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  1. shyshy
    "seasons will change at the strike of 4 bells and blood will soon come after"
    i walked into geometry today to find this on a piece of note book paper written in blue ink. i've searched the internet all over the place and found not a single match. however, it seems familiar. it could be some kid writing poetry but i wouldnt count on it knowing my school and the students in it.
    anyone ever hear or see it? if so, link/source/etc?
    thanks you lot.
  2. shyshy

    Division by zero!?

    By shyshy,

    why is it that when we "divide by 0" a singularity opens up? if i divide zero by zero i get 0. i dont get it. i mean sure i get the part about beyond comprehension, but what!? makes no sense. answers?! [colour=#ff0000]preferably from starswirl the bearded seeing as he is a genius[/colour]
  3. shyshy

    [12/15/2012]Acceptance

    By shyshy,

    acceptance
    -----------
    remember those words.
    "see the light".
    rejecting the curse.
    remember the acts,
    kindness and charity.
    remember all the rejection.
    rejection.
    [bridge]
    deep inside me,
    noone can find peace,
    and i feel like i am gonna explode.
    never reject me.
    i can get scary.
    and i feel like i am gonna explode.
    [chorus]
    you aren't alone.
    you are always welcome,
    in my home.
    for the first time,
    in a long time,
    i can safely say,
    "see the light".
    [bridge]
    remember those words.
    "fend off the darkness".
    rejecting the curse.
    consuming all the light.
    remember the acts,
    sin and relapse.
    remember all the confusion.
    rejection.
    rejection...
    [bridge]
    deep inside me,
    noone can find peace,
    and i feel like i am gonna explode.
    never reject me.
    i can get scary.
    and i feel like i really wanna let go.
    life is no loke,
    now you're one your own,
    and i cannot predict how you feel anymore.
    [chorus]
    you aren't alone.
    you are always welcome,
    in my home.
    for the first time,
    in a long time,
    i can safely say,
    "see the light".
    [solo]
    come home!
    see the light.
    all alone!
    you have nowhere to hide.
    stay inside,
    where you,
    are accepted!
    [chorus]
    you aren't alone.
    you are always welcome,
    in my home.
    for the first time,
    in a long time,
    i can safely say,
    "see the light".
    [fade to end]

  4. shyshy

    Stomach Pains

    By shyshy,

    i have been having stomach pains since monday morning and this morning i puked and a good lot of it was blood. i didnt go to school today but went to a hospital instead and they did some scans and tests and they said that:
    "there is absolutely nothing wrong with you. we arent sure why you had vomited blood, but one thing is for sure, you are a very healthy boy. our records show since birth you have been taking mass amounts of medications, and it says a while back you were taken off of all medications to prevent liver damage. however, the mood stabilizer you were on is not suggested for children below 17 and in semi-rare cases can cause internal bleeding. but if it is not treated, the possibility is that you will die to blood loss. a major concern is that we can not find the source of the bleeding. so if it comes up again, come see us and we will take a better look inside to identify the problem."
    so as far as im concerned my stomach pains are getting worse every hour and i cant stand straight. anypony know of any good pain killers?
  5. shyshy
    snow falling on june
    --------------------
    look out there, go and see.
    a little gift from you to me.
    a cold dead, withering.
    all alone out in the rain.
    alone out there in the rain...
    the seasons changed a while back.
    the sun came and the ice cracked.
    melting and forming sees.
    i loved only in my dreams.
    she loved me only in my dreams...
    [chorus]
    yeah, the snow fell.
    snow falling on june.
    december, november,
    it all happenned late in june.
    na na na na na la la la.
    all happenned late but still too soon.
    na na na na na la la la.
    snow falling on june.
    [bridge]
    i wish i could just go back.
    go and take it all away.
    take every little mistake,
    blow it out of proportion.
    yeah, out of proportion...
    the seasons stayed for today.
    stuck eternally out of tune.
    sleep the dull nights away.
    wake up hours later in a daze.
    she loved me on those empty days...
    [chorus]
    yeah, the snow fell.
    snow falling on june.
    december, november,
    it all happenned late in june.
    na na na na na la la la.
    all happenned late but still too soon.
    na na na na na la la la.
    snow falling on june.
    [bridge]
    every day is just a dream.
    the dreams that sour and fade.
    late last night i felt the hate.
    it boiled and burned my soul.
    yeah, burned my soul to my hate.
    but no good things to last.
    smash my face into the glass.
    december's lookin' lots like june.
    no storms for her love me through.
    i told that i loved her too...
    [solo. it's slow and kinda quiet with lots of orchestral and piano]
    i meant it when i said it too.
    she loved then, but now it's june.
    i hated her when it was done.
    melt my brain under the sun.
    yeah a taste of all i've become...
    [chorus]
    yeah, the snow fell.
    snow falling on june.
    december, november,
    it all happenned late in june.
    na na na na na la la la.
    all happenned late but still too soon.
    na na na na na la la la.
    snow falling on june.
    [bridge]
    we had our last kiss under that tree.
    a tree that died long ago.
    it still means everything.
    but alas im just too damn cold.
    to cold to see im not that strong...
    not strong enough to make it go.
    just slam my head until it's gone.
    i wrestle with all my regret.
    i guess im just one big mess.
    a mess i made on my own...
    a standard i have today.
    it's picked me apart this way.
    she said she would cure my disease.
    afterall it was only me.
    afterall she was the disease...
    i look into the window still.
    roses in a glass sit on the windowsill.
    if only i clense these regrets.
    but i guess it's all that i got left.
    it's the only thing that she left...
    [chorus]
    yeah, the snow fell.
    snow falling on june.
    december, november,
    it all happenned late in june.
    na na na na na la la la.
    all happenned late but still too soon.
    na na na na na la la la.
    snow falling on june.
    september, whenever,
    it's all because of the snow in june.
    i left her, together,
    we can clense these regrets in june.
    yeah, conscious together.
    just me and you in june.
    na na na na na la la la.
    fallin' down face first in june.
    na na na na na la la la.
    she came back and i still let her go.
    na na na na na la la la.
    she stole it all on the way home.
    still i shoulda let her go.
    but i never shoulda let her go.
    i loved her but i let her go.
    so i spend the seasons all alone.
    i sit and watch the falling snow...
    yeah, just sit and watch the falling snow.
    never shoulda let her go.
    now i sit and i am all alone.
    gonna wither here all alone.
    get my medicine on my own.
    the disease came back, i told it no.
    the cure i had was me all along.
    but still i love her and i want her so...
    but no good things last so i let her go...
    i tortured myself into this state...
    clean of the blood stainin' the slate...
    but ill never forget this day...
    the day the snow fell,
    yeah the snow fell in june.
    what was i supposed to do?
    i sat and the snow fallin' in june.
    yeah yeah, the snow fell too soon.
    cuz i never knew, snow could fall in june...
    [bridge]
    yeah, snow never falls too soon...
    yeah, snow never falls in june...
    yeah, we wait and sing a sad song tune...
    but i cured what was killin me...
    when i left her,
    when i left her for the snow out there...
    but i dont care,
    no she left me unprepared...
    now it's over,
    let the seasons change for you...
    my love,
    it'll all be over soon...
    you'll find the right one,
    the right one to love you...
    in the next life,
    the life you live in june...
    [fade with:
    na na na na na na la la la,
    it'll all be over when it's june.
    na na na na na na la la al,
    yeah there's snow falling on june.]

  6. shyshy

    [1/8/2013]Growing Up

    By shyshy,

    Growing Up
    -----------
    walking down the same old path.
    reminescing about the past.
    i remember when we were kids.
    when we got mad we blew our lids.
    but now im old and out of time.
    my spirit lives while my body dies.
    changes quickly pass on by,
    while i wait here ready to die.
    nothing will ever be the same.
    why did everything have to change?
    why did so many happy memories,
    have to shrivel up and die?
    [chorus]
    time stands for no one.
    i cant believe,
    how old i've grown.
    woe is me.
    it's time to shine.
    live life free.
    you'll never be,
    if you don't belive.
    [bridge]
    frozen still with a crooked back.
    im waiting for the final act.
    waiting here for dear old death,
    to call me home and take me back.
    live it seems can be lived so fast.
    i only wish i had stayed on track.
    wish i had achieved some childhood dreams,
    or atleast a lasting memory.
    but now im and old and out of time.
    my soul will rise while brain is fried.
    when did growing up become,
    so dull and such a chore?
    [chorus]
    time stands for no one.
    i cant believe,
    how old i've grown.
    woe is me.
    it's time to shine.
    live life free.
    you'll never be,
    if you don't belive.
    [solo]
    why did so many dreams,
    have to be left,
    as empty?
    when did growing up become,
    realization?
    i'm about to die.
    [bridge]
    time will never stand!
    [chorus]
    time stands for no one.
    i cant believe,
    how old i've grown.
    woe is me.
    it's time to shine.
    live life free.
    you'll never be,
    if you don't belive.
    time takes from everyone.
    dont you see,
    how much we've grown?
    woe is me.
    my time to shine,
    has passed by me.
    i'll never be,
    free to believe.
    [end]

  7. shyshy
    strange feelings
    ----------------
    sleeping.
    sleeping in,
    the dark.
    walking.
    walking on,
    the road.
    going.
    going nowhere,
    at all.
    [bridge]
    sing.
    sing our,
    favorite song.
    saved.
    saved by,
    the sound.
    follow.
    follow the,
    lights.
    [chorus]
    brain waves.
    brain waves go,
    dead.
    ideas.
    ideas i have,
    go nowhere.
    [bridge]
    change.
    changing into,
    dust.
    angry.
    i feel alot,
    of nothing.
    i feel,
    i feel,
    i feel nothing.
    [chorus]
    brain waves.
    brain waves go,
    dead.
    ideas.
    ideas i have,
    go nowhere.
    dreaming.
    dreams are,
    all dead.
    feelings.
    feelings are,
    dead.
    going nowhere.
    [end with solo]

  8. shyshy

    [12/12/2012]Bored

    By shyshy,

    bored
    ------
    while i see it through,
    see through and through,
    i will see through you.
    if you turn your back,
    i'll turn my back.
    never look back.
    thats how it goes.
    thats how i roll.
    thats how it goes,
    so here we go!
    [chorus]
    verse after verse,
    my lyrics get worse.
    my ideas are stale.
    my mind's drawn a blank.
    monotony,
    has caught up with me.
    i cant seem to create,
    anymore.
    [bridge]
    while i write a song,
    i wanna sing along.
    but noone else sings my songs.
    always thinking.
    always something,
    always something to do.
    [bridge]
    if i write a song,
    will ya sing along?
    i wanna see ya sing along.
    i cannot possibly,
    beat the monotony.
    i cannot even think!
    [chorus]
    verse after verse,
    my lyrics get worse.
    my ideas are stale.
    my mind's drawn a blank.
    monotony,
    has caught up with me.
    i cant seem to create,
    anymore!
    oh, apathy,
    has captured me.
    i cannot think freely!
    [solo]
    verse after verse,
    my lyrics get worse.
    my ideas are stale.
    my mind's drawn a blank.
    monotony,
    has caught up with me.
    i cant seem to create,
    anymore.
    anymore!
    anymore,
    while im bored!
    [end]

  9. shyshy

    [11/19/2012]Smiles

    By shyshy,

    smiles
    -------
    smile wide.
    on the inside,
    i know,
    you're laughing.
    dont try to hide,
    your smile.
    i know,
    you find it...
    funny.
    [chorus]
    whats so god**** funny about it?
    there's no steppin' around this.
    you dug your own grave.
    now kindly step inside...
    [bridge]
    laugh loud,
    and heartily.
    i know your,
    sick humor.
    you cant,
    hide it.
    i saw your,
    crooked smile.
    magical,
    in a trance.
    happily,
    do a dance.
    smile wide,
    with a heart of coal.
    dance around,
    center of the show.
    i know,
    you find it...
    funny.
    [chorus]
    whats so god**** funny about it?
    there's no steppin' around this.
    you dug your own grave.
    now kindly step inside...
    and what would it take,
    to getcha to tell the truth?
    i know you're one sad sack inside.
    and what could i do,
    ta getcha to look me,
    in the eye?
    you cant deny you're a twisted,
    litte cur...
    [solo]
    you're lies will only go so far,
    before i tear down the wall.
    you're eyes can only see so far,
    before i tear out your eyes.
    you're words can only hurt someone,
    who has something to lose.
    you picked the worng man to fight.
    you know,
    you lose.
    so whipe that smile off your face!
    the adults are talking.
    what to do with the sniveling child?
    what manner of punishment,
    will do?
    [solo]
    you're lies can only get you so far!
    you're eyes can only see so much before they bleed!
    you can only dance in flame for so long,
    before you get burned...
    [pause]
    laugh at me,
    ill laugh at you.
    pick on me,
    ill tear ya in two.
    torture me,
    you'll never see again.
    in my dreams,
    ill rover again...
    [chorus]
    whats so god**** funny about it?
    there's no steppin' around this.
    you dug your own grave.
    now kindly step inside,
    and die.
    kindly step inside.
    give me somethin' to,
    smile about.
    kindly roll over and die.
    then i can laugh,
    with you...
    [fade with bridge]

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    [10/13/2012]Submarines

    By shyshy,

    submarines
    ----------
    a thousand leagues below.
    i remember the surface.
    i remember what the sky is like.
    obviously i,
    am trapped down here.
    in my submarine.
    trapped down here.
    but if i,
    learned anything,
    it's that ya miss things more,
    down here,
    ya miss things more.
    [chorus]
    way down here,
    in my submarine.
    i see the wonders,
    of the deep blue sea.
    but i will never forget,
    the deep blue sky.
    i dont even remember,
    why i'm down here.
    why am i down here?
    why did i leave the sky,
    behind?
    [bridge]
    a thousand leagues below.
    i remember the sky.
    i remember what the breeze feels like.
    obviously i,
    am trapped down here.
    in my submarine.
    more like, my cage.
    trapped down here.
    trapped down here in my cage.
    but if i,
    learned anything,
    it's that ya miss things more,
    down here,
    ya want things more,
    down here.
    ya miss the sky,
    in a few days.
    ya get tired of the deep,
    blue sea...
    [chorus]
    way down here,
    in my submarine.
    i see the wonders,
    of the deep blue sea.
    but i will never forget,
    the deep blue sky.
    i dont even remember,
    why i'm down here.
    why am i down here?
    why did i leave the sky,
    behind?
    [solo]
    oh, i am drowning,
    in my desire,
    to see the sky again.
    oh, this submarine,
    this cage,
    will not surface again.
    surface again...
    [bridge repeats and fades to end]

  11. shyshy

    [11/12/2012]Idle Time

    By shyshy,

    Idle time
    ----------
    this moment is all mine,
    to waste with idle time,
    and idle mind.
    this opportunity is wasted,
    to idle circumstances,
    that take my time.
    [chorus]
    like water running through my hands,
    time just slips away.
    like winter in my lungs,
    the air is cold and thin.
    time of mine.
    time of mine.
    it's all my time to waste.
    [bridge]
    this chance was my last,
    and now its time for,
    a blast from the past.
    time has come,
    and time has gone.
    time remains idle.
    the jealousies,
    and cravings,
    for something more have,
    taken my time.
    from beneath me,
    and left me with idle hands...
    [chorus]
    like water running through my hands,
    time just slips away.
    like winter in my lungs,
    the air is cold and thin.
    time of mine.
    time of mine.
    it's all my time to waste.
    [bridge]
    with my time...
    on my own time,
    i will choose on my own.
    at the right time,
    we will be alriht.
    in idle times.
    this moment,
    this singular moment,
    is mine.
    the moment,
    our moment,
    is ours to waste.
    [chorus]
    like water running through my hands,
    time just slips away.
    like winter in my lungs,
    the air is cold and thin.
    like the air in my lungs,
    time has come and gone.
    like time everlasting,
    i will see passed this moment.
    time of mine.
    time of mine.
    it's all my time to waste.
    this moment.
    my moment.
    my moment has come...
    [solo]
    like water running through my hands,
    time just slips away.
    like winter in my lungs,
    the air is cold and thin.
    time of mine.
    time of mine.
    it's all my time to waste.
    this moment.
    our moment,
    In idle time...
    [fade to end]

  12. shyshy

    [11/10/12]Peachy

    By shyshy,

    Peachy
    ------
    with my feelings in my heart,
    how can i fail?
    when my feelings are hurt,
    what is there to feel?
    how can i look you in the eye anymore?
    how can i think about how you,
    walked out the door on me?
    why wont you smile for me?
    would ya die for me?
    no.
    no you wont...
    [chorus]
    if i ever feel again,
    i hope its peachy.
    if i ever want again,
    i hope its not you.
    i fell for just about,
    everything in the book.
    i dont know where,
    else to look,
    for love.
    [bridge]
    lost all feelings in the dirt.
    can my heart even work?
    when i look at you my heart,
    goes stale...
    what the point in anything?
    what good will it even do?
    what did i ever see in you?
    what did i even do,
    to you,
    ta make ya leave?
    trust me,
    i wont be here for you.
    [chorus]
    if i ever feel again,
    i hope its peachy.
    if i ever want again,
    i hope its not you.
    i fell for just about,
    everything in the book.
    i dont know where,
    else to look,
    for love.
    [solo]
    i hope i never do,
    anything more for you.
    i will never do,
    anything more for you.
    you could never do,
    anything to change my mind.
    why'd ya have to go,
    when i was feelin' so low?
    where'd ya have ta go?
    what did i do,
    to you,
    ta make ya leave?
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    if i ever feel again,
    i hope its peachy.
    if i ever want again,
    i hope its not you.
    i fell for just about,
    everything in the book.
    i dont know where,
    else to look,
    for love.
    [end]

  13. shyshy

    [11/2/2012] Over-think it

    By shyshy,

    over-think it
    -------------
    now i need some fresh air.
    i need a tune to blair.
    you cannot comprehend,
    the madness in my head.
    the scarring mental note,
    in doctor's script i wrote,
    carries me over the line...
    we do or die.
    never think twice.
    promise to play nice,
    ooh, lies...
    [chorus]
    the music in my soul carries me,
    over the line.
    the madness in my head carries me,
    over the line.
    [bridge]
    now i need some fresh air.
    i need a warning flare.
    you cannot comprehend,
    the daze in my head.
    the doctor's final note,
    in chicken scratch he wrote,
    carries him over the line...
    we do or die.
    we never think twice.
    promises in better light.
    ooh, the light.
    ooh, the light...
    [chorus]
    the music in my soul carries me,
    over the line.
    the madness in my head carries me,
    over the line.
    the tragic giver's lie carries me,
    over the line.
    the magic in his eyes carries me,
    over the line...
    [solo]
    ooh, lies.
    ooh, brighter light...
    we do or die.
    never think twice.
    act upon animal feelings.
    ooh, over-think...
    [chorus]
    the music in my soul carries me,
    over the line.
    the madness in my head carries me,
    over the line.
    ooh, lies.
    ooh, brighter lights.
    the music in my soul,
    makes me lose control.
    [bridge]
    now i need some fresh air.
    i need a tune to blair.
    you cannot comprehend,
    the madness in my head.
    the scarring mental note,
    in doctor's script i wrote,
    carries me over the line...
    we do or die.
    never think twice.
    promise to play nice,
    ooh, lies...
    [end]

  14. shyshy
    abbadon's shadow
    ----------------
    i hear it's snowing on your side.
    on my side, the snow is dust.
    closer to the outside,
    the sea is filled with ash.
    none lived on the train tracks.
    the sea and sky, below,
    abandoned by their masters.
    humans rid the world of life.
    of all things to die,
    the sky held out the longest.
    wish all things to die,
    and all things will die.
    [bridge]
    i hear the boots on concrete.
    soldiers marching to their graves.
    silence soon here after,
    leaving us to grieve their souls.
    noone lived there after,
    the houses filled with fire.
    all soon died there after,
    they dropped the bombs on us.
    [chorus]
    of all things to die,
    the sky held out the longest.
    pray all things will die,
    and all things will die.
    pray death upon,
    each and every one.
    the world dies tonight,
    in a blinding flash of light...
    [solo]
    the air here is poisonous.
    how are things on your side?
    i wish i knew if you were,
    still alive somewhere.
    i wish there was but there is no,
    way out of this hell.
    not even death can free us.
    our bodies walk the land.
    it's the end.
    it's the end.
    [chorus]
    of all things to die,
    the sky held out the longest.
    pray all things will die,
    and all things will die.
    pray death upon,
    each and every one.
    the world dies tonight,
    in a blinding flash of light...
    [bridge]
    it's the end of all things.
    the earth will not be spared our wrath.
    all that lives will surely die,
    with us...
    it's the end of all days.
    surely we were warned.
    every lasting second is,
    torment.
    we brought this upon ourselves.
    there is no help.
    noone is gonna save us.
    surely this is hell...
    [solo fades to end]

  15. shyshy

    [10/23/2012]Colder

    By shyshy,

    colder
    -------
    the trail is cold,
    the road ahead is long,
    and the jouney,
    takes me far from home.
    the wasted life,
    the heart cold as ice,
    and the man with that heart,
    livin' his lies.
    [chorus]
    now i been everwhere.
    seen everything.
    its still a wonder,
    why we play nice.
    the man with ice,
    for a heart that's grown cold,
    is still a wonder,
    to me.
    [bridge]
    the tale is told.
    my hopes are dead and gone.
    and the jouney,
    took me far from home.
    my wasted tears,
    and wasted years,
    fill my heart up.
    cold as ice.
    [chorus]
    now i been everwhere.
    seen everything.
    its still a wonder,
    why we play nice.
    the man with ice,
    for a heart that's grown cold,
    is still a wonder,
    to me.
    [solo]
    im cold,
    as ice.
    my heart,
    has grown,
    cold as ice.
    [repeat bridge and fade to end]

  16. shyshy

    [10/17/2012]Fallen Star

    By shyshy,

    fallen star
    -----------
    abandon hope,
    im in search of.
    cast onto me,
    the punishment i deserve.
    breathe into me,
    the spark of desire.
    so i can say,
    i felt alive.
    [chorus]
    and, the clouds will follow me.
    the stars will fall on me.
    the planets now align,
    for on last show tonight.
    abandon all hope tonight.
    i came in search of pride.
    abandon hope tonight.
    i've fallen from light.
    [bridge]
    abanndon all fear,
    i am still here,
    searching for lust and my pride.
    breathe into me,
    the dust they will bury me,
    with.
    show me,
    my chances alone.
    and bury me in snow!
    [chorus]
    and, the clouds will follow me.
    the stars will fall on me.
    the planets now align,
    for on last show tonight.
    abandon all hope tonight.
    i came in search of pride.
    abandon hope tonight.
    i've fallen from light.
    [bridge]
    abandon your knowledge!
    a part of me i must acknowledge,
    i cary the stars in the sky,
    with my eyes.
    i carry the world,
    on my,
    shoulder!
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    and, the clouds will follow me.
    the stars will fall on me.
    the planets now align,
    for on last show tonight.
    abandon all hope tonight.
    i came in search of pride.
    abandon hope tonight.
    i've fallen from light.
    and, the clouds will follow me.
    the stars will fall on me.
    the planets now align,
    for on last show tonight.
    abandon all hope tonight.
    i came in search of pride.
    abandon hope tonight.
    i've fallen from light.
    [end]

  17. shyshy
    better off alive
    ----------------
    decisions are hard to make.
    i fear a heartbreak,
    is hangin on the edge.
    and my decision might be a mistake.
    but woe is me,
    i fear a heart attack.
    and nothing can take back,
    the decisions i make here and now.
    [chorus]
    so, please stay close.
    i'm weak on my own.
    im in need of a god,
    to bring me to life!
    i need a guide,
    to bring me back to light.
    yeah, bring me back to light.
    bring me back to life.
    [bridge]
    when are you comin' back?
    did i suffer heart attack?
    im seein' black,
    is hell all i have been waiting for?
    woah, woe is me.
    i can feel my heartbeat.
    and nothing is complete,
    without the decision i make here and now.
    [chorus]
    so, please stay close.
    i'm weak on my own.
    im in need of a god,
    to bring me to life!
    i need a guide,
    to bring me back to light.
    yeah, bring me back to light.
    bring me back to life.
    [bridge]
    better this way than any other.
    better with you than any other.
    better this way with all this regret.
    better with you to whom im in debt.
    better to leave me alone this way.
    better to go and never say, hello...
    [solo]
    better this way than any other.
    i lost my way, so now it's over.
    better with you to whom im in debt.
    better to live right now,
    im glad we met...
    [chorus]
    so, please stay close.
    i'm weak on my own.
    im in need of a god,
    to bring me to life!
    i need a guide,
    to bring me back to light.
    yeah, bring me back to light.
    bring me back to life.
    so, please stay close.
    i'm weak on my own.
    im in need of a god,
    to bring me to life!
    i need a guide,
    to bring me back to light.
    yeah, bring me back to light.
    bring me back to life.
    so, please stay close.
    i cant do this on my own!
    better with you,
    i prefer it with you,
    than any other way!
    better to do,
    better with you,
    while im in debt!
    im better off alive.
    so please stay close...
    [fade to end]

  18. shyshy
    cold hard facts
    ---------------
    when i was young i believed in god.
    i believed god was a man,
    and i was happy.
    but noone ever told there was noone.
    there is not a god, waiting there for me.
    and it's a shameful,
    realization.
    a cold hard fact.
    it's hard to believe my soul is in tact,
    after the constant,
    daily attacks!
    [chorus]
    i never did anyone wrong.
    i never asked to be done wrong this way.
    i only wish upon the world,
    happy lives and better days,
    and good times with a nice breeze,
    blowin' through the air.
    i never realized,
    how little they care.
    always going on and on,
    all about how bad things are...
    it's strange to me.
    [bridge]
    when i grew up i was beaten daily.
    broken bones that match,
    my battered ugly soul.
    but i never done anyone wrong.
    i chose on my own,
    to extend a helping hand.
    why dont they follow my example?
    all i want is,
    my own peace of heaven.
    and it's a shameful,
    realization.
    a cold hard fact.
    it's hard to believe my soul is in tact,
    after the constant,
    daily attacks!
    [chorus]
    i never did anyone wrong.
    i never asked to be done wrong this way.
    i only wish upon the world,
    happy lives and better days,
    and good times with a nice breeze,
    blowin' through the air.
    i never realized,
    how little they care.
    always going on and on,
    all about how bad things are...
    it's strange to me.
    [solo]
    emptiness in their eyes!
    the lost gaze of children,
    afraid to die.
    empty eyes with unfulfilled desires!
    running from the person,
    they swore they'd never be!
    the world doesnt have to be ugly.
    we can all rejoice.
    we can all be happy.
    my soul never had to grow bitter.
    but it's all my fault,
    i am not the man you wanted me to be!
    [chorus]
    i never did anyone wrong.
    i never asked to be done wrong this way.
    i only wish upon the world,
    happy lives and better days,
    and good times with a nice breeze,
    blowin' through the air.
    i never realized,
    how little they care.
    always going on and on,
    all about how bad things are...
    it's strange to me.
    the way we try,
    to change for the worse.
    we never seem to get any better.
    we only lose and die.
    we only lose and die...
    oooh.
    oooh.
    oooh, we only fade and die...
    [end]

  19. shyshy

    [10/7/2012]Somber

    By shyshy,

    somber
    ------
    i know i am precious,
    but i never stopped hurting.
    i only lived to please those who care.
    my selfless intentions,
    carrying my burdens,
    and never caring how much it hurt.
    now i am forever,
    a singer with no voice.
    i can no longer rely on my pride...
    [chorus]
    in their eyes,
    i see their disappointment in me.
    though they lie,
    i can tell they enjoy hurting me.
    [bridge]
    i never felt prejudice.
    i never stopped asking,
    "what is it i am dying for?"
    well let it be forgotten.
    let it be buried.
    i never wanna feel that way,
    again.
    now i am lonely.
    now i am fearful.
    but ultimately i am alive...
    [chorus]
    in their eyes,
    i see their disappointment in me.
    though they lie,
    i can tell they enjoy hurting me.
    it won't be forgotten,
    the generousity.
    it won't go unrewarded,
    my humanity.
    carry it all.
    carry it on.
    carry your burdens with shoulders out strong.
    be all you can for everyone else.
    carry it on.
    carry all...
    [bridge]
    i know im inadequate.
    i know i am hurting you,
    and i guess i feel i am ashamed.
    but now i can live on.
    now i can live for,
    a reason beyond self interest.
    i can be happy,
    but only for a short while.
    and then i must turn back to dark...
    [chorus]
    in their eyes,
    i see their disappointment in me.
    though they lie,
    i can tell they enjoy hurting me.
    it won't be forgotten,
    the generousity.
    it won't go unrewarded,
    my humanity.
    carry it all.
    carry it on.
    carry your burdens with shoulders out strong.
    be all you can for everyone else.
    carry it on.
    carry all...
    [solo]
    i see you all walking.
    happily laughing,
    and i am not there with you.
    i walk by myself,
    in the pouring rain,
    without a place to go.
    laugh at my sadness.
    you always do,
    i always laugh with you.
    i am a stain,
    on the full picture,
    a tapestry of my good will.
    now i am hopeless.
    am regretful,
    and i dont even know why...
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    in their eyes,
    i see their disappointment in me.
    though they lie,
    i can tell they enjoy hurting me.
    it won't be forgotten,
    the generousity.
    it won't go unrewarded,
    my humanity.
    carry it all.
    carry it on.
    carry your burdens with shoulders out strong.
    be all you can for everyone else.
    carry it on.
    carry all...
    [bridge]
    in their eyes,
    i see their disappointment in me.
    though they lie,
    i can tell they enjoy hurting me.
    it won't be forgotten,
    the generousity.
    it won't go unrewarded,
    my humanity.
    carry it all.
    carry it on.
    carry all...
    [bridge repeats and fades to end]

  20. shyshy
    inside you
    ------------
    changing,
    transforming,
    into something,
    you're not.
    smile wide.
    bite it hard.
    the needles tear,
    right through you.
    when i die,
    i'll ask you why,
    i died inside you,
    years ago.
    [chorus]
    but i guess all things must change.
    if we try, we can never succeed,
    to leave things this way.
    a true show of colours and they turn on you.
    look yourself in the mirror,
    ask me what you're supposed to do!
    when life is hard you'll understand.
    for now be happy while you can,
    and live with it.
    but when the tides are turning,
    and all things are changing,
    just remember who you are,
    and maybe you wont need protection.
    [bridge]
    angels cry,
    the news was,
    too grim,
    to bear.
    sorry i,
    did not try,
    to clarify,
    the answers.
    the mirror's calling,
    out to you.
    your opinion,
    is all that matters now.
    [bridge]
    [chorus]
    but i guess all things must change.
    if we try, we can never succeed,
    to leave things this way.
    a true show of colours and they turn on you.
    look yourself in the mirror,
    ask me what you're supposed to do!
    when life is hard you'll understand.
    for now be happy while you can,
    and live with it.
    but when the tides are turning,
    and all things are changing,
    just remember who you are,
    and maybe you wont need protection.
    [solo]
    and when the goin' gets tough,
    and you feel like you have had enough,
    earthly days.
    remember who you are.
    dont worry about who they think you are,
    anyway.
    life iss hard, i know you understand.
    but take it from me, better hard than bland.
    write your curses in the sand.
    and write you kindess in stone!
    a clever hand, and kind heart,
    will make it far in this world,
    as i planned.
    look in the mirror and see the truth.
    on the inside there is only me,
    and you.
    so when you as me what to do,
    i say go all in.
    there is nothing you can loose.
    [chorus]
    but i guess all things must change.
    if we try, we can never succeed,
    to leave things this way.
    a true show of colours and they turn on you.
    look yourself in the mirror,
    ask me what you're supposed to do!
    when life is hard you'll understand.
    for now be happy while you can,
    and live with it.
    but when the tides are turning,
    and all things are changing,
    just remember who you are,
    and maybe you wont need protection.
    [breakdown]
    protection,
    from me,
    in me,
    using me.
    judgement,
    through me.
    use me,
    to a disadvantage.
    smile hard,
    like a good child.
    call upon,
    your inner conscience.
    live happily,
    through me.
    i died in you,
    to save you from me.
    smile wide,
    from the inside.
    like when i,
    show my teeth.
    laugh aloud,
    and never know why.
    that is how,
    i am alive!
    [chorus]
    but i guess all things must change.
    if we try, we can never succeed,
    to leave things this way.
    a true show of colours and they turn on you.
    look yourself in the mirror,
    ask me what you're supposed to do!
    when life is hard you'll understand.
    for now be happy while you can,
    and live with it.
    but when the tides are turning,
    and all things are changing,
    just remember who you are,
    and maybe you wont need protection.
    [bridge]
    but i guess all things must change.
    if we try, we can never succeed,
    to leave things this way.
    a true show of colours and they turn on you.
    look yourself in the mirror,
    ask me what you're supposed to do!
    when life is hard you'll understand.
    for now be happy while you can,
    and live with it.
    but when the tides are turning,
    and all things are changing,
    just remember who you are,
    and maybe you wont need protection.
    [solo that fades to end]

  21. shyshy

    [10/2/2012]White Water

    By shyshy,

    white water
    -----------
    clouds in the sky have come our way.
    clouds in the sky are grey today.
    a wavering wall of white water,
    has come our way.
    ooh, and when the clouds are overhead,
    count the stars in the sky instead.
    ooh, when it's cold and wet,
    quickly, you can jump in my,
    arms...
    [chorus]
    oh the walls of water are rising.
    ooh, i know you cant swim.
    realize how i love you so.
    time must pass, you must go...
    [bridge]
    clouds in the sky have amassed outside.
    quickly, sheild those wonderful eyes.
    the wonderful walls of white water,
    have come our way.
    oh i know the water is cold as ice.
    i gamble with life and roll the dice.
    oh i know that when it's all over,
    you can feel the true warmth of my,
    heart...
    [chorus]
    oh the walls of water are rising.
    ooh, i know you cant swim.
    now i realize how i love you so.
    time must pass, must you go?
    [bridge]
    well time has passed and time has gone.
    time doesnt have to pass in my,
    arms...
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    oh the walls of water are rising.
    ooh, i know you cant swim.
    realize how i love you so.
    time must pass, you must go...
    oh the walls of water are rising.
    ooh, i know you cant swim.
    now i realize how i love you so.
    time must pass, must you go?
    [bridge fades to end]

  22. shyshy

    [9/25/2012]Prototype

    By shyshy,

    prototype
    ----------
    my instantanious brutality,
    has cost me more than friends.
    my constant bickering and badgering,
    has brought me to my end.
    how can i be someone im not?
    why should i change for you or anyone?
    why would i choose to stay the same?
    is it you, or am i to blame?!
    [chorus]
    someone, anyone, someone stop me.
    anyone at all will do fine.
    i cant live like this anymore.
    i dont wanna hurt anyone anymore.
    i wanna be dead.
    i wanna cease to exist.
    i wanna bury my mistakes.
    i dont wanna live anymore!
    no matter what you say.
    no matter how much is left undone,
    i cant get up and say,
    what a beautiful day!
    [bridge]
    my self loathing life style,
    has won an early grave.
    my intentions are hostile.
    the same as every day.
    how can i be someone im not?
    why should i change for you or anyone?
    why would i choose to stay the same?
    is it you, or am i to blame?!
    [chorus]
    someone, anyone, come and stop me.
    anyone at all will do just fine.
    i cant live like this anymore.
    help me form a smile on my face.
    i wanna be dead.
    i wanna cease to exist.
    i wanna bury my mistakes.
    i dont wanna live anymore!
    no matter what you say.
    no matter how much is left undone,
    i cant get up and say,
    what a beautiful day!
    [solo]
    i dont want this chance to change.
    i dont want my body.
    i dont want my soul.
    i dont have control.
    i lack basic human emotion.
    i fear im incomplete.
    prototype of the finished product.
    a twisted experiment.
    i am worth absolutely nothing.
    i have no sense of self indulgence.
    i lack self preservation.
    i seek to live to destroy myself.
    violently,
    i will bring myself to my knees.
    violence in me!
    that sting is what i need.
    oooh, dyin' is the only option.
    i have no life.
    oooh, i welcome death.
    i have no life.
    [fade to end]

  23. shyshy
    golden age
    ----------
    i miss the golden age,
    when all the streets were filled with playin kids.
    when every neighbor would shake hands,
    and music wasnt for the fame.
    everyday is just the same,
    all the days they go to waste.
    it's damn new age i've grown to hate.
    [bridge]
    the times will never be the same.
    far too much has changed and gone to waste.
    the laughin kids grew up too fast,
    grew in the streets and left home in dust.
    now the city streets are plagued with rust.
    [chorus]
    when the days are all the same and life is spent a wastin',
    just remember the times when the streets were paved with gold.
    when the days will never last, now ya never wanna laugh,
    take a chance, step ouside, make a friend, go for a ride.
    [bridge]
    goodbye old times it's such a shame.
    i hardly knew your worth, you've gone to waste.
    music's dead and all the same.
    another song out everyday,
    but they sound like **** without the taste.
    [chorus]
    when the days are all the same and life is spent a wastin',
    just remember the times whent the streets were paved with gold.
    when the days will never last, now ya never wanna laugh,
    take a chance, step ouside, make a friend, go for a ride.
    [solo]
    we all know we miss the past,
    but ya know ya cant go back.
    that's the price that you pay,
    when your days go to waste.
    when we've lost all track,
    of the days that we want back,
    tell the future it can wait,
    and that it can kiss your ass.
    [chorus]
    when the days are all the same and life is spent a wastin',
    just remember the times whent the streets were paved with gold.
    when the days will never last, now ya never wanna laugh,
    take a chance, step ouside, make a friend, go for a ride.
    [bridge]
    [end]

  24. shyshy
    little boy black
    ----------------
    what do you see,
    inside their weary,
    faces?
    a prison inside them,
    their minds are,
    empty.
    floating through,
    subconious,
    places.
    [chorus]
    when i was just a little boy,
    they said i could be anything.
    i became nothing,
    im nothing to this day.
    they said i would always,
    have god lookin down on me.
    ready to hold my hand.
    they couldnt be more wrong.
    why did they lie?
    what did they mean?!
    the faces are empty.
    their minds are wiped clean.
    because of every little lie,
    i grew dark and cold inside.
    and all i believed,
    was that god hated me.
    i couldnt be more right...
    [bridge]
    what have i become?
    i lost all,
    the traces.
    all the pieces,
    of my mind,
    are scattered.
    across the ages,
    and love,
    is pointless.
    [chorus]
    when i was just a little boy,
    they said i could be anything.
    i became nothing,
    im nothing to this day.
    they said i would always,
    have god lookin down on me.
    ready to hold my hand.
    they couldnt be more wrong.
    why did they lie?
    what did they mean?!
    the faces are empty.
    their minds are wiped clean.
    because of every little lie,
    i grew dark and cold inside.
    and all i believed,
    was that god hated me.
    i couldnt be more right...
    [solo]
    god is laughing,
    his ass of,
    at me.
    torment and time,
    are not,
    my friends.
    lucidity and clarity,
    are all i,
    ask for.
    the pieces of my mind,
    are craving,
    substance.
    do they honestly expect,
    a man,
    out of me?
    how can they expect,
    the love,
    to help me?
    know not and want now,
    are virtues,
    and prophecy.
    [chorus]
    when i was just a little boy,
    they said i could be anything.
    i became nothing,
    im nothing to this day.
    they said i would always,
    have god lookin down on me.
    ready to hold my hand.
    they couldnt be more wrong.
    why did they lie?
    what did they mean?!
    the faces are empty.
    their minds are wiped clean.
    because of every little lie,
    i grew dark and cold inside.
    and all i believed,
    was that god hated me.
    i couldnt be more right...
    [fade with bridge]

  25. shyshy

    [6/16/2012]Visions

    By shyshy,

    visions
    -------
    sleeping children all oblivious of,
    the world around them, coming to an end.
    visions of flaming skies, and falling bodies.
    blood and flesh, filling all their memories.
    torn to insanity and denied freedom,
    for all their days, spending life like a ghost.
    the fallen voices they whisper to me.
    tell me nothing, but tell me more than enough.
    [chorus]
    and if i could tell you what im seeing,
    i know you wont believe.
    if i told you i was sorry,
    im sure my life would change.
    but until i've told my story,
    ill just sit inside these...
    visions,
    of the end.
    [bridge]
    the children wake up and act like nothing,
    become nothing, future of nothing.
    visions eating at the back of their eyes,
    no more blue skies, only darkness.
    lost inside their very own creation,
    dreams of the end, thinking of a way out.
    so sorry, but i left them on their own,
    all alone, ready to give in.
    [chorus]
    and if i could tell you what im seeing,
    i know you wont believe.
    if i told you i was sorry,
    i know my life would change.
    but until i've said im sorry,
    ill just sit inside these...
    visions,
    of the end.
    they beckon,
    to me.
    [solo]
    a million soldiers marching to the frontline,
    for the children, for their families.
    wasted talent, and wasted years.
    trained to slaughter, and trained to end lives.
    what they dont know is they show the children,
    the very visions, that keep them up at night.
    losing sight of the monsters they are,
    the children monsters, dream and dream and dream.
    looking forward to the day of freedom.
    the demons inside them, conquer their innocent souls.
    blood and murder becomes motivation,
    to end the lives of, children just like them.
    [chorus]
    and if i could tell you what im seeing,
    i know you wont believe.
    if i told you i was sorry,
    im sure my life would change.
    but until i've told my story,
    ill just sit inside my mind.
    worried for my future,
    what have i become.
    i taugh them how to murder,
    taught them how to steal.
    surely i am dreaming,
    this cant possibly...
    be real,
    visions.
    [solo]
    but if i could fix my mistake,
    i would not hesitate.
    im sorry for the things i create,
    but i'd hate for it to be destroyed.
    [bridge]
    every child has a different purpose,
    some are monsters, but all are blessings.
    all around us the world is changing.
    taking control, making visions reality.
    so sorry child, but today i leave you.
    find your purpose, kill the monarch.
    [fade with chorus]

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