ONWARDconwardicus Posted September 26, 2012 Report Share Posted September 26, 2012 I just joined a storyline as one of my characters. And he is downright the most despicable character I have made up, and i hate myself now! Sure he is interesting, but playing tic-tac-toe with a dagger on a living specimen even creeps me out! And I am willingly writing this! I came up with it naturally! I just feel so bad about what sort of person I am!Any moral support would be appreciated right now. I can't stand myself! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheInvisiblePony Posted September 26, 2012 Report Share Posted September 26, 2012 Well, hey. When it just boils down to it, remember that this character is just that. A character. Sure he may creep you out, and it may even disturb you that you naturally do this, but it really just is a story. It's completely fake, and it doesn't reflect on you at all. I would think that this would be as creepy as you mention because you would never consider doing this anywhere ever, outside of a work of fiction. Don't forget, you can always tone it down to a more bearable level, as well.I hope I can at least help a little here. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FermataTheBasse Posted September 26, 2012 Report Share Posted September 26, 2012 Revel in evil, my dear. Not every day you get to do it. But seriously, only play characters you are comfortable with. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Needlemouse Posted September 26, 2012 Report Share Posted September 26, 2012 I guess some folks have a hard time drawing the line between IC and OOC - just 'cause ya play someone evil, and delve into that darker place for ideas, doesn't necessarily mean you, yourself, are a bad person. In the end, after all, it's all words, and so long as you aren't looking to cause actual, real sufferin', ain't nothin' to it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kryptchild Posted September 26, 2012 Report Share Posted September 26, 2012 This really doesn't have anything to do with this board... Like at all.And I don't want to sound mean or anything, but to be honest this sounds more like bragging than remorse... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
flutterscotch Posted September 26, 2012 Report Share Posted September 26, 2012 I feel like this is too grimdark for the forum in general, even just bringing it up.If you feel like you have a problem, and that you are having weird thoughts that you feel are abnormal (when in reality some people just randomly come up with things that are twisted and they're generally functionally within the normal ranges of socially acceptable human behavior), please go see a licensed therapist. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Solaria Posted September 26, 2012 Report Share Posted September 26, 2012 [colour=#daa520]Ponies.[/colour][colour=#daa520][/colour] 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ONWARDconwardicus Posted September 26, 2012 Author Report Share Posted September 26, 2012 Thank you to the first four posters. I didn't think to look at it that way. I feel better now, since I realize I like making good in depth characters and not the background behind them.And sorry for posting this. At all really. I was off my meds for the third time this month and long process thinking was hard. You can remove/lock it if you want Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dio Posted September 26, 2012 Report Share Posted September 26, 2012 Conclusion: You can do what you want with your stories and your characters. There is a time and a place for everything; just realize that what you do WILL stick with you.Resolved, topic locked. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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