Pretty good for free verse, you did have a couple rhymes but not really much meter. As far as the poem itself, it's not entirely emo. You do have elements that foreshadow that something could be better, but you have learned to live in this situation. "You cherish the night" That can be either through acceptance or literal cherish. The second stanza really speaks to me, because it seems like the argument for "ignorance is bliss" It's like, if you look at the light for a little while (know a little), you'll be better off and feel better than looking for too long (know a lot), which would ruin you, much like certain knowledge. Overall, I like it. Good job!