CandyStar

I always do this to those kinds of people, they shut up right away.

Hello everypony! My name has changed to Flying Colors as i have removed the temporary oc Candy Star as my ponysona and made the new one permanent. So i've also revised my whole channel as well, but the videos i made will still be there as well. And now with out further delay, here is the link to my channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCIHvIaGo4g5rCcnQMryq7Xg So here's a video that i think needs to be seen: Have a good winter everypony, and see you for the next winter wrap up!

In the throne room, Queen Black Hole awaits Dimmed Star's arrival. It's been harder and harder to keep her apprentice on a tight leash since that power was given to her. Thoughts ran through her head as she thought about the different outcomes, each worse than the last. "So much potential, but so little time...," Queen Black Hole thought to herself, so much is riding on this that they can't afford to fail. Dimmed Star melts through the floor and rises from the black blood, taking form once more. Now in front of her mentor, she could only sit there and listen. "Dimmed Star, I'm very disappointed in you. When i gave you this power, I expected you to be able to control yourself." said Queen Black Hole as she scolded her student harshly. "Do you not want this new power? Shall i take it away?" she asked, looking down to Dimmed star again. Knowing that she may lose her chance to take over the throne, Dimmed Star exclaimed, "No! Please don't..." she begged, hoping Black Hole wouldn't do so. But a sense of danger makes her feel uneasy as Black Hole descends the stairs to come down to her and takes a seat in front of her. "Then show me you have what it takes...prove me wrong and master these powers i have given you." suggested Black Hole. Dimmed star nodded, and starts to leave the room. Before she could, her path is blocked by Sloth; she had been watching the entire time as her friend got scolded. "Better watch your back, Dimmed Star, the queen isn't playing around." warned Dull Sloth, smirking as she walked past her.

Lately i've come across some really distasteful characters, and not one of them has said, "I'm sorry". This is a huge problem in society, which leaves some mentally scarred, or worse. This is my experience with one such person: I wanted to play some BF, and relax with a few rounds of multiplayer. I'm about half way done when i hear this guy say something about me being a retarded kid, mind you i usually ignore these kinds of trash talk, but today i was stressed. I had completed several requests for mane six drawings, and i need this to relieve the stress. in my fifth match, i hear the words: "Go kill yourself, the world would be better without you." This just made me stop, how could someone be so damn heartless? I never did anything to deserve that, maybe he found out i was a brony or something? I'm not sure. That right there just crossed the line for me, so here's what i said: "fun fact: if you tell someone to kill themselves, it’s considered encouraging suicide, and you can get a fine of $25,000 and 10+ years in prison. if they actually commit you can be charged with manslaughter. so really it’s in your best interest not to be a total ass." He never spoke to me again.

“A treatment method or an educational method that will work for one child may not work for another child. The one common denominator for all of the young children is that early intervention does work, and it seems to improve the prognosis." -Temple Grandin Not saying your wrong, but each person needs a different way of getting treatment, not just this way.

Before you read this, please know that my grammar isn't always on the mark, and i do mess up sometimes, so if you see any thing wrong please let me know. Also i thought this music would help set the mood for the theme. ____________________________________ It's finally time for the final confrontation with Tainted Mist, both had been waiting for this very day, Lightning takes her place in front of the others, "Tainted! This all ends today! Let me show you why..." "Pathetic fillies, if i knew this was going to happen... I would have done away with you from the start." Tainted is furious at this unfortunate turn of events. After hearing enough from Tainted, Lightning interjects, "We both have different ideas on what's pathetic. Cause if you ask me, pathetic is a monster like you getting beaten by somepony like me." Amused, Tainted smirks and replies, I admire your ability to keep making threats, we both know how empty they are, but it's starting to get old!" annoyed with Lightning's constant boasting, she charges forward. ____________________________ "Lightning? Can you hear me?" asks Princess Celestia, who is watching from the mirror in Canterlot Castle. Before she can get another word out of her mouth, Luna, her sister comes inside, curious as to what's happening, "Sister, what's wrong? What is it?" asks Luna, concerned about the current situation at hoof. Celestia can't believe her eyes, "It's incredible, they're so evenly matched. Lightning is keeping up with Tainted so well, and matching her blow for blow. But they're running out of time, if they don't stop fighting like this, Lightning won't stand a chance." Luna walks up next to her sister and takes a look for herself and gets a glimpse of The Prism Force. Still not sure why Lightning would be in trouble, she asks, "But you said she was doing fine." Tainted has taken a real beating, but refuses to give up. Celestia nods, agreeing with Luna. But something is wrong, it's as if Tainted isn't fighting at full strength, at least not yet. "Yes, but if the transformation ends... and it will, the fight will be be lost. Lightning must hurry and end this before it's too late." It's hard enough that she must sit by and watch, but Luna feels there must be a way they can assist, "Sister, there must be something we can do to save Lightning Flicker, right?" asks Luna. Again Celestia tries to calm her sister's fears, "Luna, I understand how you feel. But you charging in will only create more problems for Lightning. It's all up to them now, they are our last hope. Have faith, sister." Luna seems to stop pacing around aimlessly and continues to watch the battle unfold. _____________________________________ Back on the battlefield, Lightning and Tainted are at a standstill, none have made a move and yet a smile seems to come Tainted for some reason. "Well now, Lightning, are you having second thoughts about challenging a superior pony like me? I cannot be defeated! Not by you or anypony else!" making the first move she runs toward Lightning, but is sent reeling back by solid hoof to her face. Angry and frustrated, she shouts to lightning, "You annoying fool!" before she can block it, Lightning is hit by a spell and is sent skidding back, panting heavily. "Well now, satisfied?" asks Tainted, seeming to smile at her foes expense. But Light is still a bit winded, but manages to speak, "Is that the best you can do?" asked Lightning, almost seeming to laugh. Confused, Tainted tilts her head, "What?" Lightning repeats her last words, "I said, is that the best you can do?" Not amused by Lightning's words, Tainted shouts loudly, "Watch your tongue!" again Tainted comes at her, but is quickly anticipated and countered and struck in the chest and returns with a few repetitions and a swift buck to send her back, hooves digging into the ground so Tainted can stop herself. Losing her temper, Tainted screams out in anger, "Damn it! I swear i'll repay every last blow you've dealt me ten fold, no! A hundred fold! Your time is up, Lightning." But suddenly Lightning says something Tainted never expected, "It's Done." Again Tainted is unsure what this means, their fight had only just begun. "What do you mean, done? Well? Answer me! Why are you giving up?" It should have been obvious to Tainted, but Lightning humors her by explaining: "You've been coming at me with everything you've got, but it's finally caught up with you, your magic energy is falling fast. The fact is, I don't see the point in fighting you anymore. Your pride is already shot, and in the end... That's god enough for me." Tainted cannot believe her own ears, this pony is mocking her abilities. Lightning continues her explanation, "You were so sure of your own power, you never imagined anypony could bring you down...especially me." Lightning smirks at Tainted, and keeps going. " heh, now you know what failure feels like. You see... I don't want to keep fighting you because I've already won." says Lightning with a smile. "So go crawl off somewhere and hide, i don't really care. Like I said, it's done. Your days of terrorizing other ponies is over, I don't ever want to see your face again." Lightning suddenly releases the transformation, returning to her normal state. Feeling mocked, Tainted is angry ad seems ready to attack again, "Why you! That is the last straw." Lightning turns her back to tainted and starts to fly off. "You lie! I am not beaten, not yet!" Tainted sends a blast of crystals at Lightning, getting her immediate attention. Now Lightning is disappointed, Tainted was given a chance to give up her evil ways, but chose to throw her life away. "I warned you! But you didn't listen; I gave you one last chance to walk away, and you blew it!" shouts lightning as she transforms back into the Prism force once again. I will say it once more: There's no point in fighting you anymore like this, especially if you're resorting to ameatuer spells like that one." Knowing how much Tainted wants this fight to end in her favor, it's just not worth it anymore. She can see Tainted wants this fight, but at the same time would prefer Tainted just leave. "If you really want to decide a winner, then fine... But first build your magic back up and learn a few new spells." said Lightning in a sassy tone.

The same thing doesn't work for everyone, Shattered.

Nice analogy, Lyi. It's true I can't really control it at will. Stuff like this happens and there's not much you can do to stop it.

The problem is, I can't get my therapy without my insurance. They cut me off completely.

I do try my best! But it's hard sometimes...to really hold back and refrain from it.

I don't usually join mlp forums as soon as I see them, but the reason for that is because of personal experiences. So many to count, and yet some I have rather enjoyed. Since I'm not allowed to name which ones, I will simply state my experiences below: The first forum I joined turned out to be fun as the days went past, even made some great friends. But eventually every good experience comes to an end, especially when it involves a member or two trying to push my buttons on purpose. It turns out that one member saw my opinion as offensive, which I stated that a gaming journalists need to be aware that this profession requires some sort of passion to really write a good story or two(also that the person who wrote the one I read recently was a bit uneducated as to what the job implied). Sure, it was bit overboard, but I was being honest about it. But that opinion didn't give that person the right to bring one of my fics into a topic in which it was irrelevant to. That set me off, and I lost all sense of reasoning I had left. This led to me getting 125 warning points(which I would have worked off), but my Asperger's led to me getting more upset than a normal person would be. Them saying I went on a righteous crusade was a bit much, it was more of a expression of my feelings, then a revenge rant. But then again, who keeps track of those things anyway? And then came a time where I had unwittingly posted a suicide prank video, when I meant to post a link to another one. I never said I laughed at the joke, but the idiot who decided this was the best way to get back at people who trolled others with threats. But I do admit it was my fault for not paying attention to what link I had copied, too late now, I guess. But now on to the next charge, Plagiarism. This involved me posting images I thought were ones I made myself, but had convinced myself they were indeed mine. Me and the admin talked about it, and still I persisted in my claims, not even thinking about it once. So you see... I have learned from my mistake and make sure from now on that I only submit art of my own creation, much better now I suppose. Next we have the charge of Abuse and Toxic behavior, not sure how that came to be, but oh well. I'm never abusive or toxic, that would imply that I harassed or tried to make someone else uncomfortable or worse... Though I suppose it may or may not be true, anyone's guess. This happened again after a new event in which I was verbally assaulted by another member, but won't say who due to policy. He soon apologized thereafter, but it seemed my reason left me again; getting me another count added to the point meter. That's about all I need to say here for that. Now we move on to the main issue, the ban itself. Sure, it was only two screw ups, but nothing to get me kicked off for. The one thing some of the staff of forums need to know is: Nobody's perfect, we all have those moments where we slip up and do something we regret later. As of today, I have decided not to respond negatively to such insults, and rude behavior. For this is my promise I will keep, and never will I ever break it.

So let me start this off by saying that I don't come across many crazy gaming moments these days, but I do rarely find a few funny situations that are crazy. Like this one for example: One of the best "Little Nicky" impressions I've ever seen! Also very funny to watch, I watch things like this all the time, but never get to see someone pull off a solid impression of a movie character. Also some of the most disturbing voices ever done by a gamer. If I ever meet this guy in-game, I will lose it. I have watched some gaming videos of people using voice mods, but never truly pulling it off.

Art by AnaduKune As you all may not know, I do try and keep myself happy, but sometimes it's hard. I've learned to practice smiling when i'm feeling sad, you know. I know it's embarrassing to say this myself, but my friends are like my ray of light, we help each other with our problems, no matter what they might be. But I used to be upset a lot, told anyone that said cheer up, "I don't think that's gonna help this time." I was a depressed mess, I stayed at home, never making any attempt at friendships. But ever since I joined the forums last year, it's been a wonderful feeling, one I'll never forget. Friends depend on each other, but sometimes it's better to find a solution yourself than always depending on others. But now I see things in a better light, I always say to my friends when they are feeling sad, "Don't forget to smile!" it really works, I guess I have that knack for this sort of stuff. I tell myself that very same line, it reminds me that not everything is as bad as it sounds, that anyone can be a friend in need. I've had many people show me the things that make them happy, and that's what I want too. When I think about them, it just... oh what were those words again?... Oh! Now I remember, I said that everyone is special in their own right, and nobody can tell you different, it's their loss if they wish to mistreat you so badly, they're the ones missing out. Also, I sometimes regress back into depression, and become less like my usual self. But I try to pick myself back up the best I can and move on, even if it feels hopeless. I can't put myself down every time I fail, that's not who I am. Who I am is a person who looks at the brighter things in life, and takes them and makes them my own positive thoughts, negative thoughts just hold me back, and keep me from doing anything good. I just hope you all understand how I feel.

Oh... I guess I did. But I just can't find it again, but if you could help me, I could.

I feel pictures help me express how I feel, I know no other way.