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  1. shyshy
    Hello Canterlot, this is a review of the Indie FPS Ace Of Spades (abbreviated AoS), a personal favourite of mine.
    Basic Game Info:
    Ace of Spades is a free multiplayer game made by Indie Game Developer Ben Aksoy that combines both the elements of an FPS and sandbox construction like minecraft.
    Players can choose between 2 teams and fight in rivers, mountains, or custom terrains. The player must take on a block based world where he or she can build or destroy basically anything that renders, with the ultimate goal of eliminating the opposing team and capturing their Intel.
    "Development on Ace of Spades began around 6 months prior to the initial public release, which was on April 4th, 2011." - AoS Wiki
    Gameplay:
    gameplay is alot like a mix between minecraft, Counter Strike, and Team Fortress 2. it has all the features of your standard FPS with a highly processed and intricate yet simple creative aspect. 99.99% of the ENTIRE MAP is able to be destroyed.
    players choose between 2 colour coded teams and battle head to head to complete their objective. usually, to eliminate the opposing team or capture the enemy intel.
    players will be able to use an assortment of weapons of tools that will only grow as development continues. as of Beta 0.75 (now) you can choose between 3 primary weapons: Shotgun, Rifle, SMG. along with the primary you get 3 grenades, 50 blocks for building with adjustable color coding, and a spade (shovel). every one of these items serves as a means of killing your opponents and completing various tasks. each weapon has the ability to use iron sights and has recoil. both of these things are very realistic for such a game, and in my opinion is comparable to games like BattleField 3 and Call Of Duty Modern Warfare 3 (both of which i own and have played my fair share of)
    below is a quick rundown on each item.
    Modding: The game also boasts the ability to improve the game performance and experience by modding the textures of various things as well as modifying the sounds and adding maps. a list of different mods and examples below.
    Media:
    http://gamebanana.com/aos <-- popular reliable mod source (i use it. its safe and worth it)
    http://www.ace-spades.com/ <-- Ace Of Spades website
    http://aceofspadeswiki.com/ <-- AoS Wiki
    http://ace-spades.com/forums/ <-- AoS Forum
    screenshots

    official trailer
    My Rating (1-5 stars): 4 stars
  2. shyshy

    [8/31/2012]Our Last Candle

    By shyshy,

    our last candle
    ----------------
    why walk where you cant see?
    alone, alone.
    i crossed the empty seas.
    i know, alone.
    so many lives goes dark in seconds past.
    alone, alone.
    you cant see the path before you.
    no, i know.
    why try if you cant see?
    you roam, alone.
    i know inside you feel empty.
    i know, i know.
    [chorus]
    come to me love,
    i can see in the dark.
    come to me love,
    i carry the key.
    to the way out.
    i light our last candle tonight,
    to light our path in the dark.
    so we can see through emptiness at night.
    those nights we spent alone.
    wasting precious time,
    i give you my last candle tonight.
    now be the light.
    [bridge]
    im just beyond what you cant see.
    i found, im bound.
    i lost the way to the door.
    free, me.
    we live our lives in seconds flat.
    i know, it's dark.
    why try if the chance beyond belief?
    why trust me?
    [chorus]
    come to me love,
    i can see in the dark.
    come to me love,
    i carry the key.
    to the way out.
    i light our last candle tonight,
    to light our path in the dark.
    so we can see through emptiness at night.
    those nights we spent alone.
    wasting precious time,
    i give you my last candle tonight.
    now be the light.
    light the way!
    [solo]
    close your eyes and ears for me.
    open them at the count of three.
    you will see, it was only imaginary.
    the labyrinth is gone.
    life was worth living all along.
    [chorus]
    come to me love,
    i can see in the dark.
    close your eyes love,
    i carry the key.
    to the way home.
    i light your last candle tonight,
    to light your path in the dark.
    so i can see through emptiness at night.
    those nights i spent alone.
    wasting precious time,
    i give you my last candle tonight.
    now be the light so i can see,
    its not impossible in a dream.
    through your eyes i can see in the dark!
    in the dark.
    in the dark.
    in the darkest place.
    come to me love,
    i can see in the dark.
    come to me love,
    i carry the key.
    to the way out.
    i light our last candle tonight,
    to light our path in the dark.
    so we can see through emptiness at night.
    those nights we spent alone.
    wasting precious time,
    i give you my last candle tonight.
    Now be the light.
    [Fade to end]

  3. shyshy
    little boy black
    ----------------
    what do you see,
    inside their weary,
    faces?
    a prison inside them,
    their minds are,
    empty.
    floating through,
    subconious,
    places.
    [chorus]
    when i was just a little boy,
    they said i could be anything.
    i became nothing,
    im nothing to this day.
    they said i would always,
    have god lookin down on me.
    ready to hold my hand.
    they couldnt be more wrong.
    why did they lie?
    what did they mean?!
    the faces are empty.
    their minds are wiped clean.
    because of every little lie,
    i grew dark and cold inside.
    and all i believed,
    was that god hated me.
    i couldnt be more right...
    [bridge]
    what have i become?
    i lost all,
    the traces.
    all the pieces,
    of my mind,
    are scattered.
    across the ages,
    and love,
    is pointless.
    [chorus]
    when i was just a little boy,
    they said i could be anything.
    i became nothing,
    im nothing to this day.
    they said i would always,
    have god lookin down on me.
    ready to hold my hand.
    they couldnt be more wrong.
    why did they lie?
    what did they mean?!
    the faces are empty.
    their minds are wiped clean.
    because of every little lie,
    i grew dark and cold inside.
    and all i believed,
    was that god hated me.
    i couldnt be more right...
    [solo]
    god is laughing,
    his ass of,
    at me.
    torment and time,
    are not,
    my friends.
    lucidity and clarity,
    are all i,
    ask for.
    the pieces of my mind,
    are craving,
    substance.
    do they honestly expect,
    a man,
    out of me?
    how can they expect,
    the love,
    to help me?
    know not and want now,
    are virtues,
    and prophecy.
    [chorus]
    when i was just a little boy,
    they said i could be anything.
    i became nothing,
    im nothing to this day.
    they said i would always,
    have god lookin down on me.
    ready to hold my hand.
    they couldnt be more wrong.
    why did they lie?
    what did they mean?!
    the faces are empty.
    their minds are wiped clean.
    because of every little lie,
    i grew dark and cold inside.
    and all i believed,
    was that god hated me.
    i couldnt be more right...
    [fade with bridge]

  4. shyshy

    [10/17/2012]Fallen Star

    By shyshy,

    fallen star
    -----------
    abandon hope,
    im in search of.
    cast onto me,
    the punishment i deserve.
    breathe into me,
    the spark of desire.
    so i can say,
    i felt alive.
    [chorus]
    and, the clouds will follow me.
    the stars will fall on me.
    the planets now align,
    for on last show tonight.
    abandon all hope tonight.
    i came in search of pride.
    abandon hope tonight.
    i've fallen from light.
    [bridge]
    abanndon all fear,
    i am still here,
    searching for lust and my pride.
    breathe into me,
    the dust they will bury me,
    with.
    show me,
    my chances alone.
    and bury me in snow!
    [chorus]
    and, the clouds will follow me.
    the stars will fall on me.
    the planets now align,
    for on last show tonight.
    abandon all hope tonight.
    i came in search of pride.
    abandon hope tonight.
    i've fallen from light.
    [bridge]
    abandon your knowledge!
    a part of me i must acknowledge,
    i cary the stars in the sky,
    with my eyes.
    i carry the world,
    on my,
    shoulder!
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    and, the clouds will follow me.
    the stars will fall on me.
    the planets now align,
    for on last show tonight.
    abandon all hope tonight.
    i came in search of pride.
    abandon hope tonight.
    i've fallen from light.
    and, the clouds will follow me.
    the stars will fall on me.
    the planets now align,
    for on last show tonight.
    abandon all hope tonight.
    i came in search of pride.
    abandon hope tonight.
    i've fallen from light.
    [end]

  5. shyshy
    mama ruined me
    --------------
    [bridge]
    i was sure, i was...
    i was sure the time was right.
    we got lost on the highway,
    the road that leads home.
    symphony of godless.
    symphony of angels.
    symphony of the damned.
    symphony of righteous men!
    [solo]
    i was a boy.
    i liked boys.
    mama said it was blasphemy.
    i shot mama twice.
    she screamed like a little girl.
    i smiled and laughed and tuned,
    away from the blood and mess.
    i turned away from my shame.
    mama i killed a girl.
    mama im sorry.
    mama, mama say something!
    ma im gonna kill a man.
    [chorus]
    symphony of godless.
    symphony of angels.
    symphony of the damned.
    symphony of the righteous man!
    how could i have gone so wrong?
    mama was it really so wrong?
    sorry mama i love him.
    mama sorry i dont love you.
    symphony of godless.
    symphony of pain.
    symphony of gunshot.
    sympathy aint free.
    [bridge]
    i was a man.
    i was in jail.
    mama never said anything again.
    mama ima brand new man.
    ma im sorry i loved that man.
    ya didnt have to die that way.
    when he found out,
    mama, my man left me.
    my love im sorry im gonna pray.
    mama im gonna kill a man.
    shot my love in his heart.
    ended lover's heart-ache.
    [chorus]
    symphony of godless.
    symphony of angels.
    symphony of the damned.
    symphony of the righteous man!
    how could i have gone so wrong?
    my love was it really so wrong?
    sorry mama i loved him.
    my love sorry i dont love you any more.
    symphony of godless.
    symphony of pain.
    symphony of gunshot.
    sympathy aint free...
    [bridge]
    mama you ruined me!
    [solo]
    i lived to love.
    i focussed my pain.
    i tried to compromise.
    in the end i became a killer.
    mama raised me with violence.
    cigarette burns and a cage.
    father died and they dont know who did it.
    im sure it was me, me, me!
    lover loved me but never like this!
    he loved my soul but not my sin!
    lover tore my heart apart!
    destiny taught me to run in one direction!
    live by the gun, always run, never give in!
    tear em all apart, never let live!
    dangerous, pale lips, and a nervous wreck!
    take my heart for a ride!
    story told from my view!
    never far from the truth!
    i sit in a cage and rot!
    just like sittin' at home as a kid!
    lord knows i miss those days!
    i miss ya momma!
    i miss my daddy!
    i miss my lover!
    god silence me!
    [bridge]
    mama ima kill a man.
    ima put a gun to my head.
    ima end my terror.
    ima stop my dangerous ways.
    mama your little boy was always stupid.
    mama you ruined me.
    i never knew guns would kill ya.
    i know it's how i wanna go.
    next to me i got my savior.
    i got me a gun to end it all.
    [bridge repeats and fades to end]

  6. shyshy
    so recently my physician told me to stop taking my meds because i dont need em anymore and they were causing liver damage. i remember how mad i felt every single time i was told to take my meds every morning when i was on em. i took 4-6 pills a day (depending on the day of the week). so this summarizes it. imagine my ma tellin me to take my meds.
    --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
    take you pills, Psycho
    ----------------------
    so you wanna forget?
    well i promise you will.
    with this pill,
    all it takes...
    the pain is gone.
    atleast, til morning.
    redemption and guilt.
    drown away with a pill!
    introduce the drugs.
    inject the venom.
    scratch away,
    peel your face...
    pity is dead.
    no redemption.
    just take the pill...
    swallow the pills!
    [solo]
    trial and error,
    time and time again.
    you disgrace!
    feel the pain...
    i gotta pill,
    now, take it!
    peel it away,
    the foggy eyes.
    harsh intentions,
    no redemption.
    i got you a pill...
    swallow the pill!
    [breakdown]
    we all make mistakes.
    we experience,
    heartbreaks.
    we are a collective.
    hive mind is endless.
    destroy the mind,
    remember nothing.
    away with the bad,
    away with the pain.
    ill show you a world,
    of, redemption!
    but ya gotta take your pills...
    you're ****ig insane.
    so, drink this.
    wash down the pill,
    along with your pain...
    [solo]
    you are completely mad.
    you mind is completely lost.
    im suprised you live alone.
    institutions would lock you away.
    medicate you, and drill your life.
    but you're only insane,
    so enjoy the charade!
    the pills will make you real.
    the pills will forget how ya feel...
    take the pill!
    take the pill!
    take your pills!
    take you goddamn,
    mother ****ing,
    cock sucking,
    anti-depressants and mood regulators,
    call a doc in the mornin',
    and lie to his face when he asks how ya feel!
    you will tell him,
    "i feel normal",
    he will tell you,
    "keep taking pills".
    you will be angry.
    he wont understand.
    so take your pill!
    [breakdown and fade]

  7. shyshy
    strange feelings
    ----------------
    sleeping.
    sleeping in,
    the dark.
    walking.
    walking on,
    the road.
    going.
    going nowhere,
    at all.
    [bridge]
    sing.
    sing our,
    favorite song.
    saved.
    saved by,
    the sound.
    follow.
    follow the,
    lights.
    [chorus]
    brain waves.
    brain waves go,
    dead.
    ideas.
    ideas i have,
    go nowhere.
    [bridge]
    change.
    changing into,
    dust.
    angry.
    i feel alot,
    of nothing.
    i feel,
    i feel,
    i feel nothing.
    [chorus]
    brain waves.
    brain waves go,
    dead.
    ideas.
    ideas i have,
    go nowhere.
    dreaming.
    dreams are,
    all dead.
    feelings.
    feelings are,
    dead.
    going nowhere.
    [end with solo]

  8. shyshy

    [1/8/2013]Growing Up

    By shyshy,

    Growing Up
    -----------
    walking down the same old path.
    reminescing about the past.
    i remember when we were kids.
    when we got mad we blew our lids.
    but now im old and out of time.
    my spirit lives while my body dies.
    changes quickly pass on by,
    while i wait here ready to die.
    nothing will ever be the same.
    why did everything have to change?
    why did so many happy memories,
    have to shrivel up and die?
    [chorus]
    time stands for no one.
    i cant believe,
    how old i've grown.
    woe is me.
    it's time to shine.
    live life free.
    you'll never be,
    if you don't belive.
    [bridge]
    frozen still with a crooked back.
    im waiting for the final act.
    waiting here for dear old death,
    to call me home and take me back.
    live it seems can be lived so fast.
    i only wish i had stayed on track.
    wish i had achieved some childhood dreams,
    or atleast a lasting memory.
    but now im and old and out of time.
    my soul will rise while brain is fried.
    when did growing up become,
    so dull and such a chore?
    [chorus]
    time stands for no one.
    i cant believe,
    how old i've grown.
    woe is me.
    it's time to shine.
    live life free.
    you'll never be,
    if you don't belive.
    [solo]
    why did so many dreams,
    have to be left,
    as empty?
    when did growing up become,
    realization?
    i'm about to die.
    [bridge]
    time will never stand!
    [chorus]
    time stands for no one.
    i cant believe,
    how old i've grown.
    woe is me.
    it's time to shine.
    live life free.
    you'll never be,
    if you don't belive.
    time takes from everyone.
    dont you see,
    how much we've grown?
    woe is me.
    my time to shine,
    has passed by me.
    i'll never be,
    free to believe.
    [end]

  9. shyshy

    [11/28/2012]Dream Land

    By shyshy,

    dream land
    ----------
    sublime.
    like a crack in time.
    i see the thunder and,
    blinding lights.
    reverance.
    like the eternal fame.
    i see the flickering,
    and the dying flame.
    [chorus]
    as i crawl on the floor,
    just remember im alive.
    as i close the door,
    do not avert your eyes.
    of all the things,
    i've said and done.
    if there is any regret,
    it is only one.
    take the chance to flash on back,
    to a happier time,
    where the thunder cracked.
    come on back.
    [bridge]
    time.
    like a river wide.
    the passing danger goes,
    as fast as it came.
    a ride.
    through the wild life.
    a passer by stares up,
    at the cloudy sky.
    [chorus]
    in a place,
    where time is wrong.
    the collection plate,
    is over-full.
    of all the things,
    i've said and done.
    if there is any regret,
    it is only one.
    come on back.
    [pause]
    come on back.
    [solo]
    a light.
    higher than the sky.
    flies beyond our eyes,
    and rides the time.
    a life.
    where the fire dies.
    the time is short.
    the angels lie.
    [chorus]
    in a foreign land,
    where time stands still.
    there is adventure,
    and always thrill.
    i turned away,
    and said i had fun.
    when the reality,
    is i had none.
    of all the things,
    i've said and done.
    if there is any regret,
    it is only one.
    the time is wrong.
    thunder roars.
    stay on track.
    come on back.
    [fade with bridge]

  10. shyshy

    [12/15/2012]Acceptance

    By shyshy,

    acceptance
    -----------
    remember those words.
    "see the light".
    rejecting the curse.
    remember the acts,
    kindness and charity.
    remember all the rejection.
    rejection.
    [bridge]
    deep inside me,
    noone can find peace,
    and i feel like i am gonna explode.
    never reject me.
    i can get scary.
    and i feel like i am gonna explode.
    [chorus]
    you aren't alone.
    you are always welcome,
    in my home.
    for the first time,
    in a long time,
    i can safely say,
    "see the light".
    [bridge]
    remember those words.
    "fend off the darkness".
    rejecting the curse.
    consuming all the light.
    remember the acts,
    sin and relapse.
    remember all the confusion.
    rejection.
    rejection...
    [bridge]
    deep inside me,
    noone can find peace,
    and i feel like i am gonna explode.
    never reject me.
    i can get scary.
    and i feel like i really wanna let go.
    life is no loke,
    now you're one your own,
    and i cannot predict how you feel anymore.
    [chorus]
    you aren't alone.
    you are always welcome,
    in my home.
    for the first time,
    in a long time,
    i can safely say,
    "see the light".
    [solo]
    come home!
    see the light.
    all alone!
    you have nowhere to hide.
    stay inside,
    where you,
    are accepted!
    [chorus]
    you aren't alone.
    you are always welcome,
    in my home.
    for the first time,
    in a long time,
    i can safely say,
    "see the light".
    [fade to end]

  11. shyshy

    Division by zero!?

    By shyshy,

    why is it that when we "divide by 0" a singularity opens up? if i divide zero by zero i get 0. i dont get it. i mean sure i get the part about beyond comprehension, but what!? makes no sense. answers?! [colour=#ff0000]preferably from starswirl the bearded seeing as he is a genius[/colour]
  12. shyshy
    it feels good
    -------------
    blurry vision and catfish breath,
    now im hangin' over.
    deteriorated mental state,
    i was high and floating.
    they say nicotine stains your finger tips.
    i say the pleasure is all mine.
    she said i was her only but,
    that was just a lie!
    [chorus]
    she's a liar,
    im an addict.
    she's is crazy,
    toys in the attic.
    i got to close,
    for comfort.
    drain my wallet,
    while i slumber and sleep,
    the same bed and sheets.
    [bridge]
    cigarette burns mark my back.
    what a good time.
    the burning sensation has gone away.
    the love has come back.
    i just wanna tell you that i,
    never loved you before!
    sleep in silence,
    rape my body.
    but kiss my neck,
    before you bite!
    [chorus]
    she's a liar,
    im an addict.
    she's is crazy,
    toys in the attic.
    i got to close,
    for comfort.
    drain my wallet,
    while i slumber and sleep,
    the same bed and sheets.
    [solo]
    bruises spell your name on my back.
    might as well get a tattoo.
    maybe it will look as good as you,
    with a bottle in your mouth.
    the bite marks bled and broke skin.
    the numb is settin' in.
    i want you to know i was better,
    off all alone!
    smoking made me happy but,
    with you i lose control!
    drinking made me woosy but,
    with you im never old!
    [chorus]
    she's a liar,
    im an addict.
    she's is crazy,
    toys in the attic.
    i got to close,
    for comfort.
    drain my wallet,
    while i slumber and sleep,
    the same bed and sheets.
    what can i say?
    it feels good.
    [bridge]
    it feels good...
    it feels right...
    cigarette burns mark my back!
    bite marks on my thighs!
    bruises everywhere!
    a million times i'll take you back!
    [chorus]
    she's a liar,
    im an addict.
    she's is crazy,
    toys in the attic.
    i got to close,
    for comfort.
    drain my wallet,
    while i slumber and sleep,
    the same bed and sheets.
    but what can i do?
    she does as she sees fit!
    im a toy for her to chew.
    and broken bones are on the list,
    and i can hardly wait!
    [bridge]
    it feels good...
    babe you feel good!
    burn me once again!
    where me like a dress!
    i will not protest.
    it hurts but thats okay...
    [bridge and end]

  13. shyshy

    [12/25/2012]Animals

    By shyshy,

    animals
    --------
    ash and stone.
    the things we,
    do for love.
    tooth and bone.
    the fighting we,
    wont win.
    right and wrong.
    the very thing,
    we fight over.
    loose control.
    destroy it all.
    destroy them all!
    [chorus]
    let out your inner,
    animal.
    bare your teeth,
    be alpha wolf.
    dont come to me,
    for salvation.
    show them you're mean!
    release the animals!
    [bridge]
    up from down.
    what does the,
    differance matter?
    us from them.
    the only thing,
    that matters.
    heart and soul.
    the definitive,
    objective.
    conquer, control.
    realease the ****in',
    animals!
    [chorus]
    let out your inner,
    animal.
    bare your teeth,
    be alpha wolf.
    dont come to me,
    for salvation.
    show them you're mean!
    release the animals!
    [bridge]
    release the ****in' animals!
    [solo]
    be a ****in' animal!
    [bridge]
    down and out.
    the cowards will,
    lie down.
    sweet and sour.
    show them your,
    untamed power.
    sinners and saints.
    they both become,
    forgotten remains.
    tame and raw.
    lash at them.
    lower your jaw!
    [chorus]
    let out your inner,
    animal.
    bare your teeth,
    be alpha wolf.
    dont come to me,
    for salvation.
    show them you're mean!
    release the animals!
    [fade to end]

  14. shyshy
    "seasons will change at the strike of 4 bells and blood will soon come after"
    i walked into geometry today to find this on a piece of note book paper written in blue ink. i've searched the internet all over the place and found not a single match. however, it seems familiar. it could be some kid writing poetry but i wouldnt count on it knowing my school and the students in it.
    anyone ever hear or see it? if so, link/source/etc?
    thanks you lot.
  15. shyshy

    [12/24/2012]Void

    By shyshy,

    Void
    -----
    such a stange,
    place.
    such a wrong,
    plane of,
    existance.
    everything is,
    out of place.
    the door is open,
    but nothing lies,
    behind.
    [chorus]
    everything is the blackest white.
    there is no life,
    not even a sign.
    all that was is no longer.
    i have seen the end.
    i have seen the void.
    ooh, the void.
    ooh, empty void.
    [bridge]
    emptiness beyond,
    comprehension.
    such a strange,
    place to be,
    trapped.
    all i need,
    is a map.
    i have nothing.
    nothing left,
    to give.
    [chorus]
    everything is the blackest white.
    there is no life,
    not even a sign.
    all that was is no longer.
    i have no control.
    my mind is blank,
    and my heart is black.
    emptiness is all that's left.
    [solo]
    take control,
    take it all.
    my heart is,
    dysfunctional.
    bury face,
    in my arms.
    hide my face,
    from judging eyes.
    the enemy,
    is in disguise.
    no friend to me,
    my heart spews lies.
    nothing lft for me,
    might as well die.
    blacker than back,
    the blackest white.
    the inevitable light,
    of the empty void.
    taken from me,
    when they took my voice!
    [end with solo]

  16. shyshy

    [12/21/2012]Make It So

    By shyshy,

    make it so
    -----------
    [open with solo]
    we all,
    want something to change.
    we wont,
    wait longer for change.
    we are,
    the most impatient race.
    [chorus]
    onward,
    never look back.
    for fear,
    you will relive your past.
    beyond the wall,
    an in the halls,
    you all...
    will find,
    the truth.
    [bridge]
    we are,
    the most impatient race.
    our struggles,
    are mostly third world problems.
    we wont,
    fix ourselves.
    we wont,
    change things on our own.
    [chorus]
    onward,
    never look back.
    for fear,
    you will relive your past.
    beyond the wall,
    an in the halls,
    you all...
    will find,
    the truth.
    and you,
    have changed...
    [solo]
    of all,
    the times to change,
    we choose,
    to sit and wait for,
    change...
    weait for change.
    we are,
    the most endearing.
    and all,
    things are clearing up.
    the walls,
    are breaking.
    the halls,
    are shaking.
    [chorus]
    onward,
    never look back.
    for fear,
    you will relive your past.
    beyond the wall,
    an in the halls,
    you all...
    will find,
    the truth.
    make it so...
    [end]

  17. shyshy

    [9/22/2012]The Lonely Anthem

    By shyshy,

    the lonely anthem
    -----------------
    nobody knows me here.
    nobody cares im here.
    nobody noticed i left.
    nobody even cares.
    well, i gotta say,
    it's charming in it's own little way.
    and i say,
    things are gonna change today.
    even if noone cares...
    [chorus]
    noone notices when im gone.
    noone asks me where i been.
    noone in the world, seems to care,
    enough, to make me care,
    at all.
    oooh, i dont even care about it all.
    oooh, i dont even care at all.
    oooh, they dont care i care.
    oooh, i hope they dont care at all...
    [bridge]
    nobody knows me here.
    nobody cares im here all alone.
    nobody notices the scar i left.
    nobody even cares at all.
    well, i gotta say, today,
    it's charming in it's own little ways.
    and i say,
    things are gonna change today.
    even if noone cares...
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    noone notices when im gone.
    noone asks me where i been.
    noone in the world, seems to care,
    enough, to make me care,
    at all.
    oooh, i dont even care about it all.
    oooh, i dont even care at all.
    oooh, they care i care.
    oooh, i hope they dont shut me out...
    [breakdown]
    i am so sorry for the things i say.
    i wish i could apologize.
    i swear on my life, i am sorry.
    i swear i thought you didnt care at all.
    my question to you,
    was i wrong?
    [pause]
    oooh, i dont even care about it all.
    oooh, i dont even care at all.
    oooh, they care i care.
    oooh, i hope they dont shut me out.
    [end]

  18. shyshy

    [11/27/2012]Generation "X"

    By shyshy,

    generation "X"
    --------------
    dont let them carry the world.
    lend a hand to the men with blood on theirs.
    dont force your lives and your security on them.
    dont let them rule the world.
    tell them what you really think about their rules.
    dont force your leaders to lead you into a grave.
    [chorus]
    and soon enough,
    our luck will change.
    not soon enough.
    not another day.
    no, i wont wait.
    not one more hour.
    bring back the passion to live.
    [bridge]
    dont tell them to fix your faults.
    be self sufficient and depend on noone at all.
    dont be quicksand under their feet.
    [chorus]
    and soon enough,
    our luck will change.
    not soon enough.
    not another day.
    no, i wont wait.
    not one more hour.
    bring back the passion to live.
    [end with solo]

  19. shyshy

    [9/14/2012]Rythmatic Lament

    By shyshy,

    rythmatic lament
    ----------------
    look forward to the future.
    lookin' for a place to lay my head.
    ooh, im so tired.
    look forward to see her.
    she gone away.
    "remember her" they say.
    [bridge]
    it's gonna change one day.
    all your days will be happiness.
    ooh, i dont want it.
    lookin' forward to meet her.
    she left a kid.
    "remember her" they said, they said.
    [chorus]
    what future have i got without her?
    i am all alone to grieve.
    what future can i hope to have?
    all i want is gone.
    teach me how to be happy,
    i cannot feel a thing.
    a box contains her body.
    the cosmos owns her soul.
    [bridge]
    the cosmos took her away from me.
    the cosmos took her away from me.
    look forward you to the future.
    lookin' for a final resting place.
    ooh, im incomplete.
    vacate the darkness in your mind.
    "remember her".
    i gotta fight.
    [bridge]
    it's gonna change one day.
    one day, one day, one day.
    ooh, i dont feel it.
    lookin' forward to see her.
    she left a child.
    "remember her" they said, they said.
    [solo]
    ooh, it'll change one day.
    ooh, one day.
    the cosmos took her away from me.
    ooh, the cosmos took her from me.
    [chorus]
    what future have i got without her?
    i am all alone to grieve.
    what future can i hope to have?
    all i want is gone.
    teach me how to be happy,
    i cannot feel a thing.
    a box contains her body.
    the cosmos owns her soul.
    ooh, the cosmos took her from me.
    ooh, the cosmos took my angel away.
    ooh, my darling forgive me.
    ooh, my darling sleeps away.
    ooh, the cosmos took her away.
    ooh, rythum sleeps today.
    ooh, rythum sleeps today.
    ooh, i wanna sleep today.
    [fade to end]

  20. shyshy
    snow falling on june
    --------------------
    look out there, go and see.
    a little gift from you to me.
    a cold dead, withering.
    all alone out in the rain.
    alone out there in the rain...
    the seasons changed a while back.
    the sun came and the ice cracked.
    melting and forming sees.
    i loved only in my dreams.
    she loved me only in my dreams...
    [chorus]
    yeah, the snow fell.
    snow falling on june.
    december, november,
    it all happenned late in june.
    na na na na na la la la.
    all happenned late but still too soon.
    na na na na na la la la.
    snow falling on june.
    [bridge]
    i wish i could just go back.
    go and take it all away.
    take every little mistake,
    blow it out of proportion.
    yeah, out of proportion...
    the seasons stayed for today.
    stuck eternally out of tune.
    sleep the dull nights away.
    wake up hours later in a daze.
    she loved me on those empty days...
    [chorus]
    yeah, the snow fell.
    snow falling on june.
    december, november,
    it all happenned late in june.
    na na na na na la la la.
    all happenned late but still too soon.
    na na na na na la la la.
    snow falling on june.
    [bridge]
    every day is just a dream.
    the dreams that sour and fade.
    late last night i felt the hate.
    it boiled and burned my soul.
    yeah, burned my soul to my hate.
    but no good things to last.
    smash my face into the glass.
    december's lookin' lots like june.
    no storms for her love me through.
    i told that i loved her too...
    [solo. it's slow and kinda quiet with lots of orchestral and piano]
    i meant it when i said it too.
    she loved then, but now it's june.
    i hated her when it was done.
    melt my brain under the sun.
    yeah a taste of all i've become...
    [chorus]
    yeah, the snow fell.
    snow falling on june.
    december, november,
    it all happenned late in june.
    na na na na na la la la.
    all happenned late but still too soon.
    na na na na na la la la.
    snow falling on june.
    [bridge]
    we had our last kiss under that tree.
    a tree that died long ago.
    it still means everything.
    but alas im just too damn cold.
    to cold to see im not that strong...
    not strong enough to make it go.
    just slam my head until it's gone.
    i wrestle with all my regret.
    i guess im just one big mess.
    a mess i made on my own...
    a standard i have today.
    it's picked me apart this way.
    she said she would cure my disease.
    afterall it was only me.
    afterall she was the disease...
    i look into the window still.
    roses in a glass sit on the windowsill.
    if only i clense these regrets.
    but i guess it's all that i got left.
    it's the only thing that she left...
    [chorus]
    yeah, the snow fell.
    snow falling on june.
    december, november,
    it all happenned late in june.
    na na na na na la la la.
    all happenned late but still too soon.
    na na na na na la la la.
    snow falling on june.
    september, whenever,
    it's all because of the snow in june.
    i left her, together,
    we can clense these regrets in june.
    yeah, conscious together.
    just me and you in june.
    na na na na na la la la.
    fallin' down face first in june.
    na na na na na la la la.
    she came back and i still let her go.
    na na na na na la la la.
    she stole it all on the way home.
    still i shoulda let her go.
    but i never shoulda let her go.
    i loved her but i let her go.
    so i spend the seasons all alone.
    i sit and watch the falling snow...
    yeah, just sit and watch the falling snow.
    never shoulda let her go.
    now i sit and i am all alone.
    gonna wither here all alone.
    get my medicine on my own.
    the disease came back, i told it no.
    the cure i had was me all along.
    but still i love her and i want her so...
    but no good things last so i let her go...
    i tortured myself into this state...
    clean of the blood stainin' the slate...
    but ill never forget this day...
    the day the snow fell,
    yeah the snow fell in june.
    what was i supposed to do?
    i sat and the snow fallin' in june.
    yeah yeah, the snow fell too soon.
    cuz i never knew, snow could fall in june...
    [bridge]
    yeah, snow never falls too soon...
    yeah, snow never falls in june...
    yeah, we wait and sing a sad song tune...
    but i cured what was killin me...
    when i left her,
    when i left her for the snow out there...
    but i dont care,
    no she left me unprepared...
    now it's over,
    let the seasons change for you...
    my love,
    it'll all be over soon...
    you'll find the right one,
    the right one to love you...
    in the next life,
    the life you live in june...
    [fade with:
    na na na na na na la la la,
    it'll all be over when it's june.
    na na na na na na la la al,
    yeah there's snow falling on june.]

  21. shyshy

    [11/23/2012]See Through

    By shyshy,

    see through
    -----------
    does anyone else remember,
    they day they found that,
    people are a dime a dozen?
    does anybody here,
    feel the same as me?
    does anybody near,
    even know my name?
    the truth...
    [bridge]
    does anyone else feel guilty,
    for feeling the way they do?
    people will always feel something.
    does anybody here,
    care who i am?
    does anybody else,
    count the sands of time?
    how long?
    [chorus]
    well it seems i can forget,
    my own name.
    noone else remembers,
    who i am.
    i guess it just goes to show,
    the way you feel is,
    irrelevant afterall.
    afterall,
    we all feel something.
    that's the truth...
    [bridge]
    does everybody else here,
    feel like dyin' is worth the risk?
    i could agree.
    does anybody here,
    love something beside themselves?
    why did anybody here,
    build their lives upon the shelves?
    material...
    does anybody else,
    refuse to live that way?
    does anyone agree,
    it's best not to be fake?
    be real...
    [chorus]
    well it seems i can forget,
    my own name.
    noone else remembers,
    who i am.
    i guess it just goes to show,
    the way you feel is,
    irrelevant afterall.
    afterall,
    we all feel something.
    that's the truth...
    [solo]
    ooh, why must i,
    count the sands of time,
    all alone?
    does anybody know,
    just what im feelin'?
    does anybody care?
    or should i keep dreamin'?
    does anybody here,
    refuse to live in fear?
    anyone else,
    choose to be themselves?
    just me...
    is it me,
    or am i see through?
    can you see me?
    do you feel like i do?
    no, still just me...
    [chorus]
    well it seems i can forget,
    my own name.
    noone else remembers,
    who i am.
    forfeit life,
    and dwell upon my shame.
    it's all i know.
    and all i wanna do.
    i guess it just goes to show,
    the way you feel is,
    irrelevant afterall.
    afterall,
    we all feel something.
    that's the truth...
    [end]

  22. shyshy
    well, i am on summer vacation and every day is going to be very boring.
    i have realized that although i sing, and make some music, i never sit down and take the time to write quality lyrics.
    but, i cant always judge myself, so im gonna post anything i think is quality and hopefully you guys will like it.
    i want feedback on these songs. so please, comments. if it sucked lemme know. if it was ok lemme know. if it was good lemme know.
    thank you for your time and kindness.

  23. shyshy

    [11/19/2012]Smiles

    By shyshy,

    smiles
    -------
    smile wide.
    on the inside,
    i know,
    you're laughing.
    dont try to hide,
    your smile.
    i know,
    you find it...
    funny.
    [chorus]
    whats so god**** funny about it?
    there's no steppin' around this.
    you dug your own grave.
    now kindly step inside...
    [bridge]
    laugh loud,
    and heartily.
    i know your,
    sick humor.
    you cant,
    hide it.
    i saw your,
    crooked smile.
    magical,
    in a trance.
    happily,
    do a dance.
    smile wide,
    with a heart of coal.
    dance around,
    center of the show.
    i know,
    you find it...
    funny.
    [chorus]
    whats so god**** funny about it?
    there's no steppin' around this.
    you dug your own grave.
    now kindly step inside...
    and what would it take,
    to getcha to tell the truth?
    i know you're one sad sack inside.
    and what could i do,
    ta getcha to look me,
    in the eye?
    you cant deny you're a twisted,
    litte cur...
    [solo]
    you're lies will only go so far,
    before i tear down the wall.
    you're eyes can only see so far,
    before i tear out your eyes.
    you're words can only hurt someone,
    who has something to lose.
    you picked the worng man to fight.
    you know,
    you lose.
    so whipe that smile off your face!
    the adults are talking.
    what to do with the sniveling child?
    what manner of punishment,
    will do?
    [solo]
    you're lies can only get you so far!
    you're eyes can only see so much before they bleed!
    you can only dance in flame for so long,
    before you get burned...
    [pause]
    laugh at me,
    ill laugh at you.
    pick on me,
    ill tear ya in two.
    torture me,
    you'll never see again.
    in my dreams,
    ill rover again...
    [chorus]
    whats so god**** funny about it?
    there's no steppin' around this.
    you dug your own grave.
    now kindly step inside,
    and die.
    kindly step inside.
    give me somethin' to,
    smile about.
    kindly roll over and die.
    then i can laugh,
    with you...
    [fade with bridge]

  24. shyshy
    the chairs were not cheap
    -------------------------
    there was a party the other night,
    im hangin' over from three days back.
    had my share of good times,
    had my share of laughs.
    had my share of hardwood floors,
    and boots to my back.
    the slate is clean.
    the grey is cold.
    the animosity,
    i lost control.
    animal that grew in me,
    has been pent up,
    far too long!
    [chorus]
    i can take it anymore!
    i need release.
    dont tell me, what to be.
    it's with my own two eyes, i see.
    yeah, yeah,
    me, me, me, me!
    wipe the slate clean!
    [bridge]
    another bit i remember from the party,
    i lost control and went beserk.
    flipped a table broke some chairs.
    broken glass shards everywhere,
    yet i dont feel sorry bout a thing.
    'round me, i guess thats what i bring.
    destruction and a wide eyed smile...
    the slate is clean.
    the grey is cold.
    the animosity,
    i lost control.
    animal that grew in me,
    has been pent up,
    far too long!
    i cant keep him in much longer!
    somebody open my eyes to see!
    somebody open my mouth to speak!
    oh dear god, set me free!
    [chorus]
    i can take it anymore!
    i need release.
    dont tell me, what to be.
    it's with my own two eyes, i see.
    yeah, yeah,
    me, me, me, me!
    wipe the slate clean!
    [breakdown]
    in my mind i see it.
    i see my sanctuary.
    and i open my eyes to the world...
    i wanna tear it apart!
    [solo]
    [chorus]
    i can take it anymore!
    i need release.
    dont tell me, what to be.
    it's with my own two eyes, i see.
    yeah, yeah,
    me, me, me, me!
    wipe the slate clean!
    [end]

  25. shyshy
    i made this a few months ago but never gt around to releasing it. here ya go.
    --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
    euphoria drug
    --------------
    i write my last love song today.
    how could i ever forget?
    i tasted my last wrotten apple.
    bittersweet just as sorrow.
    how could i forget?
    yeah, i wont ever forget.
    the razor grazes your skin.
    what do you even feel?
    you tasted your blood for the last time.
    what do you even feel?
    yeah, how did it taste?
    oh, and if the needle is stuck on empty.
    maybe its time for a repair.
    the glass and the jar are both empty.
    my hands are covered by scars.
    [bridge]
    oh, and you can never know.
    yeah yeah yeah.
    you can never know.
    yeah yeah yeah.
    oh, and the needle has found a home.
    a home, yeah yeah.
    you can never go home.
    go home, yeah yeah.
    [bridge]
    i took my last look today.
    how could i ever forget?
    i bit off just a little too strong.
    took more away than i planned.
    why did i ever forget?
    yeah, we just forget.
    the haze clears and fills your lungs.
    yeah just inhale and bake.
    your mouth is full of bugs.
    oh, man just inhale and bake.
    bake away in the haze.
    [bridge]
    oh and you can go home.
    yeah yeah, oh oh.
    man, just go on home.
    while it aint too late.
    oh, the haze burnin' blaze.
    trippin' on my rope.
    yeah man, burny blaze.
    trippin' out on my haze.
    [solo of some sort]
    now i tell you, it's just a drug.
    made of love.
    it's euphoria.
    euphoria drug.
    **** wont do ya no harm.
    just wrap you in arms.
    it's euphoria.
    euphoria love.
    euphoria, in my lungs.
    euphoria, euphoria.
    razors break into your numb.
    euphoria drug.
    train wrecked, out of love.
    euphoria, euphoria.
    smashed my dreams, out of drugs.
    euphoria drugs.
    euphoria drugs.
    yeah man it's just euphoria drugs.
    [bridge]
    oh and peace can go and wait.
    enraged by love, and the drug.
    spirits fill my lungs with hate.
    dysphoria, burnin' me up.
    [bridge]
    can i get a moment to myslef?
    yeah, jus', lemme be all alone.
    well youngin' watcha got to say for yourself?
    i guess it aint all that bad.
    well there son i tell ya what.
    ya keep doin that **** you're gonna get ****ed up.
    pa, why cant i stop?
    boy ima tell ya your trippin' on euphoria.
    [another solo thing]
    euphoria, in my lungs.
    euphoria, euphoria.
    blazey blaze, blazin' haze.
    hazey haze, hazey blaze.
    euphoria, in my lungs.
    euphoria, euphoria.
    man, i tell ya what.
    your trippin on euphoria.
    euphoria, in my lungs.
    euphoria, euphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    dysphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    dysphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    euphoria.
    [end]

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