[Poem] Break

[Nasty]

If you've ever thought for one second

That I was okay

Then you're wrong.

Between Hell and Heaven

Between ice and flame

Between peace and hatred

Is there really a difference?

You live in a place where everyone loves you

You live in a place where everyone hates you.

You hate to be there

But you love it all the more.

How can you love the ones

That hate your appearance?

How can you hate the ones

That love your soul?

How can you withstand insanity

When it's all you've got?

When insanity grips you tightly

Do you really fight it?

When you resent the ones who love you

Do you really fight it?

When you wish to be awarded for your kindness

And all you receive is refusal

Do you really fight it?

I hate my life

But it's better than yours.

My life is horrible

But your life is worse.

I want to have everything I need

But you have nothing.

Why do you bottle everything inside

Thinking that someone cares?

All of your hatred inside of that bottle

You want to uncork it

Don't you?

But you won't, I know

It's okay, I know

You're a coward, I know.

Then why do you lie

Saying you'll make the change

When all you do is plug your bottle full

With thoughts, memories, hatred

That no one cares about?

Why don't you simply tell them

That you've had enough?

Why do you care

When you say you hate?

They don't want you to be the way you are

But you love the way you are

So you fight to be who you are

But you always lose.

You know you're a weakling

And you don't change it

Because you like yourself.

Right?

But, aren't you just lazy?

But, aren't you just rebelling?

But, aren't you just being pathetic?

Well, no.

You know that if you changed that

You wouldn't be you.

You're a conniving liar

Who tricks and deceives

Who laughs with delight when you fool someone.

If you changed

You'd be a monster.

But, aren't you already a monster?

But, aren't you already different?

But, aren't you already pathetic?

Well, no.

You're just a person who has no self control

Who's insane

Who is too much of a coward to change it.

Right?