SirShadowdeath

Here's a peak of what I'm working on.

Also, this is not a human in equestria or pony in reality fic. The beginning is about a human, but it'll work its way into equestria. I guarentree it.

Six Roses

An MLP Fanfiction

By SirShadowdeath

  I can't say that I've had a good life. But, at the same time I can't say it's been that bad either. My whole life I've wondered what my purpose was. I haven't found it. I don't think I ever will. I lay awake at night in my bed thinking about what life is truly about. For some reason, I can't get the thought of death out of my head. What is it? What is death? It scares me to think about death. Yet, it still manages to creep into my mind at night. I'll wake up sweating, crying, and sometimes screaming when I think too much. I always felt that death would just be a peaceful end to life. But now, as I get older, it starts to scare me more and more.

  I can tell that others are picking up on my emotions. I walked to work yesterday with tears still coming down my eyes. My friends say that I should get help, but a therapist will do me no good in my own opinion. I continue to have nightmares every night. I dream of hatred and blood. Last night, I had a dream that I had been married. It was a good dream. I enjoyed it. I loved it. I didn't want to wake up. But then my "wife" died. The rest of the dream was me crying in sorrow and pain. I awoke, tears pouring out of my eyes. I really do need help.

  It's getting worse. My fears have become own shadow. Everywhere I look I start to think of death. I can't leave my house anymore. For three days in a row, I've called in sick to work. I'm scared. I'm so scared.

  I found a light today. I found a light for my darkness. There's this kid's show called My Little Pony: Friendship which has a giant fan following on the internet. I tried to watch it today. It's so light hearted and cute. It's an escape from the hell of everyday life.

   I watched more of the show today. Everything appears to be becoming better in my life.  For some reason, I'm becoming obsessed with the show. Not in a bad way, though. I find the show so...relaxing. So...fun. It's a true escape from the horrors of the world which I'm doomed to live in.

I can understand that you don't want to spoil anything, but can you at least give us a brief synopsis?

I would, but that would give away too much. If you know what's coming, it's hard to still think something is sad.

I won't spoil anything, but the main character dies.

In the beginning.

It's going to be one heck of a fic.

It's a fairly original concept that I plan to use. Well, kind of.

Anyway, it's called Six Roses.

Thank you.

I now live in New Ponyville, by myself in a quiet house carved into a mountain.

I've decided that I shall write the saddest, most depressing MLP fanfiction ever.

Before anyone comments, the only main reason I am doing this is because many are saying how My Little Dashie is soooo sad and what not. To prove that was nothing, I'm going to write somthing that is actually sad and cute at the same time.

Wish me luck fellow bronies.

A Painis Cupcake. I will eat you.

I lol'd.

Anyway, a cupcake made out of death. Just pure death.

I have to admit it... I really think Cartoon Network is horrible now. What ever happened to watching Dexter's Laboratory or Ed Edd n' Eddy on that channel? What happened to Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends?

They all had series finales, excluding Dexter's lab. Besides this, parents became more protective and subject matters of cartoons changed.

I mean really, what parent now would let an 8 year old watch shows like Ren and Stimpy and Rocko's Modern Life? (It's Nickelodeon, but same applied concept)

;_; I'm a lady!

Also... Sorry to hear that you're dealing with those issues, but I really am starting to realize that MLP does indeed reach a very diverse crowd.

Sorry, Miss (Mrs)? Anyway, I do agree that MLP has a surpringly diverse fanbase.

I'm reading 4 issues of Shonen Jump.

I'm way behind.

See, it's the kind that I see aimed at super young kids that for some reason gets to me. I'm total cartoon junky in that it's basically all I watch (I'm a total fantard over the Brave Little Toaster). MLP is the most cutesiest, kid friendly cartoon out of all of them I've ever been a fan of and for some reason I just kind of have the impulse to keep it quiet. I'll admit I like Jem and the Holograms any day, but MLP... I can't really explain it.

I guess I just sort of needed something that's always bright and happy?

Sir, I'm a gothic poet and writer who is obsessed with death and suffers from depression and anxiety.If I like it, anyone can.

Grammar error.

It should be "Who ARE Dinky and Sparkler."

Sorry, had to say that.

I'm worse than you are. Folks might get a little mad at me for saying this, but I honestly cannot stand any of the songs; I find them so annoying and obnoxious that I tend to change the channel. It's only when they come on that it really hits me that I'm watching a show intended for children and the shame kicks in.

I can understand this, but I feel no shame for watching children's shows. It's my damn life and I intend to do whatever I want with it. Even if that includes watching a Kid's show that happens to be good.

Saw The Adventures of Tin Tin today.

Great movie, but IT IS NOT FOR KIDS.

(Alcohal, blood, violence, sexual referances)

HOW WAS IT PG!?

It'll die down from fandom over time.

It's like a kid's interest over time.

In elementary school, it's pokemon and yu-gi-oh. Then that dies down and video games take over.

It'll be the same, but I'm pretty sure fans will remain.

I really must be a heartless monster. I had no reaction of sadness.

There's an MC downgrader on the MCForums just to let everyone know.

More Fluttershy?

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOO

*Shivers*

Cupcakes made from the rotting organs of those who died in a post-nuclear apocalyptic war whose bodies have been left there to become zombies and rot in their graves. Topped with vanilla ice cream and sprinkles.

(Did I go too far? Too soon?)

Google SirShadowdeath.

You'll get a hell load of results for tons of sites U've signed up on. You'll also get my avatar and somr pictures I've posted over the years. 0.o

Sounds like a request for a direct rip-off from tumblr.

Problem with those are most are bloated, unimaginative and uninteresting. There are simply too many of those.

Oh okay...

I actually don't have an account on Tumblr, and I've never used it.

I only suggested this off of the knowledge of other forums which I have seen.

Oh god. I've had well over 100 accounts on forums. Websites, and games with the same name.

I had 6000 on this one site for writer's and artists. I think that was the most by far.

In all honesty, I barely talk to my parents ever since about a year ago. It isn't really a problem for me. My older sister knows, and she dosen't really care.

My MC Username is SirShadowdeath.