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  1. SilverSwirl
    I still feel the abyss calling to me, it grows more attractive everyday. Its siren song is worming its way into my mind..... OH GOD HELP ME!!!
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    That was funny and made my day just a little bit brighter.
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    I am highly considering immolation.
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    Can I get a brain wipe?
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    I carry the burden's of many people (things they have confided in me that I am keeping secret, some things that are so disturbing that I think that may be one of the reasons I am extremely out of sorts from my regular, manic, happy self). I am a strong person but there is always something stronger. I am fighting it and I will probably prevail, it will just take time. I am 20 years of age. Current contents of my brain in pictorial form: First image in the spoiler is a quite graphic drawing inspired by the old Splatterhouse games. VIEWER DISCRETION GREATLY ADVISED!
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    I think that part of the problem is that I am a sort of emotional sponge, I absorb my friends feelings and compartmentalize it, but when I need to release it, I just can't!
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    What is there to enjoy? All of my friends have pulled up their roots and left me here, my roots just seem to be dug in too deep.... I can't find a job to finance me to be able to leave this town.... I don't know what else to do but sit here and wait for the inevitable,
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    I just can't shake it. If this goes on, what is in the spoiler could be my emotional state of feeling. I am resisting as hard as I can, but I feel like I am losing the fight.
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    I enjoy the Studio Ghibli films, haven't seen many of them but it isn't like I am not planning on watching them, just keep having things get in the way.
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    Imagination: Refresh my memory on that..... Oh wait..... Congratulations! Aria: I understand your point, it's just difficult since my great-grandmother passed away a few months ago. I have let most of it go but it is still with me.
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    Welcome to the forums! Have a cupcake and take a seat. We have much to talk about....
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    Special thanks to my Steam friend Wolfman who did it for me. This version is different from the one I have for my other boards I lurk.... The size is optimized for your sig pic specifications. Thanks to all who understand where I am at in my life but I am feeling the grim specter of death surrounding me.... I can feel it creeping up on me but it is still far behind me.... I believe it is weighing its options on whether to go with Type 2 Diabetes (Which my grandfather has, and in turn puts me at even greater risk of getting it) or something else entirely.
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    5/5 for deadpool!
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    Trust me, I have it really bad... I once fell onto the open door of our dishwasher and broke a wheel off the sliding rack and almost impaled myself on a few sharp knives that were placed blades up in the dishwasher.... All because I had to have one of those attacks.... But I think that is enough for one day... Inspiration will come to me but until then I will cling to what I have left and hope for the best.
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    Greetings, good pony, and welcome to the forums! Please enjoy your stay, but go easy on the oatmeal okay?
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    Welcome to the forums!
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    No, thank you Pinkie. I haven't been to college yet so maybe I should just go there, but when I try to think about my future and plan for it, my brain goes into overdrive and fries out so I lose vision and get muscle spasms.... I doubt anyone would hire me if I was like that.... Plus having Asperger's Syndrome doesn't help my case very much....
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    You are also right in your own way Bramble but you know exactly what I meant. Also, I have been trying for over 2 years and I just don't have the motivation/hope to continue anymore in this town.
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    Welcome to the forums!
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    I know and I thank you Pinkie. I feel like I am losing my sanity though..... I am broke, unemployed, no car, and can't find a job. It's killing me inside....
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    Welcome to the forums!
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    I don't know, I think it's just so close to St. Valentine's Day and I have no one to love......
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    So lonely....
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