Avery

Well if you didn't do an interest check then you should. Asking on statuses isn't going to go well because it's lost fairly quickly. Put it this way, the worst that can happen is nobody is interested.

That's what I don't want to happen. I don't. It's bad enough that I can't freaking get any kind of question out at all, but my fear of rejection is overwhelming. I don't want people to not be interested, it's going to put me through a loop of torment again and again. WHY IS IT THAT I CAN'T BE ALLOWED TO DO ANYTHING HERE?! FU- I... I want to curse... so badly right now. I can't stand it, it's not fair, it's just not FAIR. It's bad enough that...

Oh sure comment... just make my day worse why don't you..? It's bad enough that I'm afraid of my ideas being put down, but.. I just don't know. I don't like that I'm restricted to one area, or the fact that there's... too little that I can do. It's just not fair...