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  1. shyshy

    [10/13/2012]Submarines

    By shyshy,

    submarines
    ----------
    a thousand leagues below.
    i remember the surface.
    i remember what the sky is like.
    obviously i,
    am trapped down here.
    in my submarine.
    trapped down here.
    but if i,
    learned anything,
    it's that ya miss things more,
    down here,
    ya miss things more.
    [chorus]
    way down here,
    in my submarine.
    i see the wonders,
    of the deep blue sea.
    but i will never forget,
    the deep blue sky.
    i dont even remember,
    why i'm down here.
    why am i down here?
    why did i leave the sky,
    behind?
    [bridge]
    a thousand leagues below.
    i remember the sky.
    i remember what the breeze feels like.
    obviously i,
    am trapped down here.
    in my submarine.
    more like, my cage.
    trapped down here.
    trapped down here in my cage.
    but if i,
    learned anything,
    it's that ya miss things more,
    down here,
    ya want things more,
    down here.
    ya miss the sky,
    in a few days.
    ya get tired of the deep,
    blue sea...
    [chorus]
    way down here,
    in my submarine.
    i see the wonders,
    of the deep blue sea.
    but i will never forget,
    the deep blue sky.
    i dont even remember,
    why i'm down here.
    why am i down here?
    why did i leave the sky,
    behind?
    [solo]
    oh, i am drowning,
    in my desire,
    to see the sky again.
    oh, this submarine,
    this cage,
    will not surface again.
    surface again...
    [bridge repeats and fades to end]

  2. shyshy
    cold hard facts
    ---------------
    when i was young i believed in god.
    i believed god was a man,
    and i was happy.
    but noone ever told there was noone.
    there is not a god, waiting there for me.
    and it's a shameful,
    realization.
    a cold hard fact.
    it's hard to believe my soul is in tact,
    after the constant,
    daily attacks!
    [chorus]
    i never did anyone wrong.
    i never asked to be done wrong this way.
    i only wish upon the world,
    happy lives and better days,
    and good times with a nice breeze,
    blowin' through the air.
    i never realized,
    how little they care.
    always going on and on,
    all about how bad things are...
    it's strange to me.
    [bridge]
    when i grew up i was beaten daily.
    broken bones that match,
    my battered ugly soul.
    but i never done anyone wrong.
    i chose on my own,
    to extend a helping hand.
    why dont they follow my example?
    all i want is,
    my own peace of heaven.
    and it's a shameful,
    realization.
    a cold hard fact.
    it's hard to believe my soul is in tact,
    after the constant,
    daily attacks!
    [chorus]
    i never did anyone wrong.
    i never asked to be done wrong this way.
    i only wish upon the world,
    happy lives and better days,
    and good times with a nice breeze,
    blowin' through the air.
    i never realized,
    how little they care.
    always going on and on,
    all about how bad things are...
    it's strange to me.
    [solo]
    emptiness in their eyes!
    the lost gaze of children,
    afraid to die.
    empty eyes with unfulfilled desires!
    running from the person,
    they swore they'd never be!
    the world doesnt have to be ugly.
    we can all rejoice.
    we can all be happy.
    my soul never had to grow bitter.
    but it's all my fault,
    i am not the man you wanted me to be!
    [chorus]
    i never did anyone wrong.
    i never asked to be done wrong this way.
    i only wish upon the world,
    happy lives and better days,
    and good times with a nice breeze,
    blowin' through the air.
    i never realized,
    how little they care.
    always going on and on,
    all about how bad things are...
    it's strange to me.
    the way we try,
    to change for the worse.
    we never seem to get any better.
    we only lose and die.
    we only lose and die...
    oooh.
    oooh.
    oooh, we only fade and die...
    [end]

  3. shyshy

    [10/7/2012]Somber

    By shyshy,

    somber
    ------
    i know i am precious,
    but i never stopped hurting.
    i only lived to please those who care.
    my selfless intentions,
    carrying my burdens,
    and never caring how much it hurt.
    now i am forever,
    a singer with no voice.
    i can no longer rely on my pride...
    [chorus]
    in their eyes,
    i see their disappointment in me.
    though they lie,
    i can tell they enjoy hurting me.
    [bridge]
    i never felt prejudice.
    i never stopped asking,
    "what is it i am dying for?"
    well let it be forgotten.
    let it be buried.
    i never wanna feel that way,
    again.
    now i am lonely.
    now i am fearful.
    but ultimately i am alive...
    [chorus]
    in their eyes,
    i see their disappointment in me.
    though they lie,
    i can tell they enjoy hurting me.
    it won't be forgotten,
    the generousity.
    it won't go unrewarded,
    my humanity.
    carry it all.
    carry it on.
    carry your burdens with shoulders out strong.
    be all you can for everyone else.
    carry it on.
    carry all...
    [bridge]
    i know im inadequate.
    i know i am hurting you,
    and i guess i feel i am ashamed.
    but now i can live on.
    now i can live for,
    a reason beyond self interest.
    i can be happy,
    but only for a short while.
    and then i must turn back to dark...
    [chorus]
    in their eyes,
    i see their disappointment in me.
    though they lie,
    i can tell they enjoy hurting me.
    it won't be forgotten,
    the generousity.
    it won't go unrewarded,
    my humanity.
    carry it all.
    carry it on.
    carry your burdens with shoulders out strong.
    be all you can for everyone else.
    carry it on.
    carry all...
    [solo]
    i see you all walking.
    happily laughing,
    and i am not there with you.
    i walk by myself,
    in the pouring rain,
    without a place to go.
    laugh at my sadness.
    you always do,
    i always laugh with you.
    i am a stain,
    on the full picture,
    a tapestry of my good will.
    now i am hopeless.
    am regretful,
    and i dont even know why...
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    in their eyes,
    i see their disappointment in me.
    though they lie,
    i can tell they enjoy hurting me.
    it won't be forgotten,
    the generousity.
    it won't go unrewarded,
    my humanity.
    carry it all.
    carry it on.
    carry your burdens with shoulders out strong.
    be all you can for everyone else.
    carry it on.
    carry all...
    [bridge]
    in their eyes,
    i see their disappointment in me.
    though they lie,
    i can tell they enjoy hurting me.
    it won't be forgotten,
    the generousity.
    it won't go unrewarded,
    my humanity.
    carry it all.
    carry it on.
    carry all...
    [bridge repeats and fades to end]

  4. shyshy
    inside you
    ------------
    changing,
    transforming,
    into something,
    you're not.
    smile wide.
    bite it hard.
    the needles tear,
    right through you.
    when i die,
    i'll ask you why,
    i died inside you,
    years ago.
    [chorus]
    but i guess all things must change.
    if we try, we can never succeed,
    to leave things this way.
    a true show of colours and they turn on you.
    look yourself in the mirror,
    ask me what you're supposed to do!
    when life is hard you'll understand.
    for now be happy while you can,
    and live with it.
    but when the tides are turning,
    and all things are changing,
    just remember who you are,
    and maybe you wont need protection.
    [bridge]
    angels cry,
    the news was,
    too grim,
    to bear.
    sorry i,
    did not try,
    to clarify,
    the answers.
    the mirror's calling,
    out to you.
    your opinion,
    is all that matters now.
    [bridge]
    [chorus]
    but i guess all things must change.
    if we try, we can never succeed,
    to leave things this way.
    a true show of colours and they turn on you.
    look yourself in the mirror,
    ask me what you're supposed to do!
    when life is hard you'll understand.
    for now be happy while you can,
    and live with it.
    but when the tides are turning,
    and all things are changing,
    just remember who you are,
    and maybe you wont need protection.
    [solo]
    and when the goin' gets tough,
    and you feel like you have had enough,
    earthly days.
    remember who you are.
    dont worry about who they think you are,
    anyway.
    life iss hard, i know you understand.
    but take it from me, better hard than bland.
    write your curses in the sand.
    and write you kindess in stone!
    a clever hand, and kind heart,
    will make it far in this world,
    as i planned.
    look in the mirror and see the truth.
    on the inside there is only me,
    and you.
    so when you as me what to do,
    i say go all in.
    there is nothing you can loose.
    [chorus]
    but i guess all things must change.
    if we try, we can never succeed,
    to leave things this way.
    a true show of colours and they turn on you.
    look yourself in the mirror,
    ask me what you're supposed to do!
    when life is hard you'll understand.
    for now be happy while you can,
    and live with it.
    but when the tides are turning,
    and all things are changing,
    just remember who you are,
    and maybe you wont need protection.
    [breakdown]
    protection,
    from me,
    in me,
    using me.
    judgement,
    through me.
    use me,
    to a disadvantage.
    smile hard,
    like a good child.
    call upon,
    your inner conscience.
    live happily,
    through me.
    i died in you,
    to save you from me.
    smile wide,
    from the inside.
    like when i,
    show my teeth.
    laugh aloud,
    and never know why.
    that is how,
    i am alive!
    [chorus]
    but i guess all things must change.
    if we try, we can never succeed,
    to leave things this way.
    a true show of colours and they turn on you.
    look yourself in the mirror,
    ask me what you're supposed to do!
    when life is hard you'll understand.
    for now be happy while you can,
    and live with it.
    but when the tides are turning,
    and all things are changing,
    just remember who you are,
    and maybe you wont need protection.
    [bridge]
    but i guess all things must change.
    if we try, we can never succeed,
    to leave things this way.
    a true show of colours and they turn on you.
    look yourself in the mirror,
    ask me what you're supposed to do!
    when life is hard you'll understand.
    for now be happy while you can,
    and live with it.
    but when the tides are turning,
    and all things are changing,
    just remember who you are,
    and maybe you wont need protection.
    [solo that fades to end]

  5. shyshy

    [10/2/2012]White Water

    By shyshy,

    white water
    -----------
    clouds in the sky have come our way.
    clouds in the sky are grey today.
    a wavering wall of white water,
    has come our way.
    ooh, and when the clouds are overhead,
    count the stars in the sky instead.
    ooh, when it's cold and wet,
    quickly, you can jump in my,
    arms...
    [chorus]
    oh the walls of water are rising.
    ooh, i know you cant swim.
    realize how i love you so.
    time must pass, you must go...
    [bridge]
    clouds in the sky have amassed outside.
    quickly, sheild those wonderful eyes.
    the wonderful walls of white water,
    have come our way.
    oh i know the water is cold as ice.
    i gamble with life and roll the dice.
    oh i know that when it's all over,
    you can feel the true warmth of my,
    heart...
    [chorus]
    oh the walls of water are rising.
    ooh, i know you cant swim.
    now i realize how i love you so.
    time must pass, must you go?
    [bridge]
    well time has passed and time has gone.
    time doesnt have to pass in my,
    arms...
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    oh the walls of water are rising.
    ooh, i know you cant swim.
    realize how i love you so.
    time must pass, you must go...
    oh the walls of water are rising.
    ooh, i know you cant swim.
    now i realize how i love you so.
    time must pass, must you go?
    [bridge fades to end]

  6. shyshy

    Division by zero!?

    By shyshy,

    why is it that when we "divide by 0" a singularity opens up? if i divide zero by zero i get 0. i dont get it. i mean sure i get the part about beyond comprehension, but what!? makes no sense. answers?! [colour=#ff0000]preferably from starswirl the bearded seeing as he is a genius[/colour]
  7. shyshy

    [9/25/2012]Prototype

    By shyshy,

    prototype
    ----------
    my instantanious brutality,
    has cost me more than friends.
    my constant bickering and badgering,
    has brought me to my end.
    how can i be someone im not?
    why should i change for you or anyone?
    why would i choose to stay the same?
    is it you, or am i to blame?!
    [chorus]
    someone, anyone, someone stop me.
    anyone at all will do fine.
    i cant live like this anymore.
    i dont wanna hurt anyone anymore.
    i wanna be dead.
    i wanna cease to exist.
    i wanna bury my mistakes.
    i dont wanna live anymore!
    no matter what you say.
    no matter how much is left undone,
    i cant get up and say,
    what a beautiful day!
    [bridge]
    my self loathing life style,
    has won an early grave.
    my intentions are hostile.
    the same as every day.
    how can i be someone im not?
    why should i change for you or anyone?
    why would i choose to stay the same?
    is it you, or am i to blame?!
    [chorus]
    someone, anyone, come and stop me.
    anyone at all will do just fine.
    i cant live like this anymore.
    help me form a smile on my face.
    i wanna be dead.
    i wanna cease to exist.
    i wanna bury my mistakes.
    i dont wanna live anymore!
    no matter what you say.
    no matter how much is left undone,
    i cant get up and say,
    what a beautiful day!
    [solo]
    i dont want this chance to change.
    i dont want my body.
    i dont want my soul.
    i dont have control.
    i lack basic human emotion.
    i fear im incomplete.
    prototype of the finished product.
    a twisted experiment.
    i am worth absolutely nothing.
    i have no sense of self indulgence.
    i lack self preservation.
    i seek to live to destroy myself.
    violently,
    i will bring myself to my knees.
    violence in me!
    that sting is what i need.
    oooh, dyin' is the only option.
    i have no life.
    oooh, i welcome death.
    i have no life.
    [fade to end]

  8. shyshy
    "seasons will change at the strike of 4 bells and blood will soon come after"
    i walked into geometry today to find this on a piece of note book paper written in blue ink. i've searched the internet all over the place and found not a single match. however, it seems familiar. it could be some kid writing poetry but i wouldnt count on it knowing my school and the students in it.
    anyone ever hear or see it? if so, link/source/etc?
    thanks you lot.
  9. shyshy
    the chairs were not cheap
    -------------------------
    there was a party the other night,
    im hangin' over from three days back.
    had my share of good times,
    had my share of laughs.
    had my share of hardwood floors,
    and boots to my back.
    the slate is clean.
    the grey is cold.
    the animosity,
    i lost control.
    animal that grew in me,
    has been pent up,
    far too long!
    [chorus]
    i can take it anymore!
    i need release.
    dont tell me, what to be.
    it's with my own two eyes, i see.
    yeah, yeah,
    me, me, me, me!
    wipe the slate clean!
    [bridge]
    another bit i remember from the party,
    i lost control and went beserk.
    flipped a table broke some chairs.
    broken glass shards everywhere,
    yet i dont feel sorry bout a thing.
    'round me, i guess thats what i bring.
    destruction and a wide eyed smile...
    the slate is clean.
    the grey is cold.
    the animosity,
    i lost control.
    animal that grew in me,
    has been pent up,
    far too long!
    i cant keep him in much longer!
    somebody open my eyes to see!
    somebody open my mouth to speak!
    oh dear god, set me free!
    [chorus]
    i can take it anymore!
    i need release.
    dont tell me, what to be.
    it's with my own two eyes, i see.
    yeah, yeah,
    me, me, me, me!
    wipe the slate clean!
    [breakdown]
    in my mind i see it.
    i see my sanctuary.
    and i open my eyes to the world...
    i wanna tear it apart!
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    i can take it anymore!
    i need release.
    dont tell me, what to be.
    it's with my own two eyes, i see.
    yeah, yeah,
    me, me, me, me!
    wipe the slate clean!
    [end]

  10. shyshy

    [9/22/2012]The Lonely Anthem

    By shyshy,

    the lonely anthem
    -----------------
    nobody knows me here.
    nobody cares im here.
    nobody noticed i left.
    nobody even cares.
    well, i gotta say,
    it's charming in it's own little way.
    and i say,
    things are gonna change today.
    even if noone cares...
    [chorus]
    noone notices when im gone.
    noone asks me where i been.
    noone in the world, seems to care,
    enough, to make me care,
    at all.
    oooh, i dont even care about it all.
    oooh, i dont even care at all.
    oooh, they dont care i care.
    oooh, i hope they dont care at all...
    [bridge]
    nobody knows me here.
    nobody cares im here all alone.
    nobody notices the scar i left.
    nobody even cares at all.
    well, i gotta say, today,
    it's charming in it's own little ways.
    and i say,
    things are gonna change today.
    even if noone cares...
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    noone notices when im gone.
    noone asks me where i been.
    noone in the world, seems to care,
    enough, to make me care,
    at all.
    oooh, i dont even care about it all.
    oooh, i dont even care at all.
    oooh, they care i care.
    oooh, i hope they dont shut me out...
    [breakdown]
    i am so sorry for the things i say.
    i wish i could apologize.
    i swear on my life, i am sorry.
    i swear i thought you didnt care at all.
    my question to you,
    was i wrong?
    [pause]
    oooh, i dont even care about it all.
    oooh, i dont even care at all.
    oooh, they care i care.
    oooh, i hope they dont shut me out.
    [end]

  11. shyshy
    eye burn, you burn
    ------------------
    opening my eyes for the first time.
    ooh, my eyes.
    ooooh, my eyes hurt.
    they, hurt.
    telling lies for the first time.
    ooh, the lies.
    ooooh, the lies hurt.
    yeah, they hurt.
    they hurt, they hurt...
    [chorus]
    today i open my eyes,
    to a brand new world.
    today my eyes,
    sink and burn.
    today i tried,
    to lie to myself.
    today i lied,
    to my eyes,
    about what i see.
    i see me,
    shakin' hands with the devil.
    and i,
    see me,
    makin' deals with the devil.
    bless my heart and sold my soul.
    i'd give it all,
    for control.
    dress my heart up to die.
    stick a needle,
    in my eye.
    [bridge]
    oh a brand new world...
    new, new world.
    but i dont know,
    what i need.
    [bridge]
    opening my mouth for the first time.
    yeah, my mouth.
    ooooh, my mouth flirts,
    with you.
    telling tall tales by the fire.
    hmm, the lies.
    hmmmmm, the lies and the truth.
    yeah, they hurt.
    oooh, they hurt...
    like a,
    thousand bleeding wounds.
    yeah yeah yeah.
    hmmm, they hurt...
    they hurt, they hurt...
    [chorus]
    today i open my eyes,
    to a brand new world.
    today my eyes,
    sink and burn.
    today i tried,
    to lie to myself.
    today i lied,
    to my eyes,
    about what i see.
    i see me,
    shakin' hands with the devil.
    and i,
    see me,
    makin' deals with the devil.
    bless my heart and sold my soul.
    i'd give it all,
    for control.
    dress my heart up to die.
    stick a needle,
    in my eye.
    [bridge]
    oh, oh, oh, my eye.
    oww my eyes...
    [solo]
    feel the sting,
    in my eyes.
    equivalent to lookin',
    blindy,
    at a thousand suns.
    ohhh yeaahh....
    look at me with your,
    god's eye.
    look through,
    oh, my soul.
    baby please,
    call me,
    lucifer.
    god knows i need to be,
    a sinner, and a saint.
    [chorus]
    today i open my eyes,
    to a brand new world.
    today my eyes,
    sink and burn.
    today i tried,
    to lie to myself.
    today i lied,
    to my eyes,
    about what i see.
    it starts with me.
    oh yeah!
    i see me,
    shakin' my hands with the devil.
    and i,
    see me,
    makin' deals with the devil.
    bless my heart and burn my soul.
    i'd give it all,
    for a tinge control!
    yeah!
    control!
    dress my heart up to die.
    stick a needle,
    in my eyes.
    yeah!
    my eyes burn!
    [solo]
    ooh yeah, and they,
    they burn.
    burnin', burn it, burn!
    hmm yeah!
    call me lucifer...
    [bridge]
    opening my eyes for the first time.
    ooh, my eyes.
    ooooh, my eyes hurt.
    they, hurt.
    telling lies for the first time.
    ooh, the lies.
    ooooh, the lies hurt.
    yeah, they hurt.
    they hurt, they hurt...
    oh a brand new world...
    new, new world.
    but i dont know,
    what i need.
    opening my mouth for the first time.
    yeah, my mouth.
    ooooh, my mouth flirts,
    with you.
    telling tall tales by the fire.
    hmm, the lies.
    hmmmmm, the lies and the truth.
    yeah, they hurt.
    oooh, they hurt...
    like a,
    thousand bleeding wounds.
    yeah yeah yeah.
    hmmm, they hurt...
    they hurt, they hurt!
    woah woah yeah!
    yeah, it burns!
    burn, burn, babe.
    burn it up!
    hmmmm, yeah burnin' hot on the spot for you!
    [fade with bridge]

  12. shyshy
    bringin' grunge back
    ---------------------
    words are my art,
    and art is my passion.
    poetry is a part of me,
    call me old fashioned.
    yesterday is another day,
    just like every other.
    golden road with silver rain.
    the sliver opens up my pain.
    the sliver opened up my vein.
    [chorus]
    words for the chorus,
    i am proud to say i wrote.
    every day,
    the same long road.
    words make my songs,
    come to life.
    every day,
    live under a knife.
    sliver sliver.
    silver silver.
    [bridge]
    words are my art,
    and art is my passion.
    poetry is a part of me,
    call me old fashioned.
    sliver dies, and silver rain.
    tick tock dies, with the rain.
    [bridge]
    words and words and words alone,
    make me feel like i belong.
    sliver sliver,
    silver silver.
    [chorus]
    words for the chorus,
    i am proud to say i wrote.
    every day,
    the same long road.
    words make my songs,
    come to life.
    every day,
    live under a knife.
    sliver sliver.
    silver silver.
    make me a star.
    break my heart.
    silver sliver.
    distilled blood.
    [solo]
    i never said my words made sense at all!
    hmmm, i guess that's right.
    i never promised they would make sense,
    at all!
    but i guess the meanin' at what it seems...
    [pause]
    words are my art,
    and art is my passion.
    poetry is a part of me,
    call me old fashioned.
    yesterday is another day,
    just like every other.
    golden road with silver rain.
    the sliver opens up my pain.
    the sliver opened up my vein today.
    [solo]
    silver sliver!
    distill my water!
    silver pillar,
    in disguise.
    my words,
    ryhme!
    [chorus]
    words for the chorus,
    i am proud to say i wrote.
    every day,
    the same long road.
    words make my songs,
    come to life.
    every day,
    live under a knife.
    sliver sliver.
    silver silver.
    make me a star.
    break my heart.
    silver sliver.
    distilled blood, and im bringin' grunge back...
    [fade to end]

  13. shyshy

    [9/14/2012]Rythmatic Lament

    By shyshy,

    rythmatic lament
    ----------------
    look forward to the future.
    lookin' for a place to lay my head.
    ooh, im so tired.
    look forward to see her.
    she gone away.
    "remember her" they say.
    [bridge]
    it's gonna change one day.
    all your days will be happiness.
    ooh, i dont want it.
    lookin' forward to meet her.
    she left a kid.
    "remember her" they said, they said.
    [chorus]
    what future have i got without her?
    i am all alone to grieve.
    what future can i hope to have?
    all i want is gone.
    teach me how to be happy,
    i cannot feel a thing.
    a box contains her body.
    the cosmos owns her soul.
    [bridge]
    the cosmos took her away from me.
    the cosmos took her away from me.
    look forward you to the future.
    lookin' for a final resting place.
    ooh, im incomplete.
    vacate the darkness in your mind.
    "remember her".
    i gotta fight.
    [bridge]
    it's gonna change one day.
    one day, one day, one day.
    ooh, i dont feel it.
    lookin' forward to see her.
    she left a child.
    "remember her" they said, they said.
    [solo]
    ooh, it'll change one day.
    ooh, one day.
    the cosmos took her away from me.
    ooh, the cosmos took her from me.
    [chorus]
    what future have i got without her?
    i am all alone to grieve.
    what future can i hope to have?
    all i want is gone.
    teach me how to be happy,
    i cannot feel a thing.
    a box contains her body.
    the cosmos owns her soul.
    ooh, the cosmos took her from me.
    ooh, the cosmos took my angel away.
    ooh, my darling forgive me.
    ooh, my darling sleeps away.
    ooh, the cosmos took her away.
    ooh, rythum sleeps today.
    ooh, rythum sleeps today.
    ooh, i wanna sleep today.
    [fade to end]

  14. shyshy

    Stomach Pains

    By shyshy,

    i have been having stomach pains since monday morning and this morning i puked and a good lot of it was blood. i didnt go to school today but went to a hospital instead and they did some scans and tests and they said that:
    "there is absolutely nothing wrong with you. we arent sure why you had vomited blood, but one thing is for sure, you are a very healthy boy. our records show since birth you have been taking mass amounts of medications, and it says a while back you were taken off of all medications to prevent liver damage. however, the mood stabilizer you were on is not suggested for children below 17 and in semi-rare cases can cause internal bleeding. but if it is not treated, the possibility is that you will die to blood loss. a major concern is that we can not find the source of the bleeding. so if it comes up again, come see us and we will take a better look inside to identify the problem."
    so as far as im concerned my stomach pains are getting worse every hour and i cant stand straight. anypony know of any good pain killers?
  15. shyshy

    [9/9/2012]Addendum 2

    By shyshy,

    Addendum 2
    ----------
    why do you ask them,
    all the same questions?
    never answered,
    but never forgotten.
    maybe i can,
    bring some light to,
    mysteries that,
    elude your mind.
    [chorus]
    i have studied,
    passing centuries.
    ageing is but a curse.
    [bridge]
    why do you ask me,
    what the answers will be?
    the future is sacred.
    time is left unclean.
    maybe i can,
    mezmorize them.
    maybe we can,
    answer questions.
    [chorus]
    i have studied,
    passing centuries.
    ageing is but a curse.
    [solo]
    maybe i can,
    steal life from them.
    if im careful,
    time will stand still.
    [chorus]
    i have studied,
    passing centuries.
    ageing is but a curse.
    [bridge]
    when will you ask us,
    the right kind of quesions?
    where did i come from?
    what are my motives?
    maybe i can,
    diguise lies with,
    cunning intelect.
    frame their for,
    the misery,
    and mysteries.
    i have studied,
    all my life and,
    find my life is a waste.
    [solo]
    maybe i can,
    bring some light to,
    the misery,
    and mysteries.
    [chorus]
    i have studied,
    passing centuries.
    ageing is but a curse.
    [bridge repeats and fades to end]

  16. shyshy
    the colours of confinement
    ---------------------------
    all sorts of information.
    in my imagination,
    life is animation,
    and the writers are telling a sad story.
    a vast and pure collection.
    in my own reflection,
    i can only see my destination.
    i am on my way to hell.
    there are all sorts of things,
    i can never explain.
    there are terrors out there,
    waiting for us.
    in my dreams,
    i believe,
    in miracles.
    [bridge]
    all sorts of information.
    my job is confirmation.
    life is animation,
    and the writers are laughin' at the results.
    a vast and dignified,
    collection that i find,
    is primitive in it's words.
    and lacking good works.
    there are all sorts of things,
    i can never explain.
    [chorus]
    life is images on canvas.
    gods know just how to end us.
    life is delirium.
    life in a sanitarium.
    there's no way out of here.
    my fate is clear.
    i will die here.
    [bridge]
    all sorts of indignation,
    makin' me question my luck.
    all sorts information,
    up for comtemplation,
    life is imagination,
    and we are pawns.
    to my destination,
    i am on my way but,
    is it my right to question where,
    i go?
    there are all sorts of things,
    i can never explain.
    there are terrors out there,
    waiting for us.
    in my dreams,
    i believe,
    in miracles.
    [chorus]
    life is images on canvas.
    gods know just how to end us.
    life is delirium.
    life in a sanitarium.
    there's no way out of here.
    my fate is clear.
    i will die here forgoten and alone.
    i will die here with no hope.
    i will die here with no home.
    [solo]
    image on canvas with no colour.
    toys in the attic,
    knowledge burnt asunder.
    do you honestly,
    believe,
    this is best for me?
    locked inside,
    with nowhere to hide,
    but i got 4 corners.
    lockin' me in,
    keep me closed off from the world,
    that i see,
    is animation,
    imagination,
    declaration of my insanity.
    know not limit,
    to my anarchy.
    know not power,
    i am never free.
    know not mercy,
    i am so unclean.
    [chorus]
    life is images on canvas.
    gods know just how to end us.
    life is delirium.
    life in a sanitarium.
    there's no way out of here.
    my fate is clear.
    i will die here forgoten and alone.
    i will die here with no hope.
    i will die here without a home.
    [instrumets fade out]
    image on a canvas with no colour.
    image on a canvas with no colour.
    image on a canvas with no colour.
    image on a canvas with no colour.
    [end]

  17. shyshy

    [9/6/2012]Addendum 1

    By shyshy,

    addendum 1
    ----------
    the shattered dreams of many,
    are met with dissappointed faces.
    cross the many lines to find,
    that i havent dreams at all.
    tragic truths and irony,
    have taken more than eyes from me.
    wave after wave of empty promises,
    and tired faces.
    searching far and wide,
    searching low and high,
    for a place to hide.
    hide their shame.
    [chorus]
    wither!
    quiver!
    cower!
    hide!
    i need her!
    i breath her,
    oxygen!
    liers,
    die,
    young!
    [bridge]
    the shattered dreams of many,
    are met with dissappointed faces.
    cross the many lines to find,
    that i havent hope at all.
    tragic truths and bloodshot eyes,
    have taken more than my time from me.
    wave after wave of empty promises,
    and beaten faces.
    searching far and wide,
    searching low and high,
    for a place to feel pride.
    pride to hide their shame.
    [chorus]
    wither!
    shiver!
    bow to me!
    hide!
    i need her!
    i breath her,
    oxygen!
    liers,
    find her,
    long dead!
    [bridge]
    the shattered dreams of many,
    are met with dissappointed faces.
    cross the many lines to find,
    that i havent lost at all.
    golden goose and fearful eyes,
    have taught me nothin' in life is free.
    wave after wave of empty promises,
    and weary faces.
    searching small and large,
    searching heaven and hell,
    for a place to feel right.
    i spoke many lies to find,
    that my time was wasted.
    [chorus]
    wither!
    shiver!
    bow to us!
    hide!
    i need her!
    i breath her,
    oxygen!
    liers,
    find her,
    along the beaten path!
    needless!
    to say!
    i am better this way!
    i can die!
    with pride!
    with a grin on my face!
    lies!
    hide!
    the tragic truth!
    [solo fades to end]

  18. shyshy

    [9/3/2012]Human Error

    By shyshy,

    human error
    -----------
    ageing as we sleep.
    wage war with our dreams.
    the sands of time sift endlessly.
    fight wars without enemies.
    we are only hurting ourselves.
    we're building our own prison cells.
    [chorus]
    we must fight to survive.
    we must live.
    we must die.
    we must cherish our disgrace.
    we must win every race.
    we must doubt.
    we must never let it out.
    we must keep it locked inside.
    we must turn and run and hide.
    we are running from ourselves.
    we are killing ourselves.
    we created our own hell.
    we created our own hell.
    [bridge]
    ageing endlessly.
    benevolence is dead.
    the sands of time sift for no man.
    fighting rages on and on.
    we are only hurting each other.
    we are only hurting ourselves.
    we damn ourselves to hell.
    we are building our own prison cells.
    this is not what we are worth.
    humanity can do so much more.
    we changed the earth for her worst.
    we turned the earth into our whore.
    harnessed endless energy.
    and smashed our own dreams.
    we are only hurting ourselves.
    we are only repairing our own hell.
    [chorus]
    we must fight to survive.
    we must live.
    we must die.
    we must cherish our disgrace.
    we must win every race.
    we must doubt.
    we must never let it out.
    we must keep it locked inside.
    we must turn and run and hide.
    we are running from ourselves.
    we are killing ourselves.
    we created our own hell.
    we perfected our own hell.
    [solo]
    we must survive.
    it's for the survival of the species.
    we must deny.
    it's for own selfish gain.
    we must prevail.
    or learn to live a different way.
    we must change.
    we can't go on this way.
    [chorus]
    we have fought to survive.
    we have lived.
    we have died.
    we have cherished our disgrace.
    we have won every race.
    we have doubted.
    we have never let it out.
    we have kept it locked inside.
    we have turned to run and hide.
    we have ran away from ourselves.
    we have killed ourselves.
    we created our own hell.
    we created our own hell.
    [bridge fades to end]

  19. shyshy
    natural selection
    -----------------
    my very impulse is callin me to my grave.
    my very instinct is tryin to kill me off.
    i wish i could take back all the days,
    that have come and gone.
    i whisper to myself in the dark,
    but i wont last long.
    nature has made up it's mind,
    natural selection.
    a slave to the hive mind,
    i regret to say i am.
    [chorus]
    but my very existance is for your amusement.
    my every words are charms.
    i cannot change my self destructive ways.
    but who would change me?
    they say only the strong servive.
    nature kills off the weekest link.
    naturally i am part of this.
    naturally i am ashamed.
    the moment lasts a few seconds and,
    soon you dissappear.
    naturally it means i am weak.
    i have been selected.
    [bridge]
    my every impulse is callin me to my grave.
    my every instinct is tryin to kill me off.
    i wish i could have taken back all the days,
    that have come and gone.
    i try to hide out of site, out of mind,
    i cant outrun natural selection.
    offer me a chance of survival,
    but i lose the fight every day.
    picture me, upon a picture frame,
    and a list of the dead.
    my very existance is for amusement,
    my boyish charm is a crutch.
    [chorus]
    but my very existance is for your amusement.
    my every words are charms.
    i cannot change my self destructive ways.
    but who would change me?
    they say only the strong servive.
    nature kills off the weekest link.
    naturally i am part of this.
    naturally i am ashamed.
    [bridge]
    the moment lasts a few seconds and,
    soon you dissappear.
    naturally it means i am weak.
    i have been selected for extinction.
    [solo]
    walk the earth with your head held high,
    cock your shoulders forth and make a stand.
    tear her apart, your mother earth.
    change the way we evolve from dust.
    [chorus]
    but my very existance is for amusement.
    every word i say alarms.
    i cannot change my self destruction today.
    but who can change my mind?
    they say only the strong servive.
    nature cuts off the weakest leg.
    naturally i am part of this.
    naturally i am ashamed.
    the moment passes, a few more moments.
    soon enough i dissappear.
    naturally it means i was weak.
    i have been selected.
    [solo fades to end]

  20. shyshy

    [8/31/2012]Our Last Candle

    By shyshy,

    our last candle
    ----------------
    why walk where you cant see?
    alone, alone.
    i crossed the empty seas.
    i know, alone.
    so many lives goes dark in seconds past.
    alone, alone.
    you cant see the path before you.
    no, i know.
    why try if you cant see?
    you roam, alone.
    i know inside you feel empty.
    i know, i know.
    [chorus]
    come to me love,
    i can see in the dark.
    come to me love,
    i carry the key.
    to the way out.
    i light our last candle tonight,
    to light our path in the dark.
    so we can see through emptiness at night.
    those nights we spent alone.
    wasting precious time,
    i give you my last candle tonight.
    now be the light.
    [bridge]
    im just beyond what you cant see.
    i found, im bound.
    i lost the way to the door.
    free, me.
    we live our lives in seconds flat.
    i know, it's dark.
    why try if the chance beyond belief?
    why trust me?
    [chorus]
    come to me love,
    i can see in the dark.
    come to me love,
    i carry the key.
    to the way out.
    i light our last candle tonight,
    to light our path in the dark.
    so we can see through emptiness at night.
    those nights we spent alone.
    wasting precious time,
    i give you my last candle tonight.
    now be the light.
    light the way!
    [solo]
    close your eyes and ears for me.
    open them at the count of three.
    you will see, it was only imaginary.
    the labyrinth is gone.
    life was worth living all along.
    [chorus]
    come to me love,
    i can see in the dark.
    close your eyes love,
    i carry the key.
    to the way home.
    i light your last candle tonight,
    to light your path in the dark.
    so i can see through emptiness at night.
    those nights i spent alone.
    wasting precious time,
    i give you my last candle tonight.
    now be the light so i can see,
    its not impossible in a dream.
    through your eyes i can see in the dark!
    in the dark.
    in the dark.
    in the darkest place.
    come to me love,
    i can see in the dark.
    come to me love,
    i carry the key.
    to the way out.
    i light our last candle tonight,
    to light our path in the dark.
    so we can see through emptiness at night.
    those nights we spent alone.
    wasting precious time,
    i give you my last candle tonight.
    Now be the light.
    [Fade to end]

  21. shyshy
    time everlasting
    ----------------
    today i saw my world die.
    plunged into hell forever more.
    time, there was no more left.
    not for me.
    not one more time.
    [chorus]
    time everlasting was so unforgiving.
    what am i to do?
    i thought i could live happily ever after,
    if i ran away from god.
    god showed me my shame.
    god i am to blame for,
    everything.
    everything.
    everything.
    [bridge]
    today i watched the world burn.
    i lit my torch and held it high.
    brought forth my abomination.
    terror of a thousand nations.
    [chorus]
    time everlasting was so unforgiving.
    what am i to do?
    i thought i could live happily ever after,
    if i ran away from god.
    god show me my shame.
    god i am to blame for,
    everything.
    my sinning.
    everything is entirely my fault.
    [solo]
    today i saw my world die.
    i lit my torch and held it high.
    time, there was no more left.
    terror of a thousand nations.
    today i watched the world burn.
    plunged into hell forever more.
    brought forth my abomination.
    not for me.
    not one more time.
    today i watched the world die.
    today i saw the world burn.
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    time everlasting was so unforgiving.
    what have i to prove?
    i thought i could live happily if i lied.
    never run away from god.
    god showed me my shame.
    god i am to blame for,
    everything.
    my accomplishments.
    everything is entirely my fault.
    [end]

  22. shyshy
    leeches will leech
    -------------------
    sleep under the stars tonight.
    i wont let you back inside.
    why should i?
    you'll never get this close again.
    never in my bed again.
    no not again my friend.
    [chorus]
    somethin' about the way you walk,
    and the way talk and lie,
    sends my senses sky high.
    somethin' about my heart,
    makes you wanna steal.
    it's so unreal.
    [bridge]
    sleep under my bed tonight.
    sleepin' while i crawl.
    does it bother you at all?
    you'll never have a chance again.
    never see my smile again.
    no not again my friend.
    [chorus]
    somethin' about the way you walk,
    and the way talk and lie,
    sends my senses sky high.
    somethin' about my heart,
    makes you wanna steal.
    it's so unreal to me.
    [solo]
    im not sleepin' under the stars.
    im takin back control,
    of my life.
    you'll wish you had more time,
    to make what you done right,
    but i guess im not that kind of guy.
    submission is my only ambition.
    afterall i got my right,
    to live for my desire as do you.
    just like you.
    [chorus]
    somethin' about the way you walk,
    and the way talk and lie,
    sends my senses sky high.
    somethin' about my heart,
    makes you wanna steal.
    it's so unreal to me.
    nothin' in the life's free.
    it's so unreal to me.
    submissive is all i can be.
    but when your world is fallin' apart,
    and you got nowhere else to go.
    you cant come to me no more.
    [bridge and end]

  23. shyshy
    wasteland i was born for
    ------------------------
    i was born,
    in a silver can.
    i was told,
    everything is bad.
    i was warned,
    the wasteland will change your soul.
    i was old,
    in my eager eyes.
    i was born,
    to sing under cloudy skies.
    not everything is bad.
    make life what you can.
    what's life for a man?
    [chorus]
    i will never know,
    i am just a child.
    i will never know,
    i am here with a gun in my hands.
    i will never know,
    i make my final stand alone.
    and i was born,
    to stand by the ones i make friends.
    i was born,
    to kill what i can't.
    can't kill my enemies.
    i'll sing on my knees,
    until the clouds die away...
    [bridge]
    i was born,
    in a silver can.
    i was told,
    everything is bad.
    oh, i was warned,
    the wasteland will eat your soul.
    i was born,
    a gun to my head.
    i was taught,
    live while you can.
    not everything is bad.
    make life what you can.
    what's life for a man?
    [chorus]
    i will never know,
    i am just a child.
    i will never know,
    i am here with a gun in my hands.
    i will never know,
    i make my final stand alone.
    and i was born,
    to stand by the ones i make friends.
    i was born,
    to kill what i can't.
    can't kill my enemies.
    i'll sing on my knees,
    until the clouds die away...
    [solo]
    the clouds are grey.
    now i know what it means,
    to be a man.
    i seen too many things.
    [end]

  24. shyshy

    [8/23/2012]Care Free Me

    By shyshy,

    care free me
    ------------
    i have no worries at all.
    i am as care free as god.
    i learned my abc's alone.
    i can count to three on my toes.
    where are we, what am i?
    whats to be, our disguise?
    hello me! in the mirror.
    hello me! becomin' clearer...
    [chorus]
    settle my confusion,
    over and over.
    excuse my intrusion,
    over and over.
    i am the enemy of your dreams.
    i am the enemy, come get me.
    i am the god you love to see.
    i am completely care free.
    [bridge]
    i have no worries at all.
    singin' sad songs at home.
    singin' sad songs alone.
    fillin' you with cheer and hope.
    hello me! in the mirror.
    hello me! singin' clearer.
    hello trees, in my mirror.
    hello grief! feelin' weirder.
    [chorus]
    settle my confusion,
    over and over.
    excuse my intrusion,
    over and over.
    i am the enemy of your dreams.
    i am the enemy, come get me.
    i am the guy you hate to see.
    i am completely care free.
    [solo]
    hello me! mirror, mirror.
    hello me! steerin' nearer.
    hello me! steelin' mirrors.
    hello me! carefree livin'.
    hello me! starin' at mirrors.
    hello me! feelin' weirder.
    hello me! lookin at you.
    hello me! decide what to do.
    hello me! gonna follow you.
    hello me! forgot what to do.
    hello me! dissapointed.
    hello me! out the door there.
    hello me! gonna jump.
    hello me! gonna die.
    hello me! what to do?
    hello me! who asked you?!
    hello me! sarcastic and weird.
    hello me! spastic and queer.
    hello me.
    care free.
    hey me.
    count to three.
    care, free...
    [fade]

  25. shyshy
    the sun don't shine
    -------------------
    you lied to me about everything.
    how could i forgive you for that?
    you tried to do just about everything,
    without my help. where are you now?
    you cross the line into my soul.
    took a bite, and went home.
    you lavish on my misery.
    i am impressed. i'll give ya that.
    but when your wicked ways bring you down.
    i wont be there to benefit the doubt.
    you took all i ever wanted from me.
    stole my heart. ripped it apart.
    [chorus]
    but for all my pain,
    i find it's better this way.
    beneath your feet,
    i'll dwell for all eternity.
    i cant be free.
    i'll just get in trouble if i am.
    [bridge]
    i stopped and staired mesmerized.
    you left me here hypnotized.
    and when i had broken through my trance.
    you left me alone. no final dance.
    but i cant dance well anyway.
    just goes to show you got your way.
    i suppose im used to bein' hurt.
    especially by those i love.
    they are always there for me.
    to put in stick in my eyes when the sun dont shine.
    it really never helps me.
    to think of why. but i miss the sun shine.
    [chorus]
    but for all my pain,
    i find it's better this way.
    beneath your feet,
    i'll dwell for all eternity.
    i cant be free.
    i'll just get in trouble if i am.
    i'll ruin the entire master plan.
    i'll sell my for love, and change who i am...
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    but for all my pain,
    i find it's better this way.
    beneath your feet,
    i'll dwell for all eternity.
    i cant be free.
    i'll just get in trouble if i am.
    [chorus repeats 3 times than fades]

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