I don't know whats going on. I wanted to go back to my hobbies so badly and now I can't seem to get started. Is it just me? Is all I believed in wrong? Am I that kind of person who doesn't want to play an instrument and sports like I believed I like to do? I know for sure I love those things - but why can't I just start then?

*sigh*

Sometimes life really sucks. I really need to get going or I will have lots and lots of trouble very soon. I also need to think about what I want to do in my life. There is no time for me to wait and think anymore, I have to make a decision, find my destiny.

I'm afraid, so afraid to make the wrong one, wasting more of my precious time.

So long~