' not to breathe.
    dead is all, i wanna be.
    [chorus]
    the more ya kick while me while im down,
    the more the more i love bein' kicked.
    the more ya point at me and frown,
    the more i wish i could i relate.
    noone on this goddamn planet,
    hates me more than me.
    yeah, try me you will see,
    i like bein' kicked in the teeth.
    [bridge]
    relax,
    im just, singin' ya a song.
    it wont take long.
    just gonna pour out my heart.
    you,
    will always, have a spot in there.
    little spot just for you.
    while i sing the blues.
    hate,
    me, and only me.
    i am never free.
    only im judgein' me.
    kick,
    me, here in the teeth.
    somewhere where it hurts.
    make my pleasure burst.
    [chorus]
    the more ya kick while me while im down,
    the more the more i love bein' kicked.
    the more ya point at me and frown,
    the more i wish i could i relate.
    noone on this goddamn planet,
    hates me more than me.
    yeah, try me you will see,
    i like bein' kicked in the teeth.
    but for all the good i am,
    i see no good in me.
    i wanna destroy all i am.
    i see no reson to live.
    but after all i've learned,
    i guess that i could say i,
    never felt this way but,
    i wouldnt change a thing for the world!
    every little pain and,
    all of my disgraces,
    only make me hate me,
    just a little more!
    [solo]
    relax,
    im just lyin' on the floor.
    no use openin the door.
    you cant save me from my wrath.
    no,
    way, in a thousand hells,
    i could feel swell.
    only hate for my ugly face.
    and,
    when i see my face.
    i decide my fate.
    cut my flesh and laugh it off.
    i,
    guess, i am just insane.
    keep me locked away.
    in my dreams i see,
    no survivors.
    you are all dead to me.
    raging fires.
    the cities bow to me.
    big red banners.
    propaganda praising me.
    i hate it all.
    it drives me to insanity.
    [chorus]
    the more ya kick while me while im down,
    the more the more i love bein' kicked.
    the more ya point at me and frown,
    the more i wish i could i relate.
    noone on this goddamn planet,
    hates me more than me.
    yeah, try me you will see,
    i like bein' kicked in the teeth.
    [end]

  6. shyshy

    [9/3/2012]Human Error

    By shyshy,

    human error
    -----------
    ageing as we sleep.
    wage war with our dreams.
    the sands of time sift endlessly.
    fight wars without enemies.
    we are only hurting ourselves.
    we're building our own prison cells.
    [chorus]
    we must fight to survive.
    we must live.
    we must die.
    we must cherish our disgrace.
    we must win every race.
    we must doubt.
    we must never let it out.
    we must keep it locked inside.
    we must turn and run and hide.
    we are running from ourselves.
    we are killing ourselves.
    we created our own hell.
    we created our own hell.
    [bridge]
    ageing endlessly.
    benevolence is dead.
    the sands of time sift for no man.
    fighting rages on and on.
    we are only hurting each other.
    we are only hurting ourselves.
    we damn ourselves to hell.
    we are building our own prison cells.
    this is not what we are worth.
    humanity can do so much more.
    we changed the earth for her worst.
    we turned the earth into our whore.
    harnessed endless energy.
    and smashed our own dreams.
    we are only hurting ourselves.
    we are only repairing our own hell.
    [chorus]
    we must fight to survive.
    we must live.
    we must die.
    we must cherish our disgrace.
    we must win every race.
    we must doubt.
    we must never let it out.
    we must keep it locked inside.
    we must turn and run and hide.
    we are running from ourselves.
    we are killing ourselves.
    we created our own hell.
    we perfected our own hell.
    [solo]
    we must survive.
    it's for the survival of the species.
    we must deny.
    it's for own selfish gain.
    we must prevail.
    or learn to live a different way.
    we must change.
    we can't go on this way.
    [chorus]
    we have fought to survive.
    we have lived.
    we have died.
    we have cherished our disgrace.
    we have won every race.
    we have doubted.
    we have never let it out.
    we have kept it locked inside.
    we have turned to run and hide.
    we have ran away from ourselves.
    we have killed ourselves.
    we created our own hell.
    we created our own hell.
    [bridge fades to end]

  7. shyshy

    [8/7/2012]Pride

    By shyshy,

    pride
    -----
    i've got pride, and im fine.
    i've got talent, but i got no shame.
    i got freedom, but i cant use it.
    i cant let myself be,
    the man i am.
    the man i love.
    the man with power.
    the man with pride.
    [chorus]
    without my pride, i sware i'd die.
    without my dreams, im lost.
    without my talent, im afraid.
    afraid that you'll be, better than me!
    [bridge]
    i've got shame, but who's to blame?
    i got no talent, but i've got pride.
    you are all, better than me.
    but i've got pride, on my side!
    i'm not talented!
    im a lie.
    i got no dream,
    to keep me alive!
    [chorus]
    without my pride, i sware i'd die.
    without my dreams, im lost.
    without my talent, im afraid.
    afraid that you'll be, better than me!
    but how can you be, better than me?
    im not perfect, but im livin the dream!
    im no jesus, but im the best at what i do,
    and i've got nothing to prove, to you!
    [bridge]
    you know it for a fact.
    i do not lie.
    i am the best at wanting to die.
    we all have our guilty pleasures,
    but how many of us,
    satisfy our deepest desires?
    [solo]
    i do not lie.
    i do not lie.
    i do not lie.
    you cannot hide.
    you cannot hide.
    you cannot hide.
    i got my pride,
    here by my side,
    to keep me going.
    i will die,
    satasfied.
    and thats, better than you!
    [chorus]
    without my pride, i sware i'd die.
    without my dreams, im lost.
    without my talent, im afraid.
    afraid that you'll think, you're better than me!
    i wont give in.
    i dont submit,
    but i gave in,
    to my desires!
    i got pride, i got talent, i got shame.
    i got eyes, i got fear, i got shame.
    god aint here, god aint real, god's a fake.
    [bridge]
    i've got my pride!
    now,
    i will live on forever.
    i am the best at living,
    and,
    now im bored with life...
    [fade to end]

  8. shyshy
    the colours of confinement
    ---------------------------
    all sorts of information.
    in my imagination,
    life is animation,
    and the writers are telling a sad story.
    a vast and pure collection.
    in my own reflection,
    i can only see my destination.
    i am on my way to hell.
    there are all sorts of things,
    i can never explain.
    there are terrors out there,
    waiting for us.
    in my dreams,
    i believe,
    in miracles.
    [bridge]
    all sorts of information.
    my job is confirmation.
    life is animation,
    and the writers are laughin' at the results.
    a vast and dignified,
    collection that i find,
    is primitive in it's words.
    and lacking good works.
    there are all sorts of things,
    i can never explain.
    [chorus]
    life is images on canvas.
    gods know just how to end us.
    life is delirium.
    life in a sanitarium.
    there's no way out of here.
    my fate is clear.
    i will die here.
    [bridge]
    all sorts of indignation,
    makin' me question my luck.
    all sorts information,
    up for comtemplation,
    life is imagination,
    and we are pawns.
    to my destination,
    i am on my way but,
    is it my right to question where,
    i go?
    there are all sorts of things,
    i can never explain.
    there are terrors out there,
    waiting for us.
    in my dreams,
    i believe,
    in miracles.
    [chorus]
    life is images on canvas.
    gods know just how to end us.
    life is delirium.
    life in a sanitarium.
    there's no way out of here.
    my fate is clear.
    i will die here forgoten and alone.
    i will die here with no hope.
    i will die here with no home.
    [solo]
    image on canvas with no colour.
    toys in the attic,
    knowledge burnt asunder.
    do you honestly,
    believe,
    this is best for me?
    locked inside,
    with nowhere to hide,
    but i got 4 corners.
    lockin' me in,
    keep me closed off from the world,
    that i see,
    is animation,
    imagination,
    declaration of my insanity.
    know not limit,
    to my anarchy.
    know not power,
    i am never free.
    know not mercy,
    i am so unclean.
    [chorus]
    life is images on canvas.
    gods know just how to end us.
    life is delirium.
    life in a sanitarium.
    there's no way out of here.
    my fate is clear.
    i will die here forgoten and alone.
    i will die here with no hope.
    i will die here without a home.
    [instrumets fade out]
    image on a canvas with no colour.
    image on a canvas with no colour.
    image on a canvas with no colour.
    image on a canvas with no colour.
    [end]

  9. shyshy
    better off alive
    ----------------
    decisions are hard to make.
    i fear a heartbreak,
    is hangin on the edge.
    and my decision might be a mistake.
    but woe is me,
    i fear a heart attack.
    and nothing can take back,
    the decisions i make here and now.
    [chorus]
    so, please stay close.
    i'm weak on my own.
    im in need of a god,
    to bring me to life!
    i need a guide,
    to bring me back to light.
    yeah, bring me back to light.
    bring me back to life.
    [bridge]
    when are you comin' back?
    did i suffer heart attack?
    im seein' black,
    is hell all i have been waiting for?
    woah, woe is me.
    i can feel my heartbeat.
    and nothing is complete,
    without the decision i make here and now.
    [chorus]
    so, please stay close.
    i'm weak on my own.
    im in need of a god,
    to bring me to life!
    i need a guide,
    to bring me back to light.
    yeah, bring me back to light.
    bring me back to life.
    [bridge]
    better this way than any other.
    better with you than any other.
    better this way with all this regret.
    better with you to whom im in debt.
    better to leave me alone this way.
    better to go and never say, hello...
    [solo]
    better this way than any other.
    i lost my way, so now it's over.
    better with you to whom im in debt.
    better to live right now,
    im glad we met...
    [chorus]
    so, please stay close.
    i'm weak on my own.
    im in need of a god,
    to bring me to life!
    i need a guide,
    to bring me back to light.
    yeah, bring me back to light.
    bring me back to life.
    so, please stay close.
    i'm weak on my own.
    im in need of a god,
    to bring me to life!
    i need a guide,
    to bring me back to light.
    yeah, bring me back to light.
    bring me back to life.
    so, please stay close.
    i cant do this on my own!
    better with you,
    i prefer it with you,
    than any other way!
    better to do,
    better with you,
    while im in debt!
    im better off alive.
    so please stay close...
    [fade to end]

  10. shyshy

    [9/6/2012]Addendum 1

    By shyshy,

    addendum 1
    ----------
    the shattered dreams of many,
    are met with dissappointed faces.
    cross the many lines to find,
    that i havent dreams at all.
    tragic truths and irony,
    have taken more than eyes from me.
    wave after wave of empty promises,
    and tired faces.
    searching far and wide,
    searching low and high,
    for a place to hide.
    hide their shame.
    [chorus]
    wither!
    quiver!
    cower!
    hide!
    i need her!
    i breath her,
    oxygen!
    liers,
    die,
    young!
    [bridge]
    the shattered dreams of many,
    are met with dissappointed faces.
    cross the many lines to find,
    that i havent hope at all.
    tragic truths and bloodshot eyes,
    have taken more than my time from me.
    wave after wave of empty promises,
    and beaten faces.
    searching far and wide,
    searching low and high,
    for a place to feel pride.
    pride to hide their shame.
    [chorus]
    wither!
    shiver!
    bow to me!
    hide!
    i need her!
    i breath her,
    oxygen!
    liers,
    find her,
    long dead!
    [bridge]
    the shattered dreams of many,
    are met with dissappointed faces.
    cross the many lines to find,
    that i havent lost at all.
    golden goose and fearful eyes,
    have taught me nothin' in life is free.
    wave after wave of empty promises,
    and weary faces.
    searching small and large,
    searching heaven and hell,
    for a place to feel right.
    i spoke many lies to find,
    that my time was wasted.
    [chorus]
    wither!
    shiver!
    bow to us!
    hide!
    i need her!
    i breath her,
    oxygen!
    liers,
    find her,
    along the beaten path!
    needless!
    to say!
    i am better this way!
    i can die!
    with pride!
    with a grin on my face!
    lies!
    hide!
    the tragic truth!
    [solo fades to end]

  11. shyshy

    [6/16/2012]Visions

    By shyshy,

    visions
    -------
    sleeping children all oblivious of,
    the world around them, coming to an end.
    visions of flaming skies, and falling bodies.
    blood and flesh, filling all their memories.
    torn to insanity and denied freedom,
    for all their days, spending life like a ghost.
    the fallen voices they whisper to me.
    tell me nothing, but tell me more than enough.
    [chorus]
    and if i could tell you what im seeing,
    i know you wont believe.
    if i told you i was sorry,
    im sure my life would change.
    but until i've told my story,
    ill just sit inside these...
    visions,
    of the end.
    [bridge]
    the children wake up and act like nothing,
    become nothing, future of nothing.
    visions eating at the back of their eyes,
    no more blue skies, only darkness.
    lost inside their very own creation,
    dreams of the end, thinking of a way out.
    so sorry, but i left them on their own,
    all alone, ready to give in.
    [chorus]
    and if i could tell you what im seeing,
    i know you wont believe.
    if i told you i was sorry,
    i know my life would change.
    but until i've said im sorry,
    ill just sit inside these...
    visions,
    of the end.
    they beckon,
    to me.
    [solo]
    a million soldiers marching to the frontline,
    for the children, for their families.
    wasted talent, and wasted years.
    trained to slaughter, and trained to end lives.
    what they dont know is they show the children,
    the very visions, that keep them up at night.
    losing sight of the monsters they are,
    the children monsters, dream and dream and dream.
    looking forward to the day of freedom.
    the demons inside them, conquer their innocent souls.
    blood and murder becomes motivation,
    to end the lives of, children just like them.
    [chorus]
    and if i could tell you what im seeing,
    i know you wont believe.
    if i told you i was sorry,
    im sure my life would change.
    but until i've told my story,
    ill just sit inside my mind.
    worried for my future,
    what have i become.
    i taugh them how to murder,
    taught them how to steal.
    surely i am dreaming,
    this cant possibly...
    be real,
    visions.
    [solo]
    but if i could fix my mistake,
    i would not hesitate.
    im sorry for the things i create,
    but i'd hate for it to be destroyed.
    [bridge]
    every child has a different purpose,
    some are monsters, but all are blessings.
    all around us the world is changing.
    taking control, making visions reality.
    so sorry child, but today i leave you.
    find your purpose, kill the monarch.
    [fade with chorus]

  12. shyshy
    clean bleach
    -------------
    i swear i wont tell anyone.
    you secret is safe with me.
    i will torture you irregardless.
    your soul belongs to me.
    sinning is wonderful.
    temptations...
    ill show you what temptation means.
    [solo]
    i wont let you down this time.
    i will not waste you on greed.
    lust is far too powerful.
    pain is magical to me.
    sinning is powerful.
    benevolence...
    ill show you benevolence is dead!
    [chorus]
    for all we are,
    is worthless false security.
    and all you want,
    is purity.
    clarity is priceless,
    and sin is clean.
    wasted,
    wasted,
    and clean...
    [bridge]
    everyone around me is beautiful.
    sinners and saints and me.
    woven together in the universe.
    the universe is angry at me.
    timeless and pricless are different.
    time...
    ill show you time is up!
    [chorus]
    for all we are,
    is worthless false security.
    and all you want,
    is purity.
    clarity is priceless,
    and sin is clean.
    wasted,
    wasted,
    and bleach!
    [solo]
    i wont ever apologize.
    not for what i didnt do.
    dont try and pin this all on me.
    you are entirely to blame.
    dissolution follows in my wake.
    sanity...
    it is all the same to me...
    [fade with bridge]

  13. shyshy
    before you read any lyrics i wanna dedicate this to all of us here. the song was inspired by a friend on the moral support thread who i recently spoke with. so this is inspired by Opal. http://www.canterlot.com/user/3592-opal/
    do they love?
    --------------
    love, all you can.
    take a gander, look in.
    it's the love, that makes us.
    it's our lives, we live.
    but in every little tear,
    every bit of sorrow,
    our only constant fear,
    do they love?
    yeah, do they love?
    [bridge]
    freedom, and love.
    brothers, in arms.
    chrish, your neighbor.
    yeah, that's love.
    when, the rain pours.
    and you find that, she's gone.
    just remember, the thought,
    do they love?
    yeah, do they love?
    [chorus]
    every falling snow flake is but beauty in disguise.
    every tear a-fallin' is healing pain from your eyes.
    and if you ever look closely to the stars up above,
    take a moment and feel loved.
    [bridge]
    thoughts, and truth.
    who decides, how to lose?
    all the dirty, and clean.
    are united, are free.
    when the shadows, reflect pain.
    and the window, shows rain.
    just remember, the though,
    do they love?
    yeah, do they love?
    [chorus]
    every falling snow flake is but beauty in disguise.
    every tear a-fallin' is healing pain from your eyes.
    and if you ever look closely to the stars up above,
    take a moment and feel loved.
    [solo]
    love, and lost, and powerful.
    who do you become?
    fear, and tears, or wondeful.
    which do you want.
    [bridge]
    [chorus]
    every falling snow flake is but beauty in disguise.
    every tear a-fallin' is healing pain from your eyes.
    and if you ever look closely to the stars up above,
    take a moment and feel loved.
    do they love?
    yeah, do they love?
    do you love?
    yeah, do you love?
    [fade with bridge]

  14. shyshy
    this was written by request for a friend who is not a member of this community. she wanted em to write it for her in an attempt of a music collab i may complete with her. the plan is house/orchestral/piano with vocals by me. more info on that later.
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    that boy is bitter
    -------------------
    i saw them happy together.
    it was such a sweet set of events.
    but no good tends to last forever.
    the bittersweet overcomes the goodness.
    she loved him with everything she had.
    he only cared for his benefit.
    she wanted more of his heart and soul.
    he could never stay true enough.
    [chorus]
    if all we are is bittersweet,
    than good times might as well never be.
    for all the goodness in her heart,
    he never saw the beauty in this work of art.
    and all i can say,
    all is lost.
    and to no god i pray,
    happiness to her weary soul.
    [bridge]
    they can never be happy together,
    if that boy never never learns to love.
    but you cannot teach love to the cold heart,
    if the heart is frozen black.
    the boy is stuck in a false security.
    never knowing the joys of love.
    the girl who loves him only wants him to be happy.
    but how can she help him if he wont help himself?
    [chorus]
    if all we are is bittersweet,
    than good times might as well never be.
    for all the goodness in her heart,
    he never saw the beauty in this work of art.
    and all i can say,
    all is lost.
    and to no god i pray,
    happiness to her weary soul.
    [solo]
    he will never learn.
    she will try to teach him.
    she tries and fails,
    to show him reason.
    he lies and hides,
    what he feels inside.
    because he knows she's right.
    it is meant to be...
    [chorus]
    if all we are is bittersweet,
    than good times might as well never be.
    for all the goodness in her heart,
    he never saw the beauty in this work of art.
    and all i can say,
    all is lost.
    and to no god i pray,
    happiness to her weary soul.
    [repeat song]
    [end with solo on second time]

  15. shyshy
    innocent changes
    ----------------
    ya know i havent got a clue,
    but i see the change in you.
    theres only so much i can take.
    ya know your makin my heart ache,
    fears and tendancies,
    habits that wont ever wash away.
    they got the best of me.
    if i wake up i wanna change...
    dont forget, the man i have become.
    [chorus]
    when im insane,
    im left alone.
    i havent the heart,
    to fight alone.
    they left to me fight for myself.
    dont forget,
    i loved you.
    [bridge]
    pen glides across the page.
    now ya never gotta be afraid.
    ya know i never really say,
    just how much ive seen you change.
    if i was dying here,
    they would let me bleed out all alone.
    ya never answered me,
    when im gone,
    what did i leave..?
    dont forget, the things that i have done.
    [chorus]
    when im insane,
    im left alone.
    i havent the heart,
    to fight alone.
    they left me to fight for myself.
    dont forget,
    i loved you.
    [slower acoustics]
    i loved you, dear.
    if all i had,
    was a journal recording,
    every little lie.
    if all i had,
    was the endless book of,
    faces i have,
    broken down for no reason.
    passed down to god for judgement.
    i hoped id find a better way,
    but as it seems,
    im the one at fault.
    [music picks up]
    never, forget.
    i brought them to their knees.
    they lied, and made,
    a foolish man of me.
    we toss, and turn.
    but never fall asleep.
    if i, can change,
    it better change my past,
    and future...
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    when im insane,
    im left alone.
    i havent the heart,
    to fight alone.
    they left me to fight for myself.
    dont forget,
    i loved you, dear...
    (dont you, forget.)
    im gonna be okay.
    (they lied, to me.)
    i only wanna change.
    (dont try, and change)
    i love you best this way.
    (they took it all away)
    [solo that fades to end]

  16. shyshy
    eye burn, you burn
    ------------------
    opening my eyes for the first time.
    ooh, my eyes.
    ooooh, my eyes hurt.
    they, hurt.
    telling lies for the first time.
    ooh, the lies.
    ooooh, the lies hurt.
    yeah, they hurt.
    they hurt, they hurt...
    [chorus]
    today i open my eyes,
    to a brand new world.
    today my eyes,
    sink and burn.
    today i tried,
    to lie to myself.
    today i lied,
    to my eyes,
    about what i see.
    i see me,
    shakin' hands with the devil.
    and i,
    see me,
    makin' deals with the devil.
    bless my heart and sold my soul.
    i'd give it all,
    for control.
    dress my heart up to die.
    stick a needle,
    in my eye.
    [bridge]
    oh a brand new world...
    new, new world.
    but i dont know,
    what i need.
    [bridge]
    opening my mouth for the first time.
    yeah, my mouth.
    ooooh, my mouth flirts,
    with you.
    telling tall tales by the fire.
    hmm, the lies.
    hmmmmm, the lies and the truth.
    yeah, they hurt.
    oooh, they hurt...
    like a,
    thousand bleeding wounds.
    yeah yeah yeah.
    hmmm, they hurt...
    they hurt, they hurt...
    [chorus]
    today i open my eyes,
    to a brand new world.
    today my eyes,
    sink and burn.
    today i tried,
    to lie to myself.
    today i lied,
    to my eyes,
    about what i see.
    i see me,
    shakin' hands with the devil.
    and i,
    see me,
    makin' deals with the devil.
    bless my heart and sold my soul.
    i'd give it all,
    for control.
    dress my heart up to die.
    stick a needle,
    in my eye.
    [bridge]
    oh, oh, oh, my eye.
    oww my eyes...
    [solo]
    feel the sting,
    in my eyes.
    equivalent to lookin',
    blindy,
    at a thousand suns.
    ohhh yeaahh....
    look at me with your,
    god's eye.
    look through,
    oh, my soul.
    baby please,
    call me,
    lucifer.
    god knows i need to be,
    a sinner, and a saint.
    [chorus]
    today i open my eyes,
    to a brand new world.
    today my eyes,
    sink and burn.
    today i tried,
    to lie to myself.
    today i lied,
    to my eyes,
    about what i see.
    it starts with me.
    oh yeah!
    i see me,
    shakin' my hands with the devil.
    and i,
    see me,
    makin' deals with the devil.
    bless my heart and burn my soul.
    i'd give it all,
    for a tinge control!
    yeah!
    control!
    dress my heart up to die.
    stick a needle,
    in my eyes.
    yeah!
    my eyes burn!
    [solo]
    ooh yeah, and they,
    they burn.
    burnin', burn it, burn!
    hmm yeah!
    call me lucifer...
    [bridge]
    opening my eyes for the first time.
    ooh, my eyes.
    ooooh, my eyes hurt.
    they, hurt.
    telling lies for the first time.
    ooh, the lies.
    ooooh, the lies hurt.
    yeah, they hurt.
    they hurt, they hurt...
    oh a brand new world...
    new, new world.
    but i dont know,
    what i need.
    opening my mouth for the first time.
    yeah, my mouth.
    ooooh, my mouth flirts,
    with you.
    telling tall tales by the fire.
    hmm, the lies.
    hmmmmm, the lies and the truth.
    yeah, they hurt.
    oooh, they hurt...
    like a,
    thousand bleeding wounds.
    yeah yeah yeah.
    hmmm, they hurt...
    they hurt, they hurt!
    woah woah yeah!
    yeah, it burns!
    burn, burn, babe.
    burn it up!
    hmmmm, yeah burnin' hot on the spot for you!
    [fade with bridge]

  17. shyshy

    [10/2/2012]White Water

    By shyshy,

    white water
    -----------
    clouds in the sky have come our way.
    clouds in the sky are grey today.
    a wavering wall of white water,
    has come our way.
    ooh, and when the clouds are overhead,
    count the stars in the sky instead.
    ooh, when it's cold and wet,
    quickly, you can jump in my,
    arms...
    [chorus]
    oh the walls of water are rising.
    ooh, i know you cant swim.
    realize how i love you so.
    time must pass, you must go...
    [bridge]
    clouds in the sky have amassed outside.
    quickly, sheild those wonderful eyes.
    the wonderful walls of white water,
    have come our way.
    oh i know the water is cold as ice.
    i gamble with life and roll the dice.
    oh i know that when it's all over,
    you can feel the true warmth of my,
    heart...
    [chorus]
    oh the walls of water are rising.
    ooh, i know you cant swim.
    now i realize how i love you so.
    time must pass, must you go?
    [bridge]
    well time has passed and time has gone.
    time doesnt have to pass in my,
    arms...
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    oh the walls of water are rising.
    ooh, i know you cant swim.
    realize how i love you so.
    time must pass, you must go...
    oh the walls of water are rising.
    ooh, i know you cant swim.
    now i realize how i love you so.
    time must pass, must you go?
    [bridge fades to end]

  18. shyshy
    judgmental influences
    ----------------------
    the dust reminds me,
    of a time when we were still together.
    my anger boils inside,
    and now im throwing up.
    the earth reminds,
    of a place i want to go: afterlife.
    my skin is caving in,
    my heart is driving out.
    [chorus]
    where's my love?
    will i stay here cryin'?
    will i choke?
    where's my angel flyin to!?
    beneath the sands of time,
    under the stench of hope,
    between the many lies,
    a secret tomb!
    [bridge]
    the end reminds me,
    of the day you said your goodbyes.
    the teeth that sunk in my skin,
    are burnin' in hell.
    the judgement took him,
    far away and now im left to mourn him.
    it seems like all ive got,
    is momentos, now hes gone.
    [chorus]
    where's my love?
    will i stay here cryin'?
    will i choke?
    where's my angel flyin to!?
    beneath the sands of time,
    under the stench of judgement,
    before i die,
    i wanna visit his secret tomb!
    [solo]
    the angels mock me,
    they'll never bring my love back to me.
    the betrayal defies my heart,
    and defiles my hope.
    my flesh is writhing,
    my heart is broke, and i have no more chances.
    the kisses on my back,
    have faded beyond earth.
    [chorus]
    where's the love?
    why am i still cryin'?
    let me choke!
    where's my angel flyin to!?
    beneath the sands of time,
    under the stench of hope,
    between the many lies,
    a secret tomb!
    forged from hell fire,
    and brought to me from the abyss,
    another day to love him,
    with all i have to offer!
    the judgement was too much!
    the anger they directed to us!
    our superiors hated,
    the love that we built up!
    save me!
    save him!
    preserve our bodies!
    or leave us forever,
    leave us to rot!
    cherish!
    perish!
    punish our love!
    ill never be,
    the son you wanted!
    anguish!
    mourning!
    the son you lost!
    he went to join his dead lover!
    know me?!
    know not!
    im not your son!
    ill never change for,
    you or anyone!
    [solo]
    i will never change!
    i will still remain, hurt!
    the pressures and judgement sent your son,
    to his grave!
    [chorus]
    where's my love?
    will i stay here cryin'?
    will i choke?
    where's my angel flyin to!?
    [fade]

  19. shyshy
    inside you
    ------------
    changing,
    transforming,
    into something,
    you're not.
    smile wide.
    bite it hard.
    the needles tear,
    right through you.
    when i die,
    i'll ask you why,
    i died inside you,
    years ago.
    [chorus]
    but i guess all things must change.
    if we try, we can never succeed,
    to leave things this way.
    a true show of colours and they turn on you.
    look yourself in the mirror,
    ask me what you're supposed to do!
    when life is hard you'll understand.
    for now be happy while you can,
    and live with it.
    but when the tides are turning,
    and all things are changing,
    just remember who you are,
    and maybe you wont need protection.
    [bridge]
    angels cry,
    the news was,
    too grim,
    to bear.
    sorry i,
    did not try,
    to clarify,
    the answers.
    the mirror's calling,
    out to you.
    your opinion,
    is all that matters now.
    [bridge]
    [chorus]
    but i guess all things must change.
    if we try, we can never succeed,
    to leave things this way.
    a true show of colours and they turn on you.
    look yourself in the mirror,
    ask me what you're supposed to do!
    when life is hard you'll understand.
    for now be happy while you can,
    and live with it.
    but when the tides are turning,
    and all things are changing,
    just remember who you are,
    and maybe you wont need protection.
    [solo]
    and when the goin' gets tough,
    and you feel like you have had enough,
    earthly days.
    remember who you are.
    dont worry about who they think you are,
    anyway.
    life iss hard, i know you understand.
    but take it from me, better hard than bland.
    write your curses in the sand.
    and write you kindess in stone!
    a clever hand, and kind heart,
    will make it far in this world,
    as i planned.
    look in the mirror and see the truth.
    on the inside there is only me,
    and you.
    so when you as me what to do,
    i say go all in.
    there is nothing you can loose.
    [chorus]
    but i guess all things must change.
    if we try, we can never succeed,
    to leave things this way.
    a true show of colours and they turn on you.
    look yourself in the mirror,
    ask me what you're supposed to do!
    when life is hard you'll understand.
    for now be happy while you can,
    and live with it.
    but when the tides are turning,
    and all things are changing,
    just remember who you are,
    and maybe you wont need protection.
    [breakdown]
    protection,
    from me,
    in me,
    using me.
    judgement,
    through me.
    use me,
    to a disadvantage.
    smile hard,
    like a good child.
    call upon,
    your inner conscience.
    live happily,
    through me.
    i died in you,
    to save you from me.
    smile wide,
    from the inside.
    like when i,
    show my teeth.
    laugh aloud,
    and never know why.
    that is how,
    i am alive!
    [chorus]
    but i guess all things must change.
    if we try, we can never succeed,
    to leave things this way.
    a true show of colours and they turn on you.
    look yourself in the mirror,
    ask me what you're supposed to do!
    when life is hard you'll understand.
    for now be happy while you can,
    and live with it.
    but when the tides are turning,
    and all things are changing,
    just remember who you are,
    and maybe you wont need protection.
    [bridge]
    but i guess all things must change.
    if we try, we can never succeed,
    to leave things this way.
    a true show of colours and they turn on you.
    look yourself in the mirror,
    ask me what you're supposed to do!
    when life is hard you'll understand.
    for now be happy while you can,
    and live with it.
    but when the tides are turning,
    and all things are changing,
    just remember who you are,
    and maybe you wont need protection.
    [solo that fades to end]

  20. shyshy
    grunge aint dead
    ----------------
    where is my abuse?
    what have i to lose?
    what hapenned to all my pain?
    i miss the old days.
    why dont i have the right,
    to die choking on the words i write?
    [chorus]
    if there's a sun,
    there's a moon up high,
    to block the vision of the sun.
    in the night,
    in the night!
    grunge...
    aint dead...
    [bridge]
    when music was melancholy,
    i used to listen some.
    i hate the ****in' police,
    shifty guys with shifty eyes.
    bleach stains on my soul.
    out with the new in with the old.
    why cant i be confused?
    i miss bein' used.
    i aint gota reaso left to fight.
    instead ill stay and die watchin the sun fall down.
    [chorus]
    if there's a gun,
    there's are heads held high,
    in the pathway of the gun.
    im not nice,
    i aint alright!
    grunge...
    aint dead...
    cherished...
    garbage...
    yeah, yeah, yeah.
    [solo]
    grunge is back.
    grunge is alive.
    grunge is dead.
    thats a lie.
    grunge is dead.
    im still alright.
    all in all.
    grunge is alive.
    for all we are,
    is all we do.
    im alive.
    and so are you.
    grunge is back.
    grunge aint dead...
    [fade]

  21. shyshy
    bringin' grunge back
    ---------------------
    words are my art,
    and art is my passion.
    poetry is a part of me,
    call me old fashioned.
    yesterday is another day,
    just like every other.
    golden road with silver rain.
    the sliver opens up my pain.
    the sliver opened up my vein.
    [chorus]
    words for the chorus,
    i am proud to say i wrote.
    every day,
    the same long road.
    words make my songs,
    come to life.
    every day,
    live under a knife.
    sliver sliver.
    silver silver.
    [bridge]
    words are my art,
    and art is my passion.
    poetry is a part of me,
    call me old fashioned.
    sliver dies, and silver rain.
    tick tock dies, with the rain.
    [bridge]
    words and words and words alone,
    make me feel like i belong.
    sliver sliver,
    silver silver.
    [chorus]
    words for the chorus,
    i am proud to say i wrote.
    every day,
    the same long road.
    words make my songs,
    come to life.
    every day,
    live under a knife.
    sliver sliver.
    silver silver.
    make me a star.
    break my heart.
    silver sliver.
    distilled blood.
    [solo]
    i never said my words made sense at all!
    hmmm, i guess that's right.
    i never promised they would make sense,
    at all!
    but i guess the meanin' at what it seems...
    [pause]
    words are my art,
    and art is my passion.
    poetry is a part of me,
    call me old fashioned.
    yesterday is another day,
    just like every other.
    golden road with silver rain.
    the sliver opens up my pain.
    the sliver opened up my vein today.
    [solo]
    silver sliver!
    distill my water!
    silver pillar,
    in disguise.
    my words,
    ryhme!
    [chorus]
    words for the chorus,
    i am proud to say i wrote.
    every day,
    the same long road.
    words make my songs,
    come to life.
    every day,
    live under a knife.
    sliver sliver.
    silver silver.
    make me a star.
    break my heart.
    silver sliver.
    distilled blood, and im bringin' grunge back...
    [fade to end]

  22. shyshy
    the rejected
    ------------
    my apologies.
    i never ment to hurt a soul.
    instead ill take a walk.
    ill go away and keep on walkin til,
    ooh, til im gone.
    ooh, til im gone.
    [chorus]
    i walk alone across the earth,
    searching for a place like home.
    but home will never forgive,
    home will never forget.
    [bridge]
    ill take my crime and leave.
    dwelling upon my punishment.
    i only wanted love.
    but what i got was rejection because,
    ooh, because of who i am.
    ooh, who i am.
    i am.
    yeeaahh.
    [chorus]
    i walk alone across the earth,
    searching for a place like home.
    but home will never forgive,
    home will never understand.
    and what i chose was to walk,
    by myself until im missed.
    lord knows it'll be so long.
    that's fine,
    i can wait...
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    i walk alone across the earth,
    searching for a place im loved.
    but home will never change,
    home will never change.
    no no no.
    no no,
    never change.
    run run run,
    run away,
    never return.
    hate hate hate,
    i hate you,
    ******* son.
    ill reject you until you're gone.
    get goin' son.
    "y'all aint dead yet."
    [solo and fade]

  23. shyshy
    i choose sky
    ------------
    digits and numbers,
    they choose and decide,
    my fate.
    eternal slumber,
    the choice is mine,
    this way.
    and i choose no more,
    roll on over,
    goodbye tears.
    [chorus]
    long lost pain.
    love lost eyes.
    lord of sky,
    take me home.
    cuz i wont live on another day.
    [bridge]
    run off,
    and be all you want,
    to be.
    travel the world,
    yet you never came close,
    to your dream.
    but we all know triumph,
    better than failiure,
    no turnin' back.
    [chorus]
    long lost pain.
    love lost eyes.
    lord of sky,
    take us home.
    cuz we wont live on another day.
    [solo]
    of all the triumph,
    and all my pain.
    doomed to deny,
    all the pain,
    was everyone's aspiration.
    and everytime,
    you wonder why,
    you'll find the truth.
    and everytime,
    you lie,
    you'll set yourself free.
    and every time,
    you wander,
    out in the rain.
    yeah every time,
    you'll see,
    see me again.
    [chorus]
    long lost pain.
    love lost eyes.
    lord of sky,
    take me home.
    cuz i wont live on another day.
    [fade with chorus]

  24. shyshy

    [6/21/2012]Nobody

    By shyshy,

    nobody
    ------
    it's a strange thing,
    to me,
    how we betray.
    we tell them,
    what they are,
    nothing and nobody.
    [break down]
    we're born to loathe.
    we feel only hate.
    the rest is false prophecy.
    we see the world,
    shrouded with fear.
    im fearful and that's the end.
    [chorus]
    im simply a nobody.
    no thoughts of my very own.
    i do what a nobody does,
    sit alone and i cry for help.
    nobody
    nobody
    nobody
    [bridge]
    the torn and frayed,
    they gave to me.
    i wanted life to be a game.
    but why did,
    it fall away?
    ill fall and that's the end.
    [chorus]
    im simply a nobody.
    no thoughts of my very own.
    i do what a nobody does,
    sit alone and i cry for help.
    nobody
    nobody
    nobody
    [solo]
    [bridge]
    we took away,
    and teach our hate,
    to offspring young and ready to learn.
    but we take and teach,
    live like a leech.
    im a leech who takes and takes.
    [chorus]
    im simply a nobody.
    no thoughts of my very own.
    i do what a nobody does,
    sit alone and i cry for help.
    nobody
    nobody
    nobody
    [bridge]
    we cant be this forever.
    some day we must change.
    life is worth the challenges.
    our anger cannot suffice.
    we live to be the nobodies.
    we teach children our sins.
    cope and live tomorrow,
    only to die alone,
    and wrong...
    [solo]
    we cant be this forever.
    some day we must change.
    life is worth the constant effort.
    our anger cannot remain.
    we live to be the cowards.
    we teach children to hate.
    our laws restrict their freedom,
    only to remove humanity.
    [chorus]
    im simply a nobody.
    no thoughts of my very own.
    i do what a nobody does,
    sit alone and i cry for help.
    i run the system and i teach.
    i am leading a nation down.
    i care not for the people hurt.
    corruption resides in my soul.
    leading them,
    to their deaths,
    at my hands.
    [silence]
    it's a strange thing,
    to me,
    how we betray.
    we tell them,
    what they are,
    nothing and nobody.

  25. shyshy
    golden age
    ----------
    i miss the golden age,
    when all the streets were filled with playin kids.
    when every neighbor would shake hands,
    and music wasnt for the fame.
    everyday is just the same,
    all the days they go to waste.
    it's damn new age i've grown to hate.
    [bridge]
    the times will never be the same.
    far too much has changed and gone to waste.
    the laughin kids grew up too fast,
    grew in the streets and left home in dust.
    now the city streets are plagued with rust.
    [chorus]
    when the days are all the same and life is spent a wastin',
    just remember the times when the streets were paved with gold.
    when the days will never last, now ya never wanna laugh,
    take a chance, step ouside, make a friend, go for a ride.
    [bridge]
    goodbye old times it's such a shame.
    i hardly knew your worth, you've gone to waste.
    music's dead and all the same.
    another song out everyday,
    but they sound like **** without the taste.
    [chorus]
    when the days are all the same and life is spent a wastin',
    just remember the times whent the streets were paved with gold.
    when the days will never last, now ya never wanna laugh,
    take a chance, step ouside, make a friend, go for a ride.
    [solo]
    we all know we miss the past,
    but ya know ya cant go back.
    that's the price that you pay,
    when your days go to waste.
    when we've lost all track,
    of the days that we want back,
    tell the future it can wait,
    and that it can kiss your ass.
    [chorus]
    when the days are all the same and life is spent a wastin',
    just remember the times whent the streets were paved with gold.
    when the days will never last, now ya never wanna laugh,
    take a chance, step ouside, make a friend, go for a ride.
    [bridge]
    [end]

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