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After my less than happy introduction, I'm a little nervous about posting in here... but here goes nothing! I'm Hawk, and I host a podcast called "Friendship is MADNESS!" It's currently found on Podomatic, and I'll give you the link below. The basic premise of the podcast is sheer and utter insanity, along with some brief lapses into straight thinking. We don't really have topics or subjects that we focus on during our main show, but we do read fanfiction every now and then, and we also do commentary over the actual episodes of the show! I'll be providing everypony with a link to EVERY episode in .avi format in the near future, so you can watch it with us for the commentary episodes. We'll be making another episode later tonight, so please check us out! Our site can be found here. Anyway, please come and check us out. I can't say whether you'll love us or hate us, but we ARE one of a kind. xD

http://friendshipismagicrpg.proboards.com My name on this site is Hawk Johenson. Again, I apologize... and please let me explain my situation. My admin on that site used to have another mod, who went by the online alias "Mocha Delight." According to quite a few of the older members, and the admin herself, Mocha attempted to take over our site back in March. She failed, and left the site to make this one. When I learned of this event, I was seriously ticked off, and I unfairly attempted to take it out on all of you. Later, another member came to find me and explained that Mocha cracked and left the site to fall apart. After that, it was reborn under your current admins. Upon learning this, I instantly realized my full mistake, and I apologize in full for my actions. My anger and disdain for this site was focused solely on Mocha, who is viewed as a traitor among most of our older members. I honestly have nothing against all of you, and upon being invited back to the site after my last post, as well as being tracked down and spoken with by a member here called RuqyoHighsong. He (she?) told me about what had happened to Mocha, and now... well, here I am. I really have nothing against all of you. I won't role-play here, as I'm currently running a forum-wide event on FiMRPG (and dealing with a new job), but I'd like to at least promote my pony podcast here. Maybe, once my life has settled down a bit, I can try and play here with you guys.

So you did, Tales... My apologies to you. I didn't read your post well enough. However, I still have no interest in truly joining. And I have acted outside of my site, on my own accord. I doubt my admin would approve of me even making this account on here, and a fellow mod has already spoken out against me. This was not done as an act of trolling, however. I sincerely wanted some of you to impress me, and it seems... odd that the ordinary member did a much better job than the mods. Again, I apologize to you, Tales. I will not provide a link to my site, as I am not acting under their rules or knowledge. And I did go through some of your RP forums... and I will admit that the size is very impressive, but this site is simply too large for my tastes. I will give you a compliment, though: You do have a nice set up, and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a little envious of it. But even so, I prefer to know the people I'm playing with, and this seems like far too big a site for me to do that. In all honesty, I acted and posted rashly. You have my sincere apologies, and you are welcome to delete my account if you wish. As I said before, albeit in a much more cruel fashion, I do not wish to join. Thank you for trying, though.

Unfortunately, I have no interest in musical poniness. As for Art... I have plenty on my home site. And again, I'm from a rapidly growing RP site as well. As awesome as you make it sound, you've both proven one thing to me: You think that this site is the best. Neither of you has even ASKED what my home site is, and this tells me that you simply don't care about it. Ergo, you only want to keep me on THIS one. Thank you both for being part of this test. I have learned what I came here to learn, and I will be returning to my original site... where I am currently a moderator. - Hawk Johenson, host of Friendship is MADNESS.

...thank you, Tales. But I already knew how to apply for a character, the rules, and all that. And this site doesn't have anything I can see that my current site doesn't have. In fact... they're almost identical... So is there something you have that my current site doesn't have? What makes this place so special? And my reply to your next comment WILL be my third post, which will give me the ability to post my first character in your applications, should I decide to stay.

Seriously. I'm a member of another MLP Role-Playing site, and I'd like to know if I should actually keep this account on here. Should I even bother with this site, or go back to my own, smaller site? Yes, it's smaller. But with that, it seems quite a bit more personable than the automated mechanism this site seems to be. So, admins, mods, and members. Impress me. Give me some good reasons to stay here with you.