I've found myself on a different RP site, and have been devoting a lot of my time there. That's kinda why my activity level here has dropped significantly. Perhaps I just needed a break from Canterlot for a while, due to a disagreement with some members here, I lost the desire to RP here for a while, but I'm (more or less) back. And for Celestia's sake, somepony talk to me every once in a while! I love talkin to you guys
I'm almost to the point where I'm just done with it all. Between irl stuff and then going online to various brony sites looking for a good time, only to find out a friend and fellow brony is in the metaphorical fetal position because of something absolutely sickening was posted for some sick inconsiderate degenerate's amusement. Is this really how we treat our fellow human beings? Just because you lead an alternitive lifestyle you need to be maliciously condemmed and picked on? Seriously? People
I'm sitting here listening to music, trying to fall asleep. And it just dawned on me that I'm completely alone, then I start tearing up. I'm not sure why, but right now, that's all I can focus on. I don't wanna bother anyone with my problems, but I've been feeling that a lot lately. Ponies normally cheer me up, but I feel it's just pushing down the feeling. It scares me, because it's starting to burst out as rage. At first it was just when I was angry, but now it happens a lot. I just get angry
Finally figured out how to make one of these blog things. successkid.jpeg Anyways, today was kinda meh. I'm at school at the moment but it's the last class of the day so, yeah. Exited for haloween; I'm either going to a friend's house or having a clan gameplay session on Team Fortress 2. Also, I'm waiting to be put on the RP list so I can start posting on the ManeRP boards.