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    feeling increasingly alone

    By Sailu,

    so i've been gone from here for the last like oh 6-8 months because of work and just meh but i've noticed that i'm just alone, yes i have friends and i do hang out with them from time to time but after that i feel more alone then before, all i do is work and try to find a 2nd job and just be alone... i really have no idea were i'm going with this but just yeah...
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    so after years of crafting and light gigging at bars and such i'm finally boiling down to record a studio 6 track demo of my strongest songs so i can get out there in the scene and make some noise and as of right now i've saved $70 of the $200 needed for the demo and i'm getting more and more excited about it the closer i get this is actually going to happen!! finally!!
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    so i just have started taking bass more seriously i'm a bass player in training at my church as a well as i tried out for a band that needed a bass player so i jammed with them for a good but like a week or so and enjoyed it till i was let go by them because i i'm not strictly a bassist, i'm a guitarist and piano player, as well as singer, song writer and i play drums as well. and want my own band and that is the main reason they let me go, i want my own band at some pointand have been trying with no luck for 7-8 years and its kinda a shame really cause i'm a great musician and a clear direction i'd like to go with my music.
    so as a little fun thing i decided to use my youtube channel to post bass covers (well improvisation lol)
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    so i'm 24 and a pretty decent guitarist and had a talk with a couple of guys that looking to fill a guitarist spot in there band and went and had a meeting with them for like an hour talked and jammed on some little riffs and such and then went our separate ways to wait and hear back from them so earlier this morning i texted the guy's and they where like "well sorry your not what we are looking for, hope everything goes well with trying to find your own band mates " and..thats it NO WHY OR HOW OR RHYME OR REASON! every FU*KING time i want i want to either BE part of a band OR start to form my own NOTHING EVER COMES OF IT and i'm just pissed as hell WHY CAN"T I GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING I WANT MUSICALLY IN A BAND like i want.....
    anyway i know no one is gonna read this and i really don't care i just had to get this off my chest somehow... i guess i should just give up and sell all my **** (not going to but just saying) and just stop trying and caring I've been playing for 10 years but am good at what i do but outside of that i suck horribly (its like i have the mind of a child when i got and try out everything i have is lost in the moment and freeze and die) and i try and get better but just am to lazy to truly get better cause of i feel like **** after doing things like going and trying out and just getting nowhere...i didn't learn guitar properly, i didn't learn covers first... don't know scales or most chords blah blah blah....JUST FML
    Sailu....
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    someone to talk to

    By Sailu,

    if you need a non judgement ear to just sit and listen to your rants, raves problems or what not if your open to it my door is open just drop me a PM and I'll offer my insight and see if i can help
    thanks
    Sailu
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    talking out loud

    By Sailu,

    well yay me I'm graduating from my trade school in 22 days and getting a $1200 check to boot (taxed of course so about maybe 950) but money for a new amp pedals and a new guitar and start looking for band members. then on to college and working for the rest of my life....sounds like so much fun
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