just about anything painful to anyone else EXCEPT i like physical pain. however i will not delve into the matter for risk of mods and admins getting angry with me again for my lack of censorship. no, and god bless it. without war, i have no future. war may change in how it is fought, who is fighting and over what, but war itself is always the same. the cynicism and hardenned hearts of men with the sheer brutality to send their brothers and sons to fight for a cause that will not even be remembered without them dying for it is ultimately the beginning of every war. war is an old man's game, played with the blood of young men. and as long as men are young, and their will strong, war will be fought, and soldiers a plenty will die for nothing, in the name of something. one day i hope to be one of them, the soldiers who go fight the enemy purely because we are told to. but, a soldier does not fight, bleed, murder, and die to kill what is in front of him, but to save what he loves, that he left behind.